18 you?re caught in the scene
While I?m trying to make my way out of the whole thing
It?s got you hooked through the mouth like a fish straight out of the sea
Begging to get free

And I will admit I?m so sucked in wrapped up tight in tucking you in?

If I take it away will you cry tonight? Or fall in love forever?
I?m asking you now before I try, to make it oh so better
And If I take it away will you cry tonight? Or fall in love forever?
I?m asking you now before I try

So we thought, let?s take things slow
And now I?m here and I don?t even want to remember
While we dance to the rhythm by the bedside twisted tongue tied lusting everything
But do you care what I feel?
Cause I don?t really feel anything
When you're running your lips down onto my never mind, it?s about you girl this time,

Cause you look so cute with your knees on the floor looking up taking all of me

If I take it away will you cry tonight? Or fall in love forever?
I?m asking you now before I try, to make it oh so better
And If I take it away will you cry tonight? Or fall in love forever?
I?m asking you now before I try

Hush oh, my little lush, when you?re running your lips down
When you?re running your lips down baby

If I take it away will you cry tonight? Or fall in love forever?
I?m asking you now before I try, to make it oh so better
And If I take it away will you cry tonight? Or fall in love forever?
I?m asking you now before I try

Hush hush my little lush, when you?re running your lips down
Onto my playground that?s the way I like to get down
18, you?re playing the scene while I?m trying to make my way out of the whole thing
While we dance to the rhythm by the bedside twisted tongue tied lusting everything

I am like currently loving this song.
I relate to it.
big time.
<3 Sarah

yeah so I'm sitting here in class, Algebra 2.
not doing what I'm supposed to be doing.
but who cares?! I dont....obviously.
Thinking about the nap I just might take later on today.
Ugh I look like crap today,
I got up really late
did a terrible job on the hair and the makeup looks like it's been done by someone who's half baked.
but I did it, and I dont do durgs
though I look like it in the mornings.
heh glad you all cant be here to see it.
and then point and laugh.
I should fix it.
but I'm lazy.

yeah so I've been listening to a lot of Say Anything lately....I think you should too. their a good band. though most of the songs are very "pervy" which is funny since their just a bunch of jewish boys. heh. who would have known.

love is overated. so why do we need it so damn much.

songs you need to to listen to by Adam and Andrew:
1. John Mayer Looks like and Probably is a Child Molester.
2. Happy Birthday
3. Nerds in Love
go to: www.projectplaylist.com and type in Adam and Andrew.

I can NOT listen to I'm Too Sexy without thinking about Sephiroth.
The songs cursed!

New Pictures coming soon!!!!

havent you ever noticed....

sweaters are famous!!!!!!!

I have a fucking cold!!!! ugh I wish I could give it to this wierd guy who keeps on messaging me! I'm depressed and my life

SUCKS ASS!!!!

dont take my being mean so seriously!!!! I mean geez!!!!

yeah so I'm so happy! I got my lip pierced....again. but nonetheless. It's a motherfucking piercing mans and ladies!!!!I'm so happy I could eat kira ALIVE!!!! so much for being a vegitarian huh? Oh and I'm going to go and get my hair cut tomarrow! I'm a little nervous because so much of my precious hair is going to come off. wish me luck!!!!

to all my special floridian friends,

I love you all and will miss you more than you can possibly immagine. I will always be with you so long as you wish it. and dont worry....I will be back.
Two years isnt so long is it? we still have the rest of our lives to live, and live it to the fullest.
so these are the rules:
1. NO CRYING!!!! because you'll make me cry and I promised a certian someone that I wouldnt make this a bad thing, but another chapter in my life story.
2. contact me, because more than likely I will be contacting you.
3. dont forget. memmories are a good thing. If you loose them....your brain may be to old for your body.
4. live laugh, and love much. these are three main things to live by. life is not so much a bad thing. challanges make you stronger, and these days you need to be strong to survive.
things could be worse, believe me I could tell you all about it.

Coming here to florida was the best thing that has happened to me in a long time. It's funny how all the hardships in your life turn out to be the things that teach you the most.
Here I have learned how to laugh, love and how much everything you care about most in the world could be taken from you in a momment.
Always be thankful for what you have in life. never doubt a momment. things always happen for a reason.
I am thankful to have met all of you and will miss you more and more each day. but never to fear because I will be back.

xoxoxoxo
I love you for all eternity,
<3
Sarah

40 Secrets About Yourself


1. What Is your natural hair color?
blonde

2. Where was your default pic taken?
ummmm school and home

3. What's your middle name?
louise beatrice

4. Your current relationship status?
Single

5. Honestly, does the boy/girl you like, like you back?
I dont know

6. What is your current mood?
bored

7. What color underwear are you wearing?
colorful

8. What makes you happy?
Music, Friends, Rain<3333333

10. If you could go back in time and change something, what would it be?
Probably just some little stupid mistakes I've made along the road.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be?
I WANNA BE A ELEPHANT!!!!! *squeal*

12. Ever had a near death experience?
I don’t think so.

13. Something you do a lot?
Talk on the computer, talk on the phone, pray for rain.

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
"Overrated (Everything Is)" by Less Than Jake.
(Actually now it's got kind of a mix of that song plus 2 AFI songs, "Summer Shudder" and "The Interview")

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
I have no idea.

