[American Revolutionary]'s diary

1143323  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-10-21
Written: (4626 days ago)

origins...

the war never really affected me or my family, growing up in the outskirts of houston,texas

until i was say, 17 and a half, my dad was a brigodier general with the 14th texas infantry

he found it customary for the eldest boy to join the southern cause, so..as to my fathers orders

i joined the 14th,starting as a drummer boy, moving from seventh detachment to first, as an infantry corporal

my dad was proud of how far i had moved up in the ranks of battle, my first battle was chancellorsville, where i

experienced my first loss, my best friend dell mollit, another corporal, was shot. i was sitting at camp when the general

rode up, loooking at me and jack ezra he said "i need you two to go to gettysburg" i was the one to jump up and say

"yes sir", so we headed off to gettysburg, pennsylvania...in yankee territory, getting there wasnt bad, but lord

almighty...the battle was awful...at least from my perspective, everywhere you look laid dead or dying..both blue and grey

i never realized that this day my life would change forever, as i was promoted to cavalry commander,

taking my fathers place. riding my black stallion named "veska" {our family decended from russia}, i rode the line, rallying the men

waiting for the signal, and soon, it was given, with the mighty rebel yell we advanced, under heavy fire, then suddenly, i felt

something hit my chest, a burning feeling "ive been shot" the concussion knocked me off my horse, and is i stared up at

the sky, i was breathless..


the visitors...

later that night, as i laid amongst the dead of the battle, i heard someone coming, three women.."look at this one chara"

one of them said "no..im looking for an officer" i felt my heart begin to pound heavily..were theygoing to kill me?

"heres one" a younger girl said, her eyes shielded by the dark as she stood over me "whats your name?" m..major j..jasper

d..dellara i stammered and she giggled playfully, as if i said a joke, the others came over, the leader, must have been chara,

kneeled beside me and said "im going to take your pain away" and she bit me..i felt the sting as fire leaked into my

veins, grabbing my throat i yelled in agony..my heart stopped..i was dead..or so it seemed

{to be continued}

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Written about Friday 2011-10-21
Written: (4626 days ago)


[eminem]
Whatever..
Dre, just let it run
Aiyyo turn the beat up a little bit
Aiyyo.. this song is for anyone.. fuck it
Just shut up and listen, aiyyo..

I sit back with this pack of Zig Zags and this bag
of this weed it gives me the shit needed to be
the most meanest MC on this -- on this Earth
And since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse
And just blurt this berserk and bizarre shit that works
And it sells and it helps in itself to relieve
all this tension dispensin these sentences
Gettin this stress that's been eatin me recently off of this chest
and I rest again peacefully (peacefully)..
but at least have the decency in you
to leave me alone, when you freaks see me out
in the streets when I'm eatin or feedin my daughter
to not come and speak to me (speak to me)..
I don't know you and no,
I don't owe you a mo-therfuck-in thing
I'm not Mr. N'Sync, I'm not what your friends think
I'm not Mr. Friendly, I can be a prick
if you tempt me my tank is on empty (is on empty)..
No patience is in me and if you offend me
I'm liftin you 10 feet (liftin you 10 feet).. in the air
I don't care who is there and who saw me destroy you
Go call you a lawyer, file you a lawsuit
I'll smile in the courtroom and buy you a wardrobe
I'm tired of all you (of all you)..
I don't mean to be mean but that's all I can be is just me

Chorus: Eminem

And I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
Radio won't even play my jam
Cause I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
In the paper, the news everyday I am
I don't know it's just the way I am

