So it seems it has been about two months since my last entry. During May I prepared for my last month of my junior year in high school. I so believe I passed all my classes. Other than that I went to a few parties with my friends. I started working on the 13 of June and it has been fun so far. Lately I have spent my evenings pondering my life, where it is going, what I would like to do, and how my relationships affect me. I have found out very little through my ponderings on where my life is going but I have found myself feeling lonely. Most of my friends have gone on summer vacations so I am with out their company, but more than that I have found that as the days progress I feel a growing need for a female companion. I feel the need for affection and as I said above company. Usually I can gain the company through my friends and make false affections through tricks and dreams, but lately as distactions have been few and far between the tricks and dreams seem not to be working. So I have resolved to "grow a pair" and seek out said companionship. I hope to write soon and with good news in a forward step, but until then my heartfelt wishes of hope, love, and happiness.

its been a couple of weeks since my last entry. not a whole lot happened. this last weekend i want on a fast for religious reasons no big deal. other than that my sisters birthday was friday the 27th. my birthday is this upcoming wesnday the 2nd of may. i dont think anything especially fun is going to happen but i dont particularly care its just another day so i will write soon hopely but until then so long.

wow... again it has been a while since the last entry. nothing has really gone on that is different than usual. the smae old go to school, do homework, play world of warcraft, sleep thing. i hung out with [Blasphemy] a few times but generally was be my self. im going to our high school prom this saturday with river a good friend of mine. she is pretty cool, shes into the whole fantasy art and games and tv shows like i am. i dont think that we will be more than friends but i am thinking of asking her out. i dont really know what is going to happen but heres wishing for the best.

So friday was fun. My friends Zach and Adriane stopped by and we hung for a while. Saturday I worked all morning.
It wasn't fun at all. I walk a mile and a half through snow and ice... To top it all off it was a swamp and the ice was thin. I was soaking ass wet. On the bright side I did make some money. I'm not really looking forward to the upcoming week. My friends Adriane and Kenny are going to DC and I don't know what I'll do with the time I usually use hanging out with them. Oh, well life go on.

Today was a good day. I feel better and it was really nice outside. It was in the low 40's and the sun was shining. Tomorrow I don't have school and I'm looking forward to the long weekend. On wesnday the quizbowl team and I will be heading to Mount Pleasant for the grand championship for quiz central so that has me pumped up. Tomorrow I am going to have some friends over to play dnd and video games so that wiill be fun. Oh yeah, test week is OVER!!!!! So now I can relax and unwind.... I love the weekends.

Wow it has almost been a year since last diary entry... Well I found out that the girl (who shall remain nameless) that I like has a boyfriend. By now I would have thought that I had gotten used to this kind of thing but I'll admit I'm pretty upset. Most of the girls that I ask out either have boyfriends or give me a completely lame ass excuse. I guess I just have horrible "hey I'm taken" vision... Good news is that I did find a date to my junior prom. The girl is cool and a close friend of mine so it should be fun. I guess I have something to look forward too but I don't really feel all that great. I feel like by now I should have found some one that likes me as much or even more than I like them, but whatever. Its not like I don't have the rest of my life to find some one but I think it would be nice just to have some one who I can call a girlfriend and who likes me and be called their boyfriend. 

well its been a long time comin'..... so some new things that have happen like i have a job at my dad's business. i got a second hard drive for my comp so i have lots of room for my media and i got a new comp chair that is nice and comfy.... so in short lots of good things have been going on. currently im saving my money to buy a new comp for myself and its going great. im going to be getting a new shotgun soon which makes me happy for my old one isnt that great. well until next time ill write to you all soon.

sweet guys im grounded... all because of a stupid class called american lit. i hate the class and i hate how the tacher (ms. sova) teaches it

so i ha vent written anything in a while... nothing much has gone on in me little town. i went to Central Michigan University last weekend for the
jackpine Conferance championship and my team took fourth. no bad considering there was 12 teams.

so today is the day before prom night in rosco mich. im not going cause im a underclassmen but tomorrow ill have a quizbowl match which is always fun.. me birthday is in a couple days... cant wait..

so today is me sisters birthday ugg... nothing else is happening in the small town of roscommon... so bored...