Oh my gosh!!! Its another of Zare's famous diaries :P Any ways, I finally watched Dead Silence today. If anyone that reads this loves scary movies(yes, I mean the good scary movies that make you paranoid for a while) then I highly recommend this movie. Also, if you are the paranoid type even before you watch scary movies, I dont think you should watch it... I'm not paranoid hardly ever, and it took some time after watching the movie before I wasn't paranoid any more ^^

O.o I broke part of my tooth today. It sucks even more now. Not only does it still hurt to chew on that side of my mouth, but I dont think I can get it filled now, but instead will have to have it pulled. T.T This really sucks. I was hoping a small (ok, maybe it would have been a big) filling would help, but now that its broken this much, I dont think they can just fill it. Eh, I need money so I can go the the stupid dentist.

I know I dont write here much, but doesn't mean what I do put here isn't important to me... As of right now, I'm a little lost in what I should do. Maybe life is finally catching up with me, or maybe I've finally lost what little mind I use to have... I know I need to decide this myself, but sometimes it would just be easier if someone would tell me what to do... Don't get me wrong, I dont want anyone to tell me what to do or anything... just sometimes seems it would be easier to decide things... well... I'm starting to lean more towards the 'Lost my mind' theory...

I've lost sight of myself again... It's becoming harder and harder to see what I want any more... It's gotten so bad I can't explain who I am... Is this normal? I've never seen or heard of people loosing themselves this much...

It seems that an old injury is starting to flare up... I have no idea why, but the other day I could barely walk because of it... why must my life be so horrible?

There it is again... This is the second time I've felt this way. Out of my whole life, only two ppl have made me feel like this, and both is the same year... I no longer know what to do about it... The first time ended in a disaster, and I just dont want to relive it.. Someone tell me what to do...

Love is just a myth. People always talk about it, but can never explain it. When you think your in love, something unexpected happens, and makes you realize your not. It always seems to be so close, but you can never find it. Until I find out different, I'll always think of it as a myth, and nothing more.

Happyness is a strange thing. When you really want it, it seems to be hard to find, and it seems like you've never felt it before. Then there are times where you can't get away from it, and can't remember life with out it. Some people can go their whole lives without happyness, but others find it difficult any time they don't have it. The ones that find it difficult struggle through life, just to try to find it again.