ok.. ddue to the fact I axidently (YEAH LIKE!) broke this bithcs finger at school by slamming it in a door.... (looks inicent ...) I got banned from the internet and am useing this like 5 mins to tell you I wont get the internet back till wesnesday I believe... yeah.. SORRY!.. oh well.. I stole the cables to my computer back while mum was gone.. he he he

sorry you FOOLS.. but some one very nice went and got me this already...^^... ha... thanks Leon! *big hug* wait til the next time to get my happyness :P

what I am scared off... its under the bed.. I HATE IT!! I WILL HIT IT WITH MY MIGHTY SLIPPER OF DEATH AND MISERY!! *screams and throws muffins everywhere*

ok.. offically pissed off now... my internet completely killed its self last night while i was on her and I was like ' YOU MOTHER FUCKER!! WHY DO YOU NOT WORK!!!!???? IS IT COZ YOUR GAY!!?? IS IT COZ YOUR A BASTERD!!! IS IT COZ YOUR A BIG FAT MONKEY!!!??? *growl*... Eko en doorel dil hasi! Jek uor oting tub vie gerr stick!!! *screams more kaleesh at bt home hub then sits on floor growling and grumbling*

omg...I am so scared to death... Ill tell you why later but I have to go... omg... *hides somewhere*

ok.. my internet keeps attacking me.. (due to evil BT home hub thing) and so I will suddonly disaapear sometimes.. ok? dont balme me.. balme the accursed people of BT!!!!! and blame those horid Huk dudes... we need to blame them some more... stupid evil insect people!!! ><!!! * if you know about da huk wars then youll get what this is about.... poor Grievy... ;_;* anyway... so thats whats happened... and its anoying too... so now I will draw alot more.. BUT.. do you know what!? my fat ass of a scanner decided it would play up and not work for some reason... stupid technological crap!!! *growls* great.. i cant do anything can I ?? and I have a feeling my internet is going to shut down in a second so Ill post this before it does ok?

YAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!! i got a new scaner!!! (my old one got thrown out the window....;P) and now i no longer have to take crappy little photos with crap qulity!!!! I CAN ATTACK PEOPLE WITH FULL COLER AND QUILTY AND ALSO ITS THE RIGHT WAY ROUND TOOOOOOOO!!!!(when you use a camera the image gets flipped round! ><!)
I hope every one else has had a great christmas!!! + seeing as i have no idea how to use my scanner yet I will put up the christmas picture tomoz ok?.. if I can get my scanner to actually work...:P I also got loads of other prezzies including a red Ipod with a personal inskripton on the back!!!!^,^!!!! and I got a new phone! yay! (my old phone is.... well lets say I deystoyed it and leave it at that hmmmm?) and I got loads of dragon stuff! and CHOCOLATE!!! weeee! yay! will put up some storys of christmas later... but I WANTA WATCH AKIRA THE COMPLETE COLLECTORS EDDION FIRST!!!!!! MAWHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

