I love him so much now!! Everytime he looks at me i smile and look away. It means EVERYTHING TO ME!!! and i mean everything!! and i dk y but he doesnt like me the way i like him. IT sucks.....i mean everyone thinks his best friend likes me now and i dont want him to like me i want him to like me!!!!

<3Rae Rae

Awe im like falling in love with him all over again!! every word he says every look he gives me...it all means more to me than it ever will to him!!!
<3Rae

Okay I am going through a rough time in my life....I told james he is the cause of my pain that is not going away. all i feel like doing in going in the corner and cry!! Jennie, James, me and hopefully others are feeling depressed.....we're not ourselves....we can't help it. Don't try to cheer me up....it's not gonna work....well it might but i think the only thing that could cheer me up right away isn't gonna happen....most of you should know what this is......well i'll leave it at that!!!

<3 Rae Rae