[American Revolutionary]'s diary

1143312  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-10-21
Written: (4626 days ago)

Dj slon....
Tolki....

Malako... Harasho... nu a vodka isho luche...
malako... harasho.... budu pit shtob pakruche!

Malako... Harasho... nu a vodka isho luche...
malako... harasho.... budu pit shtob pakruche!

davay za nu DJ...
ato kak stolb

opa opa opanki....

Tolki!!!

opa opa opanki....

Alo... Salut... Nu kde vi vse vas zhdut...mi vse zdes.. vodka yest... no malo zdes devchonak...

Alooo... Aaloo... neslishna nechevo bla...
mi pridom ... da mi pridom ! i vodachku dapyom!!

ey Dj vodachki naley... vodachki naley smiliy! hey bratishka vipij i rabey,budet vso unas Ok!!

ey Dj vodachki naley... vodachki naley smiliy! hey bratishka vipij i rabey,budet vso unas Ok!!

Opa opa opanki!!!

Davaj davaj davaj davaj!!!


Malako... Harasho... nu a vodka isho luche...
malako... harasho.... budu pit shtob pakruche

Malako... Harasho... nu a vodka isho luche...
malako... harasho.... budu pit shtob pakruche!

ey Dj vodachki naley... vodachki naley smiliy! hey bratishka vipij i rabey,budet vso unas Ok!!

ey Dj vodachki naley... vodachki naley smiliy! hey bratishka vipij i rabey,budet vso unas Ok!!

1142924  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2011-10-11
Written: (4636 days ago)

Walkin' down this rocky road,
Wondering where my life is leading,
Rollin' on, to the bitter end,
Finding out along the way,
What it takes to keep love living,
You should know how it feels, my friend,

Ooh, I want you to stay,
Ooh, I want you today,

I'm ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love, yeah,
Oh, for your love,

Now I'm on my feet again,
Better things are bound to happen,
All my dues surely must be paid,
Many miles and many tears,
Times were hard, but now they're changing,
You should know that I'm not afraid, ooh,

Ooh, I want you to stay,
Ooh, I want you today,

I'm ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love, mmm,
Oh, I'm ready for love,
Hey, hey,
I'm ready for your love,

Ooh, I want you to stay,
Ooh, I want you today,

I'm ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for your love,
Ahh, ahh, ahh,
Whoa, oh, whoa, oh,
I'm ready for your love,
Oh baby,
Mmm

1142059  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-09-23
Written: (4654 days ago)

[my fuckin fight song!!!]

[Intro (background "WHAT! WHAT! WHAT!")]
Yeah nigga! It's D12 up in this motherfucker!
You know how we get nigga we wild in the club
Motherfuckers, everybody get crunk in Detroit too nigga!
So wile the fuck out!

[chorus
Pour your 40 out. (Guzzle It)
Bitch!!!

[Bizzare
We fucked up,
Let us in the club.
One of y'all niggas gon' catch a slug, (Yeah)
I'm so drunk I could hurl for a month.
Any nigga pop shit, go to the trunk.
D12 start shit, nigga come get us,
7 Mile Runyan, wild niggas wit us,
Cause all my niggas is talkin' that shit.
Ain't got no problem, with smackin no bitch.
I'll have my wife, cut your throat.
Blunts, gans, that's all we smoke
Wild the fuck out, stab you with a knife,
It's D12 nigga, we ready to fuckin' fight.

[chorus

Biiitch
[eminem
Who tryin' to be the first one to catch this blade in the throat!
You know the po-po don't let me hold them toasters no mo'
I just cut three people, you gon' be number four
If you don't back the fuck up, and get the fuck up off the flo'.
My crew is takin over as soon as we hit the do'
You hit the door then we comin' in and you goin' home.
Security that can't even stop us because they know,
Runyan Avenue soldiers hold it down wherever we go.
Suckin on our 40's and holdin up .44's.
We come with toasters like we just opened saving's and loans.
And we don't need your brew tonight homie we brought our own.
So grab whatever you sippin on and let's get it on!!!!