ok.. I decided to add EVEN more to my diary! mawhahahahaha... ok... now I am going to rave now at harry potter...
Harry Potter looks wierd now...
OMG! i sore da trailer for The oreder of the phaenix and Im like : WHAT DA FUCK DID HE DO TO HIS HAIR!!!!!!!!????? If you dont get what i mean the watch da trailer:
http://www.apple.com/trailers/wb/harrypotterandtheorderofthephoenix/large.html
HE TOTALLY MADE HIS HAIR FREAKY!!!!! he cut it all weird! Im scared!!! it was nice and soft looking before, now its all got gell in it!!!!! NOOOOOOOO!!!! his hair was nice!!! now its not!! and he kisses her!!!! noooooooooo!!! my dreams !!! in tatters!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nnnoooooooooobnnnnnoonoonong hjfgiohgjfid hjgf igifo......... ok.... Im calming down a bit..:P......... no.... Im not..... NOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!! he is horrible!!! HORRRIIIIDDDDDD!!!!!! nnnnooooooooooooo!!!!!....... arh crap... I liked those movies so much... well not as much as CWs or LotR or SW or Predator or Alien or Red Planet or Signs or FFTSW or SGPM or Karas or DH or .... wait... no.. it goes there... I loved HP and TPOA... that was my faverate ever... even though HP TGOF had da Dragon in it... I just liked Serios and his dog form and OOOHHHHHH!! WEREWOLFYYEE!!!!! yay! .......... well actually the werewolf did look kinda gangaly... but it was still cool... hmmm.. does anyone rember that film with a Huge Werewolf attacking a big Vampire thing?..... wasnt it called VanHellsing or something? I loved that flim! but my bro lent it to a freind and I never sore it again!!!! *weep* I likey werewolfy... he was big and scary looking!!!! I WANT IT!!!!! NIEEEEEEE!!!!.... eh... Im just bored now..-_-.. i have to tidy my room... BUT DONT WANT TA!!!! nie... oh well... i can tidy while listening to some music right?........... yeah...:P.. ok.. ill proberble scream and rve some more later so yeyayay

ok.. I really need to add some more stuff to my diary...:P... so here ya go... at the moment I just finished a pic of me holding Greevuz's cape.. and now I really want his cappe!! IT LOOKS SO SOFT AND NICE!!!! I WANT IT NOW!!!!! I mean... look at Revenge of the sith again and look at his cape thingy and youll be like.. WOW! I wwant that too now.. IT DOES LOOK SOFT AND NICE!!!! so there... I want his cape and Ill get it of Necrosis some how...... hmm... the Magna gaurds would be so easyer to steal off of... but there ones have all holes and dried blood and stuff..-_-... Ill proberble update this later but Im gona watch Grievous monologing some more then try to draw me in his cape...:P
UPDATE!!!WEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
ok... as I was saying ... LOOK! his cape is so soft and cool! give me it now... and I noticed it is double uilted... its got a red lining!!!! my faverate coler.... :P.... ok... im running out of things to say about his cape...-_-... err.. did you notice it changes coler? if ya look at it closly sometimes its white ( when he is on da ships main frame outside and when he gets inta the escape pods....... I wathced those bits so many times to notice that....) somties its dark grey ( alot of the time actually....-_-) and then its that weird dark green like normal...weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... I want it now... and I have a feeling they actually made it somewhere... I must findout if you can buy it on ebay...:P... ok.. thats my diary entry for the next .. ages... so now go wathc SWIII and stare at Greevuz and his mighty cape!!! MAWHAHAHAHA!!

OMG!! helen the baby fox! arrrrrrrrr.... I love japanese films! I know you people proberble cant understand japanese but you can still see helen! shes so sweet!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KW5Ohi0_MM8
Its about a boy who had his parents divorced and coz the fox has lost its parents he can relate to it ( ' me and you are both two halfs, but together we make a whole...' MOST ADORABLE LINE EVER!!! *thats when hes talking to the fox*)and so he loves the little fox... its so cute... + the fox is a bit blind and deaf... which is even more cute and heart renching! *WEEEEEPPPPP!!* and at the end the little fox finds his mummy again and the little boy gets his mum and dad together again! YAY! happy endings! :')

I tried to sign up a freind today.. dono if it actually worked but EVE?? IF YOUR READING THIS!!! YAY!! your on this now toooooooooo!! WOOOOTT!!!! and sorry about da Eragon thing.. i forgot you were going on NEXT friday but the films fucking awsome so dats ok...^< CYA... and to every one else.... YAY! ERAGON!!! *bows down to its almighty power*

for peaple who dont know, recently Specalls (she was my very cute pet gerbil and freind who though maybe wasnt understanding the words of pain and misery and happyness I told her, she listened and that made her more special then anything else in the world to me....) she past away... and I cry and weep for her and for what will happen now... I just burst into tears and this song id so buetiful and dedicated to her....:
by Death Cab for Cutie

