Can someone please make murder legal so I can kill Jess? I keep seeing the wreck in my dreams, and his face keeps haunting my thoughts. Not in a loverly way, either. You know, sometimes I wish he was bound in a Gand Marquis tied in a straight jacket and chained down with an anvil while the car was falling into the sea... 

I've decided that for the theme song for Children of Tortured Love, I'm using "The Webs We Weave" by Escape the Fate. For the epic battle scene between Jutan and Odalwa, I'm using "Hit the Floor" by Bullet for my Valentine. And no, Rhi, I'm not using "Crazy bitch" for the sex scenes. Although, I may do that for our little Yahoo encounters... HEeheeheeheehee

Okay, I wanna know what these stupid fan girls are thinking when they do these Organization XIII pairings. I mean, come on! Demyx and Xaldin?! When the fuck was it a good idea to put a sweet thing like Demmy in the mix with a half-drunk gorilla man?! HUH?! Speaking of Demmy, Why is he also paired with Luxord?! If Luxord would lose the beard and grow his hair out just a bit, I'd be okay with it. But until then, He needs to remain loveless! And Why put Vexen and Marluxia together? They're RIVALS! No way they'd ever fuck each other. Besides, I thought frost killed flowers... The other pairings I can deal with. Poor Larxene; she's surrounded by the testosterone sea. She needs a good fuck... 

Today I had to make candy to take to work for our Xmas party, and...let's just say if Alex were here he'd be having a chocolate-covered treat... Yum...

Here are the lyrics for me and Rhiannon's song. Yes, I know it's talking about a cheating girlfriend, but no, we never dated and don't intend on dating. Jameses would kill me if I tried to step in on his territory. It's for our characters, Saro and Jutan. 


"Poison Kiss"

Your eyes don't lie
They give you away
You say, you say
Everything is different today
Your footsteps fall, all over the place
You're up, you're down
A butterfly caught in the cage

[Pre-chorus]
I don't know why I needed you more
I don't know how, you got through the door
I don't know where you were
But back and forth, back and forth

[chorus]
This is the last goodbye I'm ever gonna say
This is the last goodnight I'm ever gonna waste
This kiss is poisonous
If you can't control the way, it enters your soul

One love, one life, one love is better than you tonight

Sunday driver, you never get far
You call, you call, everyone is juggling hearts
You think that you never make a mistake
You say, you say, everyone else is to blame

[Pre-Chorus]

[chorus]

The devil inside I see your eyes changing,
Green to white
There is nowhere to hide, inside I feel the same,
I feel the same way too

Your eyes don't lie
They give you away
You say, you say
Everything is different today

[chorus]

This is the last goodbye I'm ever gonna say
This is the last goodnight I'm ever gonna waste
This kiss is poisonous
(one love)
If you can, control the way, it enters your soul
(one love)

One love, one life
(enters your soul)
One love is better than you tonight
(enters your soul)
One love, one life
(enters your soul)
One love is better than you tonight
(enters your soul)