Well this is a waste of time, not like anyone is going to read it but i'll read a diary anyway.

O.k well lets start off with the fact that this is more like a large mood then a diary so don't be thinking its about my deepest darkest emotions.

Now we can begin, from Sunday night i will be staying in my (enter list of insults here) Nana's house for a week. This is because my (enter larger list of insults here) Mam is going to Turkey with her friend (don't enter list of insults here) Ffrion.

So this means i will not be able to, well how to describe it, have bad messages with anyone for that week so please for the love of black tights don't torture me with sexy ideas...PLEASE!!!!

Yesterday was the best day of my life my dream boyfriend asked me out and then when we were watching a film in class we sat there leaning on each other holding hands.
Then today the day i throught would to evan better, everything when wrong!!
he didn't evan say it to my face. He told DJ, Josie and some others befor me. Josie was the one to tell me. But not befor i over heard him and Josie(my best friend) talking about how to let me down and this was when i was sitting right next to them in a computer room. Then in drama Josie told me he wasn't realdy for a girlfriend again in other words and that he throght i was o.k looking.
But when she told me the thing i hoped they were joking about everything slowed down and i had to choice i had to do the one thing i didn't feel i had to laugh off the pain in my heart and wait until i got home to cry.
There were 2 more lessons after drama and me and Josie sut next to Connor in all our lessons being dumped isn't the going to be the worse thing having to sit next to someone i love but not being able to reach over and touch him. Things can only get worse.......

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What are you looking at!!!!!!!!