just on a personal note, me and renee have decided that we be just friends. even though thats going to be a big pill to shallow, im thinking it be best and things will good for me later. but i just hopeing my emperoress of darkness is out there somewhere.

Just so most of you know(or may not know), me and nikki are going out. don't ask how it happen but its a long story. if you want to know, talk to her.

lately ive been in a living shit hole of my life. lately i really give up love and had a seziure yesterday. every girl i seem to like are too young or taken or both or not interested. it seems that im so emtpy