at times like this its odveous that no matter how hard you try to do the right thing you fuck shit up. that only makes you human, but at times where you contrediced yourself it makes it harder to focus on what is right. you can look inside your self and ask what is really going on, but if you cant really hold on to focus than at times like these its odveus.

wow........My diary sux

Iv been thinking life is made of choices, and a note to myself is dont make the choices tha fuck up your relationships with people,....... like the girl you love , or the dude you consiter your brother.well if this ever gets raed by any one,think abuot it for a minute, it can help you some day   
                The Grim

I feal kind of wrong ,but i really shouldent . I am single now so that means i can talk to any girl i want. I guse i feal like im untrue to myself. i dont know. man this is some touhg shit......

this world needs to hurry up and end.

welcom. this is 21 centry. no one loves any more, it's all just a big game of lust and sin. i dont wont to be a part of this fucked up worl any more. the only real people just kill them selfs becose they cant deal with the shit that happens to them when some one falls in love. they find nothing but a broken heart. the people who do want to be faithfull and never lie,cheat,or miss lead always find a broken heart.
it's fucked the way the world is. idont want to be a part of it any more.fuck!

heart braeks a bitch.fuck.....

my diary is sad and empty.