17. When was the last time you cried?
Few days ago? I don't know!

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
Hah!

19. If you could have one super power what would it be?
Flying.

20. What are the first things you notice about the opposite sex?
Hair, eyes, face...

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
Mocha frappaccino<33 (I can't spell ><)

22. What's your biggestest secret?
If I told you, it wouldn't be a secret anymore.

23. What's your favorite colour?
Purple, Green, Orange, Black, Blue, White, Silver

24. When was the last time you lied?
Not exactly sure.

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?
I live for Spongebob<33

27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
Nothing, And Nothing.

28. Where did it go?
Where Did What Go?? o_o

29. What's your favorite smell?
I don't have a favorite smell, but I love the smell of rain. Rain and BBQing.

30. If you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
Supercalafragalisticexpealadocious

31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
About An Hour Ago, Laura Hugged Me.

32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
Nope.

33. What are you thinking about right now?
Playing in the rain after dinner!

34. What should you be doing?
Whatever it is that I do.

35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
Emeka ><

36. How often do you pray?
Every day.

37. Do you like working in the yard?
Course not.

38. If you could have any first name in the world, what would you like it to be?
I don't know, like... Audrey... or sumthin.

39. Do you act differently around the boy/girl you like?
*whistles*

40. Name one thing that reminds you of an ex?
Nothing?

REPOST AS 40 SECRETS

so today had to be the best and worst day ever.
bad because I couldnt go and get my hair cut by that really sexy guy.
and good because he says he loves me!!!!

so yeah theres this guy whose coming over to my house tomarrow to cut my hair (the picture of the guy on my page) and well I'm freaking excited and nervous all at the same time.
why????
well I'm excited because my hair's gonna look SO FUCKING HELLA RAD!!!! and because he's hot as hell (in my oppinion).
and I'm nervous because well over myspace and the phone he calls me all sorts of sweet names and all that. so that's where I'm nervous, partly because I like the guy and I was told by a certian someone that he likes me too. eek!!!!
so now I'm all sorts of nervous, and since his car got totaled we are going over to his house to pick him up! *blushes profusley*.
I mean it's not the only time I'm gonna see him either since he wants me to re book with him.
I'm not just being some crazy girl in love am I?
I mean he did give me his phone number (private phone number may I add!) and he has both of my phone numbers too.

please take my pole and tell me what you think. ^.^
I <3 you all!!!!
-Sarah

what do you do on those days that you no longer want anything to do with everybody you know. All because you dont think you fit in with them anymore? Well I know. just sit there in that corner made just for you and waste away slowly filled with misery, and thoughts of how to just end it all. that my friends is the best way to pass the time by these days. since the world is just a sick and twisted place to be.
The sad part is that there is no other way to escape it. Damn huh? oh well sucks to be human and feel the way all of humanity feels.

[Facts Of Life]
1.At Least 1 Person In This World Loves You So Much They Would Die For You.
2.At Least 5 People In This World Loves You,In Some Way.
3.The Only Reason Anyone Would Ever Hate You,Is Because They Want To Be Just Like You Or Are Too Narrow-Minded To See That They Would Rather Be Like You.
4.A Smile From You,Can Bring Happiness To Anyone,Even If They Don't Like You.
5.Every Night,Someone Thinks About You Before They Go To Sleep.
6.You Mean The World To Someone.
7.Without You,Someone May Not Be Living.
8.You Are Special And Unique,In Your Own Way.
9.Some That You Don't Know Even Exists,Loves You.
10.When You Make The Biggest Mistake Ever,Something Good Comes From It.
11.When You Think The World Has Turned Its Back On You,Take A Look,You Most Likely Turned Your Back On The World.
12.When You Think You Have No Chance At Getting What You Want,You Probably Won't Get It,But If You Believe In Yourself,You Probably Sooner Or Later Will Get It.
13.Always Remember Compliments You Received,Forget About The Rude Remarks.
14.Always Tell Someone How You Feel,Then They'll Know.
15.If You Have A Great Friend,Take The Time To Let Them Know That They're Great.
16.The Most Vaulable Things In This Life Cost Nothing.
17.Laugh And You Will Never Laugh Alone.
18.Always Be Kind To People When Your On An Up,Because You'll Meet Them Again On The Way Down.
19.When Everyone Walks Out Of Your Life,Someone else Will Walk Into It.
20.No One Can Ever Take Your Place.