[chorus

[Kuniva
We deep as a motherfuck, we 'bout to get it crunk
You just another punk in the club about to get jumped
I settle my vendettas with AK's, Berettas
We dont supposed to be in here with our weapons but still they let us.
Switchblade, brass knuckles, nickel plated belt buckle.
Broken beer bottles, when we walk in you can smell trouble.
Elbows flying, bitches crying, niggas bleeding, you retreating.
Run into your car and skatin off, We G'ing
We make example out of you haters runnin' your mouth.
You the reason why your peoples is pourin they 40z out.
Dirty Dozen whiling, beat niggas bloodied.
And you gon' have to pour out a keg for all your homies.

[chorus

Biiitch
[Proof
I was raised by drunks, so I became a drunk.
80 Proof for this rocker, that's the name I want.
I'm in the club to beef, you gotta murder me there
Only talk to a bitch with burgundy hair.
Or the aisle in the back, bump a seven deuce.
See that top on that 40, you know it's comin' loose.
See me on the Av. daily, we runnin' this shit.
If your chick get loud, I g-money that bitch.
Packin mags and clips, I'll smash your clique.
Because of Proof they put the "G" in the alphabet.
Smoking weed, drinking henny, remy, in that jimmy
Don't worry if we run out the corner store got plenty

1142014  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-09-22
Written: (4655 days ago)

I have my mother's dreams,
I have my father's eyes,
You can't take that from me,
Just go ahead and try.
The crescent city sleeps,
While giants in the sky,
Preparing to unleash,
Let loose a mighty cry.

Can nobody save us?
Will anyone try?
The bayou is burning,
The cypress is dying.
And all along they say it.

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
One by land, two by sea.
Right there in front of me.
Help is on the way.

Five thousand feet below,
As black smoke engulfs the sky,
The ocean floor explodes,
Eleven mothers cry.
My bones all resonate,
A burning lullaby,
You can't take that from me,
Just go ahead and try.

She stands at the shoreline,
With hands in the air,
Her words pierce the dark night,
Does anyone care?
And all along they say it.

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
One by land, two by sea.
Right there in front of me.
Help is on the way.

Right here! Right here! [x3ntaro]

Choking on the black gold,
Upon which we rely,
We keep axes in the attics,
To see cameras in the sky.

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way
(They said, they said)

We were told just to sit tight,
Cause somebody will soon arrive.
Help is on the way.
But it never came!
It never came!

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
One by land, two by sea.
Right there in front of me.
Help is on the way.
On the way.

1142013  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-09-22
Written: (4655 days ago)

Life is a waterfall
we're one in the river
and one again after the fall
swimming through the void
we hear the words
we lose ourselves
but we find it all....
cause we are the one that want to play
always want to go
but you never want stay
and we are the ones that want to choose
always want to play
but you never want to lose
arials, in the sky
when you lose small mind
you free you r life
life is a waterfall
we drink from the river
then we turn around and put up our walls
swimming through the void
we hear the word
we lose ourselves
but we find it all....
cause we are the ones that want to play
always want to go
but u never want to stay
and we are the ones that want to choose
always want to play
but you never want to lose
arials, in the sky
when you lose small mind
you free your life
aerials, so up high
when you free your eyes eternal prize
aerials, in the sky
when you lose small mind
you free you life
aerials, so up high
when you free your eyes eternal prize

1142012  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-09-22
Written: (4655 days ago)

wake up)
grab a brush and put on a little make up
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
(hide the scars to fade away the shakeup)
why'd you leave the keys up on the table
here you go create another fable
you wanted to
grab a brush and put on a little makeup
you wanted to
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
you wanted to
why'd you leave the keys up on the table
you wanted to
why i dont think you trust in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die


wake up
(wake up)
grab a brush and put on a little make up
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
(hide the scars to fade away the shakeup)
why'd you leave the keys up on the table
here you go create another fable
you wanted to
grab a brush and put on a little makeup
you wanted to
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
you wanted to
why'd you leave the keys up on the table
you wanted to
why i dont think you trust in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die
in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die

father father father father
father into your hand ,i commend my spirit
father into your hand ,why have you forsaken me
in your eyes forsaken me
in your thoughts forsaken me
in your heart forsaken me ohh
trust in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die
in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die

