Im sorry everyone, apparently some people cannot be happy with me the way I am, and Im sorry I cant be everywhere at one time, Im sorry it seems like I dont care, Im sorry I cant help all of you with your problems, Im sorry I cant fix anything, Im sorry I am who I am and Im sorry I cant change, I cant help but be me and Im sorry for that, If I could I would change myself to fit everyones needs but I cant and again Im sorry for that too, Im sorry I cant be perfect in your eyes, Im sorry I cant be the good child every day, Im sorry I do all the things I do, Im sorry Im alive, Im sorry I cause so much misery and pain, Im sorry I cant help it, Im sorry Im crying as I type this, Im sorry I cant hold it in and be emotionless like some of you, Im sorry Im soft hearted, Im sorry I cant take the pain, Im sorry Im suicidal, Im sorry for thinking about that right now, Im sorry thats where my mind went first, Im sorry I cant be what you want me to be, Im sorry I cant spend every second of my life with you, Im sorry I make you angry, Im sorry I make you cry, Im sorry Im antisocial, Im sorry I have so many problems, Im sorry Im so fucked up, Im sorry it seems like I want attention, Im sorry for makeing you read this, Im sorry for everything and if I had the power no one would have to be sorry, but apparently it seems thats the only thing I deserve in life, is to be sorry for everything, Im sorry I thought about cutting myself, Im sorry I tried to call, Im sorry I cant help but be imperfect, I cant help but be sorry that I am the way I am, Im sorry everyone, Im sorry for thinking that maybe, just maybe I should take away everyones problems by solving my own. Behavioral problems for the parents, emotional problems to my brother and sister and my friends, Im sorry that I have to be sorry, I try, I really do but nothing seems to make a difference to anybody and I try to be responsable, I try to do good, but it seems that all anyone ever notices is the bad I do, I stay out too late, I drink, I smoke, I have anxieties, Im fat, Im ugly, I never do anything good for anyone, I suck in school, I dont like to be social, I dont like to dress up, I cant help it, Im sorry everyone, Im so so sorry, but if things keep going like this......Im sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!