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i can see that you are lonesome just like me...
i want to believe in the mercy of the world again....................................................................but i cant
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because...
i find it so hard...
because..
i'm..
a..
l0ser...
and...
i deserve...
everything bad...
that happens...
to...me..
and...i..
dont deserve...
ANYONE...
i understand that now...
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;_:
'wtf' springs to mind...in BIG BOLD LETTERING WITH AN ATTACHED SOUND FILE REPEATING "WHAT THE FUCK" OVER AND OVER.
its strange how things like this happen..............i doubt if i'l ever find out why...

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its raining.....i love the rain, it always makes me feel better, god know i need it.
theyve hosed you down, your good as new.

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The gestapo strikes again -___-
some things that go on make me wonder if there is a higher being determined to FUCK THINGS UP FOR ME!
If there is, make no mistake, im gunna find the fucker and slice his eyes up. +BIG STYLE+
well make your fucking mind up, you stupid twat!
watch those little bastards come crawling back!
well i dont want to be the enemy, but any more of this shit n its all gunna kick off.

i miss the old days....coz the new ones are shit, its the same fucking people.
gunnagunnagunnagunna kill joo all.....

hehe....hehe.....i told ya'l when you got here not to fuck, but ya'l kept pushin,lyin,back stabbin...but now ya'l gotta keep watch ova ya shoulder.....

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hehe......ahahahaha..................your all full of fucking contradictions...

+DEAR DIARY+
once again...
there is no escaping chaos, it marks us all...
so it seems..HMMMMM ¬¬
dont you agree, ikkle one? i doubt it...
i will never promise to...
here i am awake again...
will they get it? i doubt it, even those i thought safe have fallen victim.......its quite disturbing, i would have thought that some of my most trusted retinue would have fought off the advances of evil..clearly i was wrong, an exterminatus is becoming an increasingly tangible option (its not the route i would like to take, but there might not be another way out)
when it is no longer the issue, i will remember heresy and punish it accordingly.......
just take me home,or just away from this place, i dont wanna feel alone.
     please take your time, its not like my life is valuable or anything, so please waste it away, MORONS.
pass me the bleach, im gettin thirsty.....
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DEAR DIARY :'(
watch it go thru ya...
its just never deep enough, coz am the backup..
i jus gotta learn ta deal wiv it...somehow
if its not now then tell me when!?
i dont know...its all a mystery
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!Dear Diary!
aaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! FUCCCCCCCCKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

/|Dear Diary|\
man this sux....Lonelisess is a killer...

Dear diary.

diary, why are you avoiding me? Have i done something to upset you? please just speak to me, we can talk about whatever it is ive done, just give me a chance to put things right, diary?

hmmm...odd..

.Dear Diary.
its enough to make you crazy, its like theres tears in everybodies eyes...its kinda hard to be optimistic in this place.
i wish it cudda been another.
every mutha fuckin day i see the same shit, its no suprise im losin ma mind, i gotta listin to ma boys n gals sayin crazy shit, n i cant do nuttin coz im useless, i cant help them or nuttin. theyre all fallin victim to this place, noone can kick it back anymore, noone trusts anybody, too much hate n not enough love, n to be honest i dont think its gunna change.
we gunna be trapped in this same cycle till tha end o time, makes me kinda sad y'know?
xoxox
cya diary

DeAr |D|I|A|R|Y|
I am feeling very very sad.