Relapse prevent
Trigger intent
Now drown, high-strung
Say X amount of words
Your solar bipolar panic disorder seems
Harder & harder & harder
Still you try to control it
You mold the mold
Yeah you shape to mold
Boy your bold your bold
But your shape is bold
You’re symptom superficial
To what they call nonia
Minus the speed
Could you imagine the phobia?
OH!
(Recording )x2
Your brain is falty wiring
The reason for tiring
Keep treating the curse
Imagine the worst
Systematic, sympathetic, quite pathetic, apologetic, paramedic,
Your heart is prosthetic
A plate of quite peculiar on a dish of my own
A tablespoon of feather, tickle me to the bone
Give me recipes for happy
With the chemicals gone
Drinking freedom from the bottle to the tune of belong
Oh!
(Reporting…call
Oh!
(Reporting, reporting, I can’t believe)
Oh!
(calling you to see)
Oh!
(I can’t believe)
The main game…
(Calling you to see)
Oh!
I’m Sick of shaking never waking
From the hell I achieved
I never knew you till you left me
With the crying disease
Another curing reassuring way to buckle the needs
"So mistreated," I repeated never blessing your sneeze
Now deleted & defeated I will stand on my own
Yeah, your memory that punches me
Has broken the bone
Give me recipes for sorry I’m admitting I’m wrong
Still your memory that punches me
Has broken a bone
OH!
(Reporting…I only want to see)
(Reporting, reporting, I can’t believe)
Oh!
(Reporting, I only want to see)
Oh!
(Reporting, Reporting)
(I can’t believe)
The main game…
I only want to see
The Main Game!
(Calling you to see)
(2 call outs…)
http://www.you
Have you ever been so lonely
there's no one there to hold
just pull me in or disown me
and then
climb inside
my arms are open wide
have a look inside
It is not that I am scared to learn
just why I'm empty inside
just hold my hand to show some concern
if I live or die
My eyes are are open wide
help me look inside
Singing (justin sings)
I hear the water drip from the faucet
it's sweetly falling into
who know
I'm gently closing the closet
and I fall to the floor
and crawl to my room
the thought of ending it soon
just let me sleep in my room
hear me CRY...
cry
cry
cry
No, I hear a knock at the front door
Don't come in
I try to look at you but I can't stop shaking
leave me alone just go away
Mother I'm soo scared
I'm so scared
An empty bed but all of my sheets
are gone
they're wrapped around me and you
all is quiet but the drop of my gun
'cause I...
I want to belong to someone
but maybe life's not for everyone.
http://www.you
[message on voicemail:] Hi Justin! This is your mother. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya. See ya! Bye Bye!
I have to block out thoughts of you so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me? it is I that wanted space
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
I'm sober now for 3 whole months it's one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again
In my sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so f***ing far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"
Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you
Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you
http://www.you
PULSE OF THE MAGGOTS - SLIPKNOT
This is the year where hope fails you
The test subjects run the experiment
And the bastards you know is the hero you hate
But cohesion is possible if we try
There's no reason, there's no lesson, no time like the present
Tell me right now, what have you got to lose?
What have you got to lose, except your soul?
Who's with us?!
(I fight) for the unconventional
(My right) and its unconditional
(I can only) be as real as I can
The disadvantage is I never knew the plan
(This isn't) just a way to be a martyr
(I can't) walk alone any longer
(I fight) for the ones who can't fight
And if I lose, at least I tried!
(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots
(I won't) be the inconsequentia
(I won't) be the wasted potential
I can make it as severe as I can
Until you realize you'll never take a stand
(It isn't) just a one-sided version
(we've dealt) with the manic subversion
(I won't) let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victim deserted
(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes (x4)
Say it again, say it again
(We won't die) (x8)
(We fight) 'til no one can fight us
(We live) and no one can stop us
(We pull) when we're pushed too far
And the advantage is, the bottom line is
(We never) had to fight in the first place
(We only) had to spit back in their face
(We won't) walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger
(We) We are the new diabolic
(We) We are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life, you can have it
(We) We are the pulse of the maggots
(Do you understand?) Yes (x4)
Say it again, say it again
(We won't die) (x4)
These slipknot songs are awesome =D
Would you even care?
If I ran away...would you care?
Would you care if I bled?
If I was dead would you care?
If I disappeared...
If I showed up tomorrow...wou
Would you care if I was healed?
If I stayed alive would you care?
If I was found...would you care?
If I didn't call you...would you care?
Would you care if I needed more time?
If I was locked away would you care?
If I layed around crying...would you care?
Would you care if any of this happened?
Would you care if you never saw me again?
Would you care if I never talked again?
