[XBrain_DeadX]'s diary

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Written about Friday 2006-12-29
Written: (6539 days ago)

If Someone Told You
What if someone told you that you were almost through? Would you break down and cry? Would you undue every lie? Every sin that you made?
Would you want to be alone? Or tell someone on the phone? Or anyone at all?
What would you say, what would you think, what would you feel, If someone told you that your time was almost up.
Would you climb the higher mountain, or go in a corner and cower? What would you do, if someone told you that you were almost through?

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Written about Friday 2006-12-29
Written: (6539 days ago)

Walk Away
Every last tear I've cried. Every fear has died. Every sorrow sought. Every tomarrow brought. All the pain poured. All your dreams soured. All the blood stains; as it fell down like rain. Every scream heard. All your sins is clean. Walk away, into another day.

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Written about Thursday 2006-12-21
Written: (6546 days ago)

The Only One
Lost in his eyes, and my pain dies. Paralized by his touch. I love him very much. He's the only one who can make me feel this way. He's the only one who can make my heart beat fast and slow when " I love you" he would say. Frozen by his kiss. Everyday it's him I miss. Don't ever want him to leave; I want him to stay with me. Till our lives are done, he's the only one.

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Written about Monday 2006-12-18
Written: (6549 days ago)

TO LATE
Screaming parents all around, and me with no sound. Do what they say; I have no choice; I have no voice.
A scaring past; that'll stay till I take my last. A love that seems too good to be true, and still looking like a fool.
To late to apologize. To late to take it back. The damage is already done. I am defeated, and they have won.
My fears are covered with blood and tears. I fake a smile and laugh just to make it seem okay, but really I don't want to live another day.
To late to apologize. To late to take it back. I've Screwed up more times than you know. Blood is what I owe. Hold me when I'm scared ( I'm still surprised that you care). You heard me when I cried out, but it's to late to save me now. With this shit and all, it's better if you let go and watch me fall. To late to save me now.
Let me look in your eye's, and whisper in your ear how much I love you, and I'll never let you go. Let me kiss you one last goddamn time. Before I take my last breath, before I take my last sigh. Before I say my last goodbye.

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Written about Monday 2006-12-18
Written: (6549 days ago)

Hush little baby don't you cry. One of these days you're going to die. Mama's not here to craddle you to sleep, so listen to your little heart beat. When it ends there'll be no more sin. Everything'll be okay, they're better off without you anyway. Hushed went the baby; it didn't cry. There in the craddle the infant lies.

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Written about Monday 2006-12-18
Written: (6549 days ago)

THIS STRANGER
This is not me; I do not smile, I do not laugh, but this girl does so as:
As if there is no hate. As if we have no fate. As if there was no blood and pain. as if fear doesn't flood the world and stain.
If you look though the window. The window that shows through me. A stranger there will be. I fell helplessly in love, and she came like god sent his dove.
She will not fade, she wants to stay. She's the stranger who will not go. If he's still here she will not do so. She's the stranger who will not leave. She's the stranger who has come over me. She's the stranger who is so much fun. She's the stranger I have become.

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Written about Friday 2006-12-15
Written: (6552 days ago)

Wash me clean, and watch the way I laugh and scream.

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Written about Friday 2006-12-15
Written: (6552 days ago)

Her once laughing eyes; now not so gleaming, but screaming. You gave away.

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Written about Thursday 2006-12-14
Written: (6553 days ago)
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Drip by Drip, inch by inch, they fall. They stain, all my pain, all my sorrow, from yesterday's tomarrow. All my fears; from all the years, they fall just like tears. Drink them all, drink them dry. This river that falls from my eye.

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