[Azumi]'s diary

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Written about Sunday 2006-07-02
Written: (6696 days ago)

I found out to day dario and i no longer go out and now question if we ever did.

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Written about Sunday 2006-06-25
Written: (6703 days ago)
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stoners live and stoners die but in the end they all get high for all them preps that think their cool fuck them bitches stoners rule!

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Written about Sunday 2006-06-25
Written: (6703 days ago)

Life is nothing more than a dream that we all wish to awake from. Many people view death as a permaenet sleep when we are already asleep trapped in a reality based dream from witch we can not escape. For some life is a sweet dream from witch they wish never to awaken from, well for others it is a nightmare of witch we can not escape. What is it people enjoy so much about this dream that scares them to leave behind and awaken? Could it be that in some far part of their subconsish mind they know that this life is a dream, that the life they will go to when they awaken is worse than this? For those who believe that if in this life you do not do good karma you will go to hell did they ever think that maybe Earth is hell and we just don’t know it or want to believe it? If earth is not hell maybe it’s the battle felled, like pieces of a chess game we are pawns being moved about for the final move. There is no good and evil right or wrong only perception of others, intolerant of those who do not believe as they do, act as they do, look as they do. People are afraid of what they do not know, of being different and of change.
So caught up in what other’s think of them, of getting in to “trouble” with higher authority, that they lose sight of who they are, allowing other’s to mold them to what the world wants them to be, but not allowed to be who they are. You as a chilled are always told when you grow up you can be what ever you want to be. This is lie Parents, teacher, society every one in that Childs surroundings has an impact on that young mind leaving an imprint be it good or bad that in the end it determines what they will be who they will be in the long run. Parents can say to there kid “Tattoo artist are bad people, they are not some one you should want to be when you grow up. Now a doctor they are honorable people, they make good money and help people and save lives.” As the child grows and develops this is embedded in to his/her mind he/she wishes to make her/his family proud of him/her so they become what as a young child they have been slowly pushed towered.
You might like to believe that you are in control of your own life but the truth is you’re not. Say no one wants you to become a rock artist and you do you might say “see I made this choose.” and your right but the question is why did you make that chouse? Did you do it to say see you can’t tell me what to do? Every one believes in something if want to admit it or in some higher power or that this is it one life that’s all when we are dead we’re dead that’s, that. The answer is what you believe you are looking for when it should be the question, to have the answer you must first have the right question why do you believe in what you believe, why do you do what you do? What has happened to make you who you are? Is this life really a dream or is it the dream we all await for? Only is it when you find the question can you find the answers and only than will you be in control of your own life.

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