1142011  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-09-22
Written: (4655 days ago)

As I was going over the Cork and Kerry Mountains
I saw Captain Farrell and his money he was countin'
I first produced my pistol and then produced my rapier
I said "Stand and deliver or the devil he may take ya"
I took all of his money and it was a pretty penny
I took all of his money yeah and I brought it home to Molly
She swore that she loved me no never would she leave me
But the devil take that woman, yeah, for you know she tricked me easy
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Being drunk and weary I went to Molly's chamber
Takin' my Molly with me, but I never knew the danger
For about six or maybe seven in walked Captain Farrell
I jumped up, fired my pistols, and I shot him with both barrels
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ha, ya
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Yeah, whiskey, yo, whiskey...
Oh-oh, ya
Now some men like a fishin', but some men like the fowlin'
Some men like to hear, to hear the cannonball a-roarin'
But me, I like sleepin', `specially in my Molly's chamber
But here I am in prison, here I am with a ball and chain, yeah
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ha, ya
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Whiskey in the jar-o
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, hey
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ya

1139458  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-07-28
Written: (4711 days ago)

In a perfect world
One we've never known
We would never need to face the world alone

They can have the world
We'll create our own
I may not be brave or strong or smart
But somewhere in my secret heart

I know
Love will find a way
Anywhere I go
I'm home
If you are there beside me

Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

I was so afraid
Now I realize
Love is never wrong
And so it never dies

There's a perfect world
Shining in your eyes
And if only they could feel it too
The happiness I feel with you

They'd know
Love will find a way
Anywhere we go
We're home
If we are there together

Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

I know love will find a way

1139457  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-07-28
Written: (4711 days ago)

Ingonyama nengw' enamabala [Here is a lion and a tiger]

Night
And the spirit of life
Calling

Oh, oh, iyo
Mamela [listen]
Oh, oh, iyo

And a voice
With the fear of a child
Answers

Oh, oh, iyo
Oh, mamela [listen]
Oh, oh, iyo

Ubukhosi bo khokho [Throne of the ancestors]
We ndodana ye sizwe sonke [Oh, son of the nation)]

Wait
There's no mountain too great
Oh, oh, iyo
Hear the words and have faith
Oh, oh, iyo
Have faith

Hela hey mamela [Hey, listen]

(Chorus)
He lives in you
He lives in me
He watches over
Everything we see
Into the water
Into the truth
In your reflection
He lives in you

Ingonyama nengw' enamabala [Here is a lion and a tiger]
(repeat)

(repeat third verse)

1139455  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-07-28
Written: (4711 days ago)

ANIMALS:
Deception
Disgrace
Evil as plain as the scar on his face

ZEBRAS:
Deception (An outrage!)

ANIMALS:
(He can't change his stripes!)

GIRAFFES:
Disgrace (For shame!)

ANIMALS:
(You know these Outsider types!)

HIPPO:
He asked for trouble the moment he came

ANIMALS:
(See you later, agitator!)

ZEBRAS:
Deception (An outrage!)

ANIMALS:
(Just leave us alone!)

GIRAFFES:
Disgrace (For shame!)

ANIMALS:
(Traitor, go back with your own!)

HIPPO:
He asked for trouble the moment he came

ANIMALS:
(See you later, agitator!)

ANIMALS:
Born in grief
Raised in hate
Helpless to defy his fate
Let him run
Let him live
But do not forget
What we cannot forgive

And he is not one of us
He has never been one of us
He is not part of us
Not our kind

Someone once lied to us
Now we're not so blind
For we knew he would do what he's done
And we know that he'll never be one of us

ANTELOPE:
He is not one of us

ANTELOPE:
Deception

ZEBRA:
Disgrace

ANTELOPE:
Deception

ZEBRA:
Disgrace

ANTELOPE:
Deception

RAFIKI:
Oohh...

