A smile.......a simple gesture done with the mouth to show emotion....I love to see a smile on people's face...I love it when I say something and person that was once frowning or just plain face breaks out into a smile and giggles a little bit.....it does my heart well. Even if that is the only time during the day they will smile....they will remember that moment that you made them smile when all else was wrong and people will think differently of you. One smile can do alot of things....and it can help make a person's day better....even though it just so simple.

A smile....a simple gesture easy to do that shows emotion...A smile something that will make a person's day better by just seeing it and takes less power for you to do than a frown.

So make somebody's day better and put a smile on your face....you never know whose life you could be saveing by that simple gesture.......and trust me......they will remember it.

Ever been pissed? Ever been really pissed? What if I was to tell you that I have never been "pissed" in my entire life.....I have always been the one to keep my cool most the time.....I'm always the one that can breed a 2nd thought into something but I hit some1 in the jaw......I have only gotten angry....and I'm still able to think. Lately people have been pushing me and pushing me toward the edge.....I say I'm angry but they are really pushing me toward "pissed". When I'm angry I'm able to control my thoughts and try to think rational about things but...it's hard......I don't want to know what pissed is like....I might not be able to think rational....I might not be able to control my thoughts.....and that is a scary thought because knowing who I am......I might wake up with some1 dead at my feet....

I'm asking all that knows me in life and online.....don't push me anymore.....I can't take much more of this....right now I'm just chillin and trying to calm down......but I'm sitting on the edge.....so don't push me off......I don't want to know what will happen....

People are always wanting to live the life of a superstar....and I'm no exception to the rules. I often wonder how it feels to have all that money......all the clothes.....to go to all the places. For some reason though people like to look at me and laugh and say that I'll never have any of that....I think their wrong......

People don't relieze that when I say I'm going to do something I do it.....I will live that life....I will taste foods from different countrys.....I will feel the walls at the Empire State buildings to the walls of the Leaning Tower...and then I wil be the one laughing....

Remember this.....if you get down because people are pointing at you and laughing.....don't be down.....because you are not what people make you......you are what you make you to be and I want you to know that if you want it bad enough.....you can make it biggier than they ever thought of being and then you will be the one pointing and laughing....and I will remind every1 I said that I would be big when I land in london....

Every day I open my eyes and I lay there for a moment longier than I should and I wouder if I should get out of bed....I have most the world telling me to moveon, telling me that I'm a talented person and not to waste it. I wish I could see what they see....I find it a challenge to go through this world......watching all the people go by going on about their happy and oh so good life.....and I ask myself "Why can't I have that?" and no one ever answers because no one ever hears me. I ask myself "Should I just end it all and get this pointless life done with?" but lately I have got to thinking. I'm here and even though I feel as if this life is pointless it really can't be.....I have to be here for a reason.....and if I'm really not then I'm going to make myself known some how. It should never be on your list of things to do, to kill yourself, I know in many ways more than others how it feel to go through the world and have pain surrounding me and pain all in your heart. Just remember that no one is here for NO reason....everyone has a reason....don't give up.......there is a saying that can help me a little bit and it is.......

"To the world your just one person but, to one person you could be the world."

Who is to say that you mean to the world to someone, you just don't know it yet....this is like a movie and though it may be lame in some parts....others can be exciting and the ending could supriseing......so stick around and lets find out together. :)

I love music and not for no reason......music can touch the soul and change your moods.....All you have to do is sit back and listen to the lyrics of the song. I love many songs and I love many types of music because if you skip a type of music because you say you don't like it......you could be missing out on hearing some great songs. Here is some lyrics to a song that I most resantly heard and started liking.....read and see if you like em too......


Band - Rascal Flatts
Song Name - What Hurts The Most


I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do