I will follow you into the dark......
Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark
If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my toungue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
The blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs

If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark


go to this and weep with me....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7s2hPkTT1lA&NR
should I put a link to that? no.. dont want to.. sorry

ok... Im not going to be here this weekend ok? Im in norfolk.... Ill see you freaks when i get back.... dont send me a million mesages coz I wont anser them all coz Im a lazy git .. mawhahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah..... he he he..
ok... so far i have like a thousand comys that I need to put up and will when I get back... nie

GG forms... yay... though i would list them down before i forget...:P

GG *himself you nikompoop...:P... he HAS WINGS! woooot!*
GG wolf!!! *YAY!! just a wolf but bigger and more mucley... and BIG TEETH AND FEET... (note, all of GGs forms are normally eiter white and blue or black and blue....and he always has Death black eyes with yellow pupils... and normaly has kaleesh war paint on them... yay...and ALWAYS has bigger feet with normaly his blue design on it^^*
GG Anthro Wolf *its more human (stands on two legs and has cool dexturios hands... and sometimes has belts and stuff on...yay*
GG Wing Wolf Gigaldrein (said Gig-al-dree-on)* a more or less wolf but with wings and has gems and crystals in his fur and has like feathers maining him and long wisps of fur... cool...^^*
GG Horse *a big stalion , white and blue with silver and gold mane tail and feathers (the fluffy bit on a horses foot for you non-horse peaple) yay!^^!*
GG Alicorn Feeka *Horse horns and wings and has cool tail... yay...*
GG Unicorn * exactly what it says...:P*
GG Unicornical anthro * humany (like the wolf one) with cool gems and stuff on it... yay...*
GG bird *a black bird... bleh...*
GG Egaletrion ( said eagal-tree-on) big bird with cool head and funky tail ... neat*
GG Crow *a big black crow like raveny thing... yay*
GG Dragon Dracodious (said Draco-dee-ouis) massive emperial dragon with all gems and stuff and is just really cool...^^*
GG the gerbil!!....*ok.... I know... nothing spectacular but i like gerbils so shut it....:P*
GG Cogasuit * GG in a huge machine suit that has loads of guns and stuff... yay...he only uses it once though...how bland...:P*
GG BABY FORM!!!!* OMG!! its is so cute... yay..*
GG Plesiodon (said Pler-sigh-o-don) *very big pleisiasuar like creatre... lives in water and stuff.... yay*
GG misery form....*I wont say coz GG looks SO evil in his misery form and I will proberbly put up a picture of it soon... yay^^*
*UPDATE* GG squirell form*...finished it at school... yay*
ok.. thats a couple I can think of... theres proberbly more but I cant think of them... im a bit dim... yay... please send me suggestions for new one!! PLEASE!!!!^^!! and if its really good I will draw it in full for you... yay...:P

Im am really crapy... Im at school and I feel so shity... i wrote this... look at it and be content....
Misery, unedited beyond the yearnings of mankind…the feeling of a great sorrow some creature locked away deep inside, ever waiting to be free and happy. It feeds on blood and vengeance and grows ever more resentful and distraught while the sadness flows. Its glints of Ivory, like shining stars in the darkness… there it shall lay… bound by its grief… under the fading trees of a unbroken winter… this is what lies in all of us…in some the creature is sniggering and smiling, in others it gloats gleefully…. But in me, it eats away at me… bite by bite, it is destroying me. I lie here… I listen to the cries of my soul and feel the ache of the pain in my heart. And I dream of the day the creature will finally crunch there face in its jaws… how can it help me? By eating the bad parts… to control its feeding and watch it protect me from others. It can be good… yes, it can. It can make other feelings go away and can help you to forget the disturbing thoughts… yet it still is there… biting, nibbling away. It will always be there, I believe. For it is now part of me. The parts it has gorged on, it has replaced. And now here I stand because of it. Because of it I am still here… and until it lets me go it will always be here. Deep inside. Glowing eyes and broken claws and the glints of Ivory.