1139115  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2011-07-20
Written: (4719 days ago)

Dear Mother
Dear Father
What Is this Hell You Have Put Me Through
Believer
Deceiver
Day in Day out Live My Life Through You
Pushed onto Me What's Wrong or Right
Hidden from this Thing That They Call Life

Dear Mother
Dear Father
Every Thought I'd Think You'd Disapprove
Curator
Dictator
Always Censoring My Every Move
Children Are Seen But Are Not Heard
Tear out Everything Inspired

Innocence
Torn from Me Without Your Shelter
Barred Reality
I'm Living Blindly

Dear Mother
Dear Father
Time Has Frozen Still What's Left to Be
Hear Nothing
Say Nothing
Cannot Face the Fact I Think for Me
No Guarantee,it's Life as Is
But Damn You for Not Giving Me My Chance

Dear Mother
Dear Father
You Clipped My Wings Before I Learnt to Fly
Unspoiled
Unspoken
I've Outgrown That Fucking Lullaby
Same Thing I've Always Heard from You
Do as I Say Not as I Do

Innocence
Torn from Me Without Your Shelter
Barred Reality
I'm Living Blindly
I'm in Hell Without You
Cannot Cope Without You Two
Shocked at the World That I See
Innocent Victim Please Rescue Me

Dear Mother
Dear Father
Hidden in Your World You've Made for Me
I'm Seething
I'm Bleeding
Ripping Wounds in Me That Never Heal
Undying Spite I Feel for You
Living out this Hell You Always Knew

1138345  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-07-01
Written: (4738 days ago)

Hey... oooh...
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did.
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn

Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything.
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can drop away

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...
Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, can't it be mine

Aah... uuh..

Too doo doo too, too doo doo

1136814  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2011-06-07
Written: (4762 days ago)

song i created)

Storm the gates of hell

broken teeth a shattered jaw
ten to one ehold my god
wicked ons of heavens loss
raise yourown inverted cross
kings of earth,iron fist
serve the sacred you dismissed
stand before your final day
choke on every line you pray

raise you glass to death, not one second left

wake the lifeless, die to fight this
stand beside me, storm he gates of hell

cowardsheart,


1136198  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-05-26
Written: (4774 days ago)

i thought she was gone from my mind
i guess not
every thought, every word
her memory echoes
for once
for eterniy
ive been locked away
in the cell of her design
cant she see?
what shes done?
created a world with me
then turned and burned it to the ground
she cant see the changes
the differences
now she decides to relay a message
to me
all i have to say
is....goodbye, blue sky

1136087  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2011-05-25
Written: (4775 days ago)

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[eminem]
I told the World one day I would pay it back
Say it on tape, and lay it, record it
So that one day I could play it back
But I don't even know if I would leave it when I'm saying that
Ya'll start to creep in, everyday it's so grey and black
Hope I just need a ray of that
Cause no one see's my vision when I play it for em
They just say it's wack
Thye don't know what dope is
And I don't know if I was awake or asleep
When I wrote this,
All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest
You picked me up, breeding life in me
I owe my life to you
Before the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do
But it just dawned on me you lost a son
See this light in you, it's dark
Let me turn on the lights and brigthen me and lighten you
I don't think you realise what you mean to me
Not the slightest clue
Cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick
You gon either wanna fight me when I get off this f-cking mic
Or you gon hug me
But I'm not an option, there's nothing else I can do cause...

[chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[eminem]
It hurts when I see you struggle
You come to me with ideas
You say there pieces so I'm puzzled
Cause the shit I hear is crazy
But your either getting lazy or you don't believe in you no more
Seems like your own opinions, not one you can form
Can't make a decision keep questioning yourself
Second guessing and it's almost like your begging for my help
Like I'm your leader
Your susposed to be my f-cking mentor
I can endure no more,
I demand you remember who you are
It was YOU, who believed in me
When everyone was telling you don't sign me
Everyone at the f-cking label, lets tell the truth
You risked your career for me
I know it as well as you
Nobody wanted to f-ck with the white boy
That's why I'm crying in this booth
You saved my life, now maybe it's my time to save yours
But I can never repay you what you did for me is way more
But I aint giving up faith and you aint giving up on me
Get up Dre, I'm dying I need you, for f-cks sake

[chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

(I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life)

[dr dre]
It literally feels like a lifetime ago
But I still remember the shit like it was yesterday though
You walked in, yellow jump suit
Whole room, cracked jokes
Once you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke
Went through friends, some of them I put on
But they just left, they said was riding to a death
But where the f-ck are they now
Now that I need them I don't see none of them
All I see is Slim
F-ck all you fair-weather friends
All I need is him
F-cking backstabbers
When the chips were down you just laughed at us
Now you bout to feel the wrath of aftermath, faggots
You gon see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the f-ck we been?
You can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass
Little crack a jack beat making wack math,
Backwards producers, I'm back bastards
One more CD and then I'm packing up my bags and as I'm leaving again
I'll guarantee they scream Dre don't leave us like that man cause...

[chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

1135573  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2011-05-18
Written: (4782 days ago)

the last song ill dedicate to [Fallen Child Athena]

Find myself all alone
In darkness without you
Now I can’t turn away
From what I must do
You know I’d give my life for you
More than words can say
I’ve shown you how to love someone
I know you’ll find a way

Say goodbye, close your eyes
Remember me
Walk away, the sun remains
Remember me

I’ll live on somewhere in your heart
You must believe
Remember me

No way I can change my mind
I don’t have the answers
If you could see through my eyes
You’d let go of your fears
And though I have to leave you now
With the thought of each other
I’ll miss your touch
You call my name
I am with you forever
With the change, we can’t explain
Remember me

You know I’d give my life for you
More than words can say
I showed you how to love someone
I know you’ll find a way

Be there to watch over you
Remember me
Feel I’m gone
My heart lives on
Remember me

Don’t you think of this as the end
I’ll come into your dreams
Remember me

Close your eyes
Say goodbye
Remember me
Say you will

Close your eyes
Remember me
Say you will

Say goodbye
Remember me

1135405  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2011-05-16
Written: (4784 days ago)

i read the messages
tryin to get it off my mind
why wont these toughts go away?
i keep thinking
a sparrow
her bird
as said in pink floyds "the wall"
i dont need no arms around me
i dont need no drugs to calm me
i have seen the writing on the wall
all in all its just another brick in the wall
i dont sleep
or eat
i smoke
and occaiionally drink
to kill the pain that still lingers

1135257  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-05-13
Written: (4787 days ago)

I HAVE BEEN DRUNK. yes

I HAVE SMOKED POT. No, got a contact high though

I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX. Yes I have.

I HAVE KISSED A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX. no

I HAVE CRASHED A FRIEND'S CAR. None of my friends have cars, and I don't have a license.

I HAVE BEEN TO JAPAN. No, but I want to.

I HAVE RIDDEN IN A TAXI. no

I HAVE HAD ANAL SEX. No, I haven't had sex at all.

I HAVE BEEN IN LOVE. Yes, I'm in love now.

I HAVE HAD SEX. Nope.

I HAVE HAD SEX IN PUBLIC. Erm…grossness

I HAVE BEEN DUMPED. Yes. :-(

I HAVE SHOPLIFTED. twice

I HAVE BEEN FIRED. I've never had a job, my parents won't let me, They make excuses as to why I can't get one, or they won't take me out to look for one, and I live out in the middle of nowhere, with one store, and they're not hiring.

I HAVE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT. Yes, I was.

I HAVE HAD A THREESOME. Nope.

I HAVE SNUCK OUT OF MY PARENT'S HOUSE. Yes.

I HAVE BEEN TIED UP (SEXUALLY). No.

I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT MASTURBATING. No.

I HAVE PISSED ON MYSELF. Does being a baby count?

I HAVE HAD SEX WITH A MEMBER OF THE SAME SEX. Nope.

I HAVE BEEN ARRESTED. yes

I HAVE MADE OUT WITH A STRANGER. Nope.

I HAVE STOLE SOMETHING FROM MY JOB. Nope, don't have a job.

I HAVE BEEN ON A BLIND DATE. Nope, never.

