[black jewel]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2006-08-09
Written: (6680 days ago)

if anyof my friends with boy probs...preferably boys....can u give me some advice??? he wont even fuckin talk or look at me!!!

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Written about Tuesday 2006-07-18
Written: (6702 days ago)

im sorry for wut i did
im sorry for wut i will do
im sorry her
and im sorry for u


but most of all im sorry for him
his heart is broken once again

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Written about Friday 2006-06-09
Written: (6741 days ago)

The day has passed beyond our power
The petals close upon the flower
The light is failing in this hour
Of day's last waning breath


The blackness of the night surrounds
The distant sould of stars now found
For from this world to which we’re bound
Of sorrow, fear and death


Sleep, love; forever sleep
Your soul the night will keep
Embrace the darkness deep
Sleep, love; forever sleep


The gathering darkness takes our souls
Embracing us in chilling folds
Deep in our master’s void that holds
Our fate within there hands


Dream, warriors, of the dark above
And feel the sweet redemption of
the Night’s Consort, and of her love
For those within her bands


Sleep, love; forever sleep
Your soul the night will keep
Embrace the darkness deep
Sleep, love; forever sleep


We close our eyes, our minds at rest
Submit our will to her behest
Our weaknesses to her confessed
And to her will we bend


The strength of silence fills the sky
Its depth beyond both you and I
Into its arms our souls will fly
Where fear and sorrows end


Sleep, love; forever sleep
Your soul the night will keep
Embrace the darkness deep
Sleep, love; forever sleep



Jenny was so happy about the house they had found. For once in her life 'twas on the right side of town. She unpacked her things with such great ease. As she watched her new curtains blow in the breeze. How wonderful it was to have her own room. School would be starting; she'd have friends over soon. There'd be sleep-overs, and parties; she was so happy It's just the way she wanted her life to be. On the first day of school, everything went great. She made new friends and even got a date! She thought, "I want to be popular and I'm going to be, Because I just got a date with the star of the team!" To be known in this school you had to have clout, And dating this guy would sure help her out. There was only one problem stopping her fate. Her parents had said she was too young to date. "Well I just won't tell them the entire truth. They won't know the difference; what's there to lose?" Jenny asked to stay with her friends that night. Her parents frowned but said, "All right." Excited, she got ready for the big event But as she rushed around like she had no sense, She began to feel guilty about all the lies, But what's a pizza, a party, and a moonlight ride? Well the pizza was good, and the party was great, But the moonlight ride would have to wait. For Dan was half drunk by this time. But he kissed her and said that he was just fine. Then the room filled with smoked and Dan took a puff. Jenny couldn't believe he was smoking that stuff. Now Dan was ready to ride to the point But only after he'd smoked another joint. They jumped in the car for the moonlight ride, Not thinking that he was too drunk to drive. They finally made it to the point at last, And Dan started trying to make a pass. A pass is not what Jenny wanted at all (and by a pass, I don't mean playing football.) "Perhaps my parents were right....maybe I am too young. Boy, how could I ever, ever be so dumb." With all of her might, she pushed Dan away: "Please take me home, I don't want to stay." Dan cranked up the engine and floored the gas. In a matter of seconds they were going too fast. As Dan drove on in a fit of wild anger, Jenny knew that her life was in danger. She begged and pleaded for him to slow down, But he just got faster as they neared the town. "Just let me get home! I'll confess that I lied. I really went out for a moonlight ride." Then all of a sudden, she saw a big flash. "Oh God, Please help us! We're going to crash!" She doesn't remember the force of impact. Just that everything all of a sudden went black. She felt someone remove her from the twisted rubble, And heard, "call an ambulance! These kids are in trouble! Voices she heard...a few words at best. But she knew there were two cars involved in the wreck. Then wondered to herself if Dan was all right, And if the people in the other car was alive. She awoke in the hospital to faces so sad. "You've been in a wreck and it looks pretty bad." These voices echoed inside her head, As they gently told her that Dan was dead. They said "Jenny, we've done all we can do. But it looks as if we'll lose you too." "But the people in the other car!?" Jenny cried. "We're sorry, Jenny, they also died." Jenny prayed, "God, forgive me for what I've done I only wanted to have just one night of fun." "Tell those people's family, I've made their lives dim, And wish I could return their families to them." "Tell Mom and Dad I'm sorry I lied, And that it's my fault so many have died. Oh, nurse, won't you please tell them that for me?" The nurse just stood there-she never agreed. But took Jenny's hand with tears in her eyes. And a few moments later Jenny died. A man asked the nurse, "Why didn't you do your best To bid that girl her one last request?" She looked at the man with eyes so sad. "Because the people in the other car were her mom and dad."



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Written about Monday 2006-05-22
Written: (6759 days ago)

im sad cuz i have 2 friends, guy and girl, they r going out and i like the guy. i dont no wut to do cuz one of my friends told him that i liked him and now i dont think he wants to talk to me. i dont no wut to do!!!

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Written about Wednesday 2006-04-19
Written: (6792 days ago)

this gy fuckin asked to cyber after he said that he was jackn off to my pic! perves!

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Written about Tuesday 2006-03-28
Written: (6814 days ago)

hello every body. who has a mum eho is a jerk?

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Written about Tuesday 2006-03-28
Written: (6814 days ago)

my fipp'n puter is so f'n gay!!!! i twon't let me ge tron my email!!!!

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Written about Monday 2006-03-27
Written: (6815 days ago)

i have some pics of me on my page, if anyone says anything mean, they dig their own graves

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Written about Sunday 2006-03-26
Written: (6816 days ago)

some new dogs r staying at my crib! they r sooooo cute! adorable! breath talking! u pick!

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Written about Friday 2006-03-24
Written: (6818 days ago)

i had to disect a flipp'n frog today! gag me with a spoon! i threw up

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Written about Friday 2006-03-24
Written: (6818 days ago)

i lied to my friend. i feel sucky now

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Written about Thursday 2006-03-23
Written: (6819 days ago)

this hot guy is talking to me! yea!

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Written about Wednesday 2006-03-22
Written: (6820 days ago)

every one sucks in my life. except my friend and me. mabey some new people on here r nice too, who knows?

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Written about Wednesday 2006-03-22
Written: (6820 days ago)

i had to go work at my mom's, i don't even get paid. how laim is that?! i worked for 41/2 hours! not a penny. life sucks when u don't get paid for it!

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Written about Tuesday 2006-03-21
Written: (6821 days ago)

pissed off.... if u want an example just ask me...i have plenty of examples!

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Written about Monday 2006-03-20
Written: (6822 days ago)

u no tha tjerk that i was talking about yesterday? we're all good. yay meeee!

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Written about Sunday 2006-03-19
Written: (6823 days ago)

kk. heres how it goes down. my friend was being a major b...so i said she could leave... she did. didn't expect that coming! lol! well...now shes pissed at me!
what a b!

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Written about Saturday 2006-03-18
Written: (6824 days ago)

i found a stray cat and i can't keep him! he needs a home and no one will take him! this flippin pisses me off!

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Written about Friday 2006-03-17
Written: (6825 days ago)

my life sucks...my friends hate me and eachother... what more could a girl want?

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Written about Friday 2006-03-17
Written: (6825 days ago)

if anyone wants to talk... god know i'm willing. but please...if u affend me in any way, shape, or form, i'll block u!
thanx

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Written about Friday 2006-03-17
Written: (6825 days ago)

my name means dawn...i'm 15. i live in wyoming and i have lots of friends. but im looking forward to talk to new people
BB

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