Would you even care...?
http://www.you
Colon Open Bracket - The Heartache of Soccer Moms lyrics
From you,
The water seemed to fall
The fire seemed to burn it out
Hold that candle to your heart
For a time
For a time we'd wait it out
& I'm sorry i moved on
& I'm sorry you're not gone
But hear, don't look for me
Because I already waited
& I promised you a heart
& I'm sorry we're apart
But hear, don't look for me
Because I already waited
For you
I'd write another song
But you'd forget that one aswell
You know you're 10% above us all
To see you mourn
To keep inside
To hold it back and not talk online
What was I just meant to think
It looked like you were moving on
& I'm sorry I'm happy
& I'm sorry what you've seen
But hear, dont look for me
Because I already waited
& I'm sorry I moved on
& I'm sorry you're not gone
But here, dont look for me
Because I already waited for you
1 Corinthians 13:4-7 NIV
4 Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
...OMFG >_<
how many people here are from waco?!
hrm...oh wait, i can go check...
to the search option!!
update!
Not Over (Written by Me, [NukleaЯ EveЯgloW™])
When the world comes crashing down
And all is lost...
When no one is around...
All hope may seem to be gone,
But I know...
I know that it's not over.
Not over, not over.
I know it's not over...
I need someone there beside me,
Someone to love me...
Just to hold, for my own...
To wash away, the pain,
Make everything feel alright...
I know I may have messed up,
Screwed up, failed again.
No one's perfect...
And I know...
I know that it's not over.
Not over, not over.
I know it's not over...
So please forgive me....
For what I've done...
I'm sorry
I just don't know what to do.
But I know,
When all hope may seem gone...
I know what I need,
And that somethin, is someone...
To love for my own...
To make it feel alright
I'm sorry, but I know,
I know that it's not over.
Not over, not over.
I know it's not over...
I'm sorry, but I know,
I know that it's not over.
Not over, not over.
I know it's not over...
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after school today
i came home.
went to my room
did a much deserved cry.
i just let it all out.
i wanted to cut
couldn't find my wallet
so i didn't.
i feel a lil better now.
but not much
but it's an improvement
that's better than what i was tho...
oh well.
i'm just another condemned flesh bag...
on this bed i lay
holding back the demon
inside of me...
i tried through all the day
but tonight the barrier is broken...
opening things of the recent past
bleeding out from the wound...
releasing the demons from within
escaping only to return again
i try so hard but then...
it's wrong...
all wrong
all wrong...
crying...slowl
bleeding...sil
cursed...rotte
unworthy...dam
i try oh so hard
but my dreams get smashed
everything i do or say
is never enough, always wrong
i feel that nothing matters
i'm falling, falling
but no one's there to catch me
i'm alone and drowning in my
river of plagues, so cursed
and this dismal feeling is worse
i'm losing my hope
holding on to a thread
and it is unravelling
and i am falling into
the dark abyss of my
evergrowing self-destructi
everyone i know, i bring harm
and everything i've tried
it is nothing but wrong
alone i am meant to be
i only make things worse
that's all i've ever done
it was a dream but then
reality hit me
i've lost it all
everything i once knew
is no longer what it seems
don't know what to do
or what to say
don't know who to trust
existence in of itself
is a blessing, but for me
it's never been anything
but a curse
i'm tired of desperation
i'm tired of being tired
i looked in the mirror today
what i saw wasn't me
that's not what i am
it's not who i want to be
it can't be
it'll never be me
i'm losing myself in
all of my thoughts
cause i lost my human side
so long ago
nobody ever knew
my soul is bleeding
feeling the torment
hating the pain
wish it could end
i reap what i sow
all i receive is pain
i'm decaying in this shell
the demons in me have
deserted me.
everyone i thought i knew
they're all leaving me
shutting me out
nobody cares that i'm bleeding
and all i can feel is the sting
i'm worred and i'm crying
i can't go on
living this way
i'm losing my sight
my mind...
wish somebody could say
that i'm alright
this sweet dispair
feeding my disease
my river of plagues
over and over it
breaks my heart
but i live on
i pick up the pieces
i repair myself again
like i have so many
times before
time and time again
it makes me want to go away
never to be found
so i can't hurt anyone else
i won't let it happen again
i'll never let it happen again...
Americans!
Watch this movie and be enlightened!!
There are things that the government
and others don't want you to know about!!
http://zeitgei
It contains imperative information that must be known!!
Please watch it, you won't regret it.
Look at me.
It's back again
It's worse than back then
Don't you see
I'm in this on my own
Cause I want to be alone
Just don't forget me when I'm gone
When I'm six feet under where I belong
No I'm not going to disappear
But one day, all shall perish
And no one will be near
And the earth shall then cherish
Its own natural beauty once more....
what the fucking hell is goin on!!
it's like something's inside of me
a different entity
some creature...
and it's trapped within
lost inside of me...
i just want it to go away!!!
aaaaaaahhhhhhh
fuck fuck fuck fuuuucccckkk!!
why tonight?
why now? i just want to feel fine!!!
arrrrrgggghhhh
[and no, nothing's wrong between me and my girlfriend. we're fine]
raaaaaaaaaaaaa