I HAVE LIED TO A FRIEND. Yes because he lied to me

I HAVE HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER. Yes, but who hasn't?

I HAVE SKIPPED SCHOOL. Once or twice

I HAVE SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER. Nope.

I HAVE BEEN SKYDIVING. No, and I have a major fear of heights.

I HAVE BEEN DUMPSTER DIVING. Ehhhhhh couple of times?

I HAVE WALKED IN ON FRIENDS HAVING SEX. Absolutely not id shoot them both

I HAVE WALKED IN ON MY PARENTS HAVING SEX. Ive heard them, god was it awful, dying elephant much

I HAVE BEEN CAUGHT HAVING SEX. No, I've never had sex.

I HAVE LIED JUST TO COVER MY OWN ASS. alot

I HAVE CUT SOMEONE AND MADE THEM BLEED. Yes, because they were pestering me and I wanted to be alone, id never do that to my girl though, but I would slit a throat for her if anyone was messin with her

I HAVE RECEIVED ORAL SEX. Nope.

I HAVE GIVEN ORAL SEX. Nope.

I HAVE TOLD SOMEONE I LOVED THEM JUST TO MAKE ME OR THEM FEEL BETTER OR LIED ABOUT LOVING SOMEONE PERIOD. No, and I would never lie about love.

I HAVE EGGED A RANDOM CAR. Nope, but I've egged a house.

I HAVE BEEN TO A DIFFERENT COUNTRY. Nope.

I HAVE BEEN IN THE BACKSEAT OF A POLICE CAR. yes

1135256  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-05-13
Written: (4787 days ago)

LAYER ONE:
Name: Konstantin
Nickname(s): Atlas, Travis, Jasper, Sgt.Stacker, Sniper, Dmitri, and Wolf
Birth date: October 14 1992
Birthplace: Moscow, Russia
Current location: Bobtown, Pennsylvania
Eye color: Hazel
Hair color: Brown
Height: 5’9”
Right handed or left handed: Right

LAYER TWO
Your heritage: Irish, Dutch, German, Russian (obviously)
Your fears: never finding the one I can spend forever with (I already did)h
Your perfect pizza: Mushroom, olives, sasuage, peparoni, canadian bacon, and cheese on the same pizza, but I don't mind just mushrooms and olives.
Goal you'd like to achieve this year: Pass my drivers test and get a job.

LAYER THREE
Your most overused phrase on AIM: I don’t have aim                                  Your first thought when you wake up: whats my love doing?
Your best physical feature: Most people say it's my eyes and my hair.
Your bedtime: Whenever I want, usually
Your most missed memory: Going trick or treating, cause it's the one day of the year where you can dress up in costume and no one thinks you're weird.

LAYER FOUR
Soda: I don't really drink soda as much anymore, I drink Vitamin water a lot now, but I like Sprite, Grape and Orange soda.
Best fast food joint: Burger King, Wendy's, and Subway if that is considered a fast food joint.
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton, but I'd try Nestea.
Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate for flavor, Vanilla for the smell.
Cappuccino or coffee: I like frappuccinos, and French Vanilla coffee.

LAYER FIVE
Smoke: yes
Cuss: alot
Sing: Yes
Have a crush(es): Yes, but I think it's more than a crush. :-)
Do you think you've been in love: Yes, I am now.
Want to go to college: Yes, but my parents aren't much help.
Like/liked high school: Not really.
Want to get married: Yes
Believe in yourself: Sometimes
Get motion sickness: nope
Think you're a health freak: Not really
Get along with your parents: Sometimes
Like thunderstorms: Yes
Play an instrument: guitar and drums

LAYER SIX
In the past month...
Drank alcohol: yes
Smoked: yes
Done a drug: sadly once
Had sex: hell no
Made out: No
Gone on a date: No
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
Eaten sushi: yes
Been on stage: No
Gone skating: No
Made homemade cookies: No
Gone skinny-dipping: No
Dyed your hair: No
Stolen anything: No

