[bloodstainedAmi]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2007-01-06
Written: (6530 days ago)

::WHAT IF::

I died:

I kissed you:

I fell:

I lived next door to you:

I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

I was murdered:

I cried:

I asked you to marry me:

I was hospitalized:


::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY::

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Family:

Smile:


::WOULD YOU::

Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?

Keep a secret if i told you one?

Hold my hand?

Study with me?

Cook for me?

Love me?

Date me?


::HAVE YOU EVER::

Lied to make me feel better?

Wanted to kiss me?

Wanted to kill me?

Broke my heart?

Thought I was unbearably annoying?

Hated me?

Wanted to tell me something but didn't?

Wondered about my sanity?

Wanted to do something to me?







::More::

When and how did we meet?

Describe me in three words:

What was your first impression of me?

What do you think of me now?

What reminds you of me?

Could you see us together forever?

When was the last time you saw me?

Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

880739  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-11-30
Written: (6567 days ago)

<img:img/mood/45154_1117568590.gif>Songs<img:img/mood/45154_1117568590.gif>

<img:img/mood/44166_1164465804.gif>Fairytale Stories<img:img/mood/44166_1164465804.gif> By Amber~aka~Ami

See the mountains
See the valleys
See the oceans and the seas
See how beautiful they are
Then look at me
My life isnt what i wish it to be
So many things happen to me
If only i could either go back
in time
or just fade away
So i could fix my mistakes
Or i could just relieve everyone else's pain of my existence
I want so much, and yet so little
Im just a simple girl with simple dreams
I dont wish for fairy tale creatures
Just fairytale stories
I dont wish for diamonds and jewels
Just a guy with sparkling eyes and rare personality
I dont wish for a robot to do my bidding
Just a guy to love, respect, and trust me
I dont wish for a prince in shining armor who magically just loves me
Just a great guy friend that loves me as his friend first
I hear so many stories about best friends falling in love
It'll never happen to me
Im such a girl to write this song
But guys dream and wish too dont they?
I shall just keep wishing for my fairytale story
my diamond eyes
and my best friend
For now i will sleep and
Dream
Dream away...


<img:img/mood/44166_1164557401.gif>Just Let Me Go<img:img/mood/44166_1164145357.gif> By Amber~aka~Ami (originally a poem)


I lay on my bed face down.
My face in my pillow.
As I lift my head,
I see the pillow soaked in my tears.
Why should I live?
Do I deserve this pain?
Do I really?
If I cant die,
Can I at least run away?
In the woods somewhere alone.
I just don’t care anymore.
If I die,
I won’t suffer at all.
Even the flames of hell can’t be this painful!
Just let me go!
Let me leave this earth!
Let me leave this hurt
Life off of earth will be better than this,
Much better.
Just let me go!

878006  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-11-23
Written: (6574 days ago)

<img:img/mood/45154_1117568590.gif> *~Songs~* <img:img/mood/45154_1117568590.gif>

The Story Of A Girl

She sits bleeding
Her ears are screaming
He left her there
Dying
Crying
The tears streaming down her face
Black and red
From makeup and Blood
Why her?
He doesnt know
She was walking down the street
On her way home from school
Just an innocent girl
He lied ot her
He hurt her
He beat her
He hid her
He used her
Ten years missing
Then dying in the Alley
Thinking...

I sit bleeding
My ears are screaming
He left me here
Dying
Crying
Tears streaming down my face
Black and red
From makeup and blood
Why Me?

I dont know...



Your love, My love

Everywhere I look
Something reminds me of you
I can't even listn
To my favorite music anymore
Why do i love you so much?
I've doen so much crap to you
And yet you still love me
Why?
I dont desurve your love
Your love
My Love
You desurve
My love
I dont desurve
Your love

Everywhere i look
Something reminds me of you...
You...

868464  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-10-28
Written: (6600 days ago)

Hello all. well, im new here... thnx to Ana. its kinda kool... well i gotta go... ill b back on tomarrow hopefully. IM DYING MY HAIR RED!!!! -ER... *in case u didnt get that i said red-er* so ya... i gotta go babysit, then help at my church's fall festival! c ya all L8z!!

868462  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-10-28
Written: (6600 days ago)

A religion teacher assigned her class an essay on what makes a good Christian. One student wrote about praying nightly, say no to abortion, banning gay marriage, and donating money. The other student wrote about talking to God and allowing people to enjoy their lives, and supporting gay marriage.




The day the teacher was to hand the papers back, she called up the second student and told him she would pray for him when he went to hell. The student asked why would he be going to hell, and why he got an F on his paper. The teacher told him that Catholisim is against gay marriage. The student looked at her for a minute, then said aloud, "I'm gay." The teacher kicked him out of class as if he had said fuck or worshipped Satan.


A girl in the back of class who had a boyfriend and was obviously straight got up and left too.




* If you would leave the classroom, repost this. It doesn't matter if you're straight, bi, or gay. It doesn't matter if you're Catholic or not. Everyone is a human being and deserves happiness. *
[Everyone Deserves HAPPINESS!]

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