my family: to let you know....I DONT HAVE A FUCKIN FAMILY!!! the only family i have...do you wanna know...i will name my fuckin family.....they are:
(not in any particular order)
1. vicky
2. sarah
3. andre
4. ashley
5. kayla
6. jack
7. breanna
8. eddie
9. renee
10. justin
11. lots of people from mcgregor
12. every other TRUE friend i have that hasnt backstabbed me
and of course my baby, anthony and his family...they are the greatest and his mom even told me that she wishes us to be together for a long time...no one has ever told me that...and meant it....

this is the ONLY REAL FAMILY i have and the rest of the people who claim to be my "real family" can go FUCK OFF somewhere...i could really care less...the woman who claims to be my mom is now a bitch to me...she could care less if i get knocked up and runaway..she will never treat me the same again....she has had an attitude ever since the incident....i wont get to see my bab for a VERY long time...do you know how much i wanna cry right now?!?!?!?! ANTHONY, VICKY AND ANDRE....I AM SO FUCKIN SORRY RIGHT NOW....MY MOM IS CHECKING EVERY THING THAT I DO NOW...FROM MY ODOMETER TO THE BEDROOM....EVERYTHING!!! CAN WE PLEASE JUST MOVE OUT ALREADY?!?!?!? I KNOW I DONT HAVE IT AS BAD AS A LOT OF PPL BUT I UNDERSTAND WHAT THEY GOIN THROUGH...I WISH THE BEST FOR ALL THREE OF THE PEOPLE I JUST SCREWED OVER...I SHOULDVE SAID SOMETHING...IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN ME TO MAKE US LEAVE...NOW I RUINED EVERYTHING...MY FATHER KEVIN IS THE ONLY ONE WHO SAYS HE WILL BE THERE FOR ME....AND MY FRIENDS....I CAN ONLY BELIEVE HIM...MY LIFE WILL BE SCREWED FROM NOW ON...I ONLY WISH TO BE IN YOUR ARMS RIGHT NOW....I KNOW YOU WONT LEAVE ME BUT YOU WERE TAKIN AWAY FROM ME...I LOVE YOU ANTHONY...PLEASE FORGIVE ME...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!