mawhahahahahaha... I started lods of comys... *there on my photo bit n my hoase* they are funny... poor greevuz... he so anoyed at my little GG...^^.... he he he he... all I have done this weekend is be a lazy bitch... yay... I watched March of the Penguins again then got bored and watched RotS again... well half of it... holy shit... Ive only seen the end twice!... how dim of me....:P... + my freind made this...:http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/20162308/?qo=27&q=by%3Alegendaryfrog&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps
mawhahahaha... ^^.. funncaz... should I bother to put a link to it?? nah...:P

mahhahahahahahahaha...^^... been threw Youtube again... yay...^^... ats chool now... Have LODS of Hw to do but as I am lazy i cant be arsed.... maha ha ha ha...

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.......... dat IS MEAN! mean.... I have been gone for a while yes... I have BEEN BUSY!!!! BUSY I SAY! yes... i have-a-been drawing and scribbling and going crazy and happy.... which is a big deal for me...:P... now... I have nothing else to say but.... I finally drew a good pic of Greevuz.. yay... then I got bored and drew a pic of Nivity (hes a Gorot) running around singing "No sith! No sith! la la la la la!" from lion king...(its dat bit where the heyenas are sing no king which i sung infront of an angery teacher whe I hadnt done my homework... went some thing like " No work, No work la la la la la la!" Im so crazy...^^ hmmm if you want ta see the little but funny song just copy this in a new window and wait for Scar to shut the hell up... ^^ :)(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-7AiQ2cLoTw) *cant be bothered to put link... screw you!*) WAHA HA HA!!!!! crazy i am! now leave me alone to poke others with my mental probe of idiocy!!!!! YOU HAVE NO IDIEA OF THE POWER OF MY STUPIDITY!!!! WHAHAHAHA! now go...:P

ok dudes... I baby sitted last ight it it was a lot of fun... I had to look after a pair of 10 and 9 year old boys who are so funny... they made me draw the werewofl from Docter Who about a thousand times then I just sat and drew General Grievous and GG 3x6 and gave them the pictures then I watched Red Planet and then they made me draw AMEE till my hand hurt... (if you dont know what AMEE look it up on google and be content...) anyway I then stayed up till like 1:30 wahcing 8 out of 10 cats and Animal Planet... funky... +Shadowfax (my horse for newbies) has tripped and now has a graze across his knee... poor him... Im going up there today with the vet to get it fixed... but he should be fine as long as it doesnt get infected. c ya guys later...^<

for fucks sack! Julia keeps going on this (she found out the password coz its from DMTP and she new what word began with an R and was 9 letters long... ITS NOT AN ACTUALL WORD! its a place... the ending point of every thing at the VERY end of DMT... the ending is so sad... makes me cry so much.... its such acool ending to... + NOT ONE PERSON HAS SAI ANYTHING ABOUT MY NEW DRAWINGS!!!! are they really that bad!!??? Julia was wondering to... I mean when ever someone else has a new pic i scream out my thoughts at them as soon as I see it...NIE

wow... what a day that can make ya feel good...^^... ha... today is filled with goodness... I LOVE CHICKENS!!!!! WOOOOOOOOOOTTTT!!!!^^! little while... lovly... I love listening to When you were young by the killers... DAM... thats a good song... Its been stuck in my head all day... Im at school now....but Im fine maybe I could do with some sweets but life aint perfect...ha... today someone who would rather remain 'that person in DMTP who doesnt want to be named...' drew all up her arm with scwiggles ... she looked like a dragon... COOL... I want to do that sometime... but to state the fact Im covered in mud and stuff coz i was chasing a chicken up the street... not so fun but what ya gona do? nothing... exactly... so shut up and listen to me screaming out 'HE DOESNT LOOK A THING LIKE JESUS' ... peaple who know when you were young will know why...