LAYER SEVEN
Ever...
Played a game that required removal of clothing: No
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: absolutely, new years trying to play halo was fun
Been caught doing something that you shouldn't be: Yes
Been called a tease: Once, but I'm not.
Gotten beaten up: Yes
Shoplifted: When I was six, but I didn't know any better so they let it slide.
Changed who you were to fit in: No, never

LAYER EIGHT
Age you hope to be married: 24, hopefully sooner
Numbers and names of children: 2 maybe, or however many my future husband wants, I have some ideas for the names, but my husband would have to like the names too.
Describe your dream wedding: In a church, with a beautiful wedding dress, with a kind, caring, loving, loyal, handsome man waiting at the other end of the aisle for me, both white and red roses in my bouquet, and in the middle of the tables, my friends, family, food, and drinks. Hopefully I can afford all of that, if not a small wedding would be fine with me.
How do you want to die: Protecting my significant other, having them hold my hand as I die, and telling them one last time that I love them.
Where do you want to go to college: Pittsburgh institute of aeronautics, hopefully become a helicopter mechanic
What do you want to be when you grow up:, a photographer, a singer, or an Actor.
What country/countries would you most like to visit: England, France, Italy, Scotland, Ireland, Russia, and Germany
LAYER NINE
In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: hazel, but I don't really care
Best hair color: I don't really care what color hair they have.
Short or long hair: Short, or in the middle you know? But I don't really care.
Height: A height where I don't have to bend down too far or reach up too far to have to kiss them.
Best weight: I like a little meat on their bones, but I don't care, as long as they aren't so skinny they look like you can break them in half, or have a body like a body builder. UGH! *shivers* Too muscular for me!
Best articles of clothing: I don't care, as long as it isn't a kilt. lol
Best first date location: Dinner and a movie, or a moonlit walk on the beach, maybe a picnic by a lake.
Best first kiss location: having a picnic while watching the sun set, but when does that happen in real life? lol

LAYER TEN
Number of drugs taken illegally: 1
Number of people I could trust with my life: my dearest, and her only
Number of CDs that I own: I don't know I don't count them
Number of piercing: one
Number of tattoos: None, but I do want some, but my mom and dad would freak.
Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper:couple times….wont go into that.
Number of scars on my body: 7
Number of things in my past that I regret: a few

1134756  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-05-06
Written: (4794 days ago)

I got a sharp stick, I keep in my pocket
I speak volumes never utter a word
When you strike a match, a fire will happen
But the line between the smoke and the flames get blurred

Don't you see the writing on the wall(Don't you see the writing on the wall)
You're in way over your head
You're gonna drown in the things that you said

Time has come and gone for words
A thousands threats I've heard before
your words are cheap and lies are big to take

Time has come and gone for words
A thousands threats I've heard before
And all your words are due to pay today

It's a paradox, A mystery, A riddle
A door in your face and only I have the key
to understand you'll be caught in the middle
Caught in a web being spun by me

Don't you see the writing on the wall (Don't you see the writing on the wall)
Just a victim of your own conceit
The architect of your own defeat

Time has come and gone for words
A thousands threats I've heard before
when words are cheap and lies are made to pay

Time has come and gone for words
A thousands threats I've heard before
when all your words are due to pay today

Never walk away from a fight that's worth fighting
Never hesitate when you know you're gonna act
Never waste your words on a fool you won't listen
Never sell your soul cause you'll never buy it... back

Time has come and gone for words
A thousands threats I've heard before
when words are cheap and lies are made to pay

Time has come and gone for words
a thousand threats I've heard before
and all your words are due to pay today

no more words
no more words
no more words
no more words

1134755  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-05-06
Written: (4794 days ago)

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind
On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive

I've been defeated and brought down
Dropped to my knees when hope ran out
The time has come to change my ways

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all, leave it all behind

I'll never long for what might have been
Regret won't waste my life again
I won't look back
I'll fight to remain:

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind
On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive

Fear will kill me, all I could be
Lift these sorrows
Let me breathe, could you set me free
Could you set me free

On this day I see clearly everything has come to life
A bitter place and a broken dream
And we'll leave it all behind
On this day its so real to me
Everything has come to life
Another chance to chase a dream
Another chance to feel
Chance to feel alive

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