I just talked to my crush on the phone yesterday. We talked for about an hour and a half. He's leaving on Sunday to go on a roadtrip with his dad. (His dad's a long-distance truck driver)They're going to California and Los Vegas which is very far away. He'll be back soon enough, but I'll miss him.
I am enamoured with this guy named Wayne. He's just my friend, but I have the biggest crush on him. I've had a crush on him for about 2 years now. He's kind of troubled because he's going through a hard time in his life right now. For now, I'm perfectly satisfied with just being his friend. I try to be kind and sympathetic with him because he's fragile down inside. When he's hurting, I help him heal by comforting him. I actually care about him, it's not just a simple crush. I really feel for this guy, and I care about him. Oh GOD im so in love with him!!
And I'm sad because my birthday was last week and I had been reminding my friends about it every day. Out of about 9 friends, only 3 of them gave me presents. That just shows that I don't have many good friends. It's not like I want a big expensive gift, I just like it when my friends give me presents or cards because it shows that they remembered my birthday and that they actually care. (sigh...) oh well...
Things have calmed down a bit now. I hate my dad still... he went off and had an affair with a married woman. He says that I'm more upset than I should be. But why shouldn't I be upset?! He's been neglecting me for the last 8 months because he's been too busy with his other lady friend. That fucker I fucking hate him!!!! I hope he burns in fuckin hell!!!!
Neways yah my parents are fighting rite now. I wish I could hate my dad, but it's not that simple. EVERYTHING has to be difficult.
Neways... I hate life rite now cause my life at home is fallin apart. Plus i have a ba-a-a-a-ad situation at school and im gonna unLOAD oh YAH!!!!!!
Hi I am sorta stupid but sorta smart and I hate Brennan Powers. Brennan sux!!! Hahahalalala BRENNAN POWERS SUXXXXXXXXXXX!