gah

Hippo-critters xD seriously though theyre everywhere
makes me wanna
kill
well..
cry..
xD
what a con

Goodbye.
Nice try.

ugh...wrong time right...

for some reason...
the word 'semester' makes me slightly mad...
not the 'slightly mad' as in Queen's song (i,e crazy)
i mean
angry

I cant believe hes dead, it wasnt his time.

ya know what sucks...
bbc parliment

it sucks to an almost unbelievable level.

seriously

im being honest.
i swear time does not exist on that channel.

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BIFFET

Afraid to die Jamie?
Terrified.

Then tell me, why stand their screaming for the emperor's benediction?
For dramatical affect? You know how i am.

You never did learn did you?
You know i didnt, but who was there to teach me?
You should have picked it up though.
I should have done a lot of things

Hung around so much, you knew what i was thinking...
Damn.

ahh crap, they say take it day by day...but i never did things that way.

i doubt they'd care when they get the call, most of them will probably ask 'who was he?' or 'she-.-'

a diary..for my dead.

n0b0dy ever t0ld me where t0 g0, no directions, just...expectations half hidden with the guise of hypocrisy.

maybe thats why i find it so difficult.
0f course i envy them, how couldnt i? i never had that,always out of reach,occasionaly approaching within my grasp only to mockingly excape my desperate efforts to seize it.

is this really my fate? or is fate only the embodiment of ones own faith in ones self? either way, its seems near impossible to fight it. to fight for change.

its disheartening to say the least, i cant just leave it to memory, such is my way, and this desire, possibly the only reminder to who i am, and so for that reason, i will not supress it.

but that solves nothing. it simply gives an answer to a question i have no need to ask, not while there are more pressing issues.

the longer i leave it, the further away the prize sails.
but..alas....time is running out and unfortunatley so is my will and determination.

but the prize, and what a prize...if there will be any chance for me, i must keep my mind on the prize and..with all that i am, i must race for it. and never stop until i cross the finish line.
but, whether i will achieve this in my lifetime, is unknown. i will not give up hope. but i will not be possessed by fantasy.
either way, it will be a challenge worthy of gods.
whether i fail or succeed is yet to be seen

and it is apparent i must bear in mind that the end justifies the means.

if there is a god,help out.