[eminem]
Sometimes I just feel like my father, I hate to be bothered
with all of this nonsense it's constant
And, "Oh, it's his lyrical content -
- the song 'Guilty Conscience' has gotten such rotten responses"
And all of this controversy circles me
and it seems like the media immediately
points a finger at me (finger at me)..
So I point one back at 'em, but not the index or pinkie
or the ring or the thumb, it's the one you put up
when you don't give a fuck, when you won't just put up
with the bullshit they pull, cause they full of shit too
When a dude's gettin bullied and shoots up his school
and they blame it on Marilyn (on Marilyn).. and the heroin
Where were the parents at? And look where it's at
Middle America, now it's a tragedy
Now it's so sad to see, an upper class ci-ty
havin this happenin (this happenin)..
then attack Eminem cause I rap this way (rap this way)..
But I'm glad cause they feed me the fuel that I need for the fire
to burn and it's burnin and I have returned

Chorus

[eminem]
I'm so sick and tired of bein admired
that I wish that I would just die or get fired
and dropped from my label and stop with the fables
I'm not gonna be able to top on "My Name is.."
And pigeon-holed into some pop-py sensation
to cop me rotation at rock'n'roll stations
And I just do not got the patience (got the patience)..
to deal with these cocky caucasians who think
I'm some wigger who just tries to be black cause I talk
with an accent, and grab on my balls, so they always keep askin
the same fuckin questions (fuckin questions)..
What school did I go to, what hood I grew up in
The why, the who what when, the where, and the how
'til I'm grabbin my hair and I'm tearin it out
cause they drivin me crazy (drivin me crazy).. I can't take it
I'm racin, I'm pacin, I stand and I sit
And I'm thankful for ev-ery fan that I get
But I can't take a SHIT, in the bathroom
without someone standin by it
No I won't sign your autograph
You can call me an asshole I'm glad



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Written about Friday 2011-10-21
Written: (4626 days ago)

Verse 1:]
In my mind im a fighter,
my hearts a lighter,
my soul is the fluid,
my flow sparks it right up.
An arsonic writer,
author with arthritis,
Carpal tunnel, Marshall with start-shit-itis.
Hard headed and hot headed,
bull headed and pig headed,
dickheaded a prick,
a big headache.
I'm sick, Quick witted.
For every lyric spitted,
there are six critics who wait for me to slip with it.
So quick, it's dynamite stick bury the wick!
I'ts gonna explode any minute,
so ? tick with it.
and its not nelly, do not tell me to stop yelling
when i stop selling i'll quit so stop dwelling
I am not failing, you fuckers are not ready
Cos I got jelly like a ? belly.
This is destiny yes money im off running so get off me im not slowing or softening..

[CHORUS:]
No apologies.
No suckers im not sorry
you can all sue me.
Y'all could be the cause of me.
No apologies.
Y'all feeling the force of me no remorse from me..
Like there was no real cause for me
No apologies.
I'm not even acknolegeing you at all, 'til i get a call that gods coming.
No apologies.
Laugh fuckers its all funny, I could spit in your face while you standing across from me
No apologies! [Echo]

[VERSE:]
My head hits the pillow,
a weeping willow,
i cant sleep.
a pain so deep it bellows,
but these cellos,
help just to keep me mellow.
Hands on my head,
touch knees to elbows im hunched over.
Emotion just flows over these cold shoulders are both frozen you dont know me
i keep saying it, i cant stress it enough so keep playing and stand next to the subs
I choke mic's like asphyxiation when im strangling my own throat masturbating
fuck yeah im a basket case! Im'a master this rap shit til my ass is wasted!
Til my assasination, til im slain cos of some fag's infactuation.
'44 Mags, a facination, a taste for disaster, and if thats the case then..

[CHORUS:]
No apologies.
No suckers im not sorry
you can all sue me.
Y'all could be the cause of me.
No apologies.
Y'all feeling the force of me no remorse from me..
Like there was no real cause for me
No apologies.
I'm not even acknolegeing you at all, 'til i get a call that gods coming.
No apologies.
Laugh fuckers its all funny, I could spit in your face while you standing across from me
No apologies! [Echo]

[VERSE:]
This song isnt for you its for me, a true MC.
It's what he'l do just to see if he still has it.
And if his skills mastered, hes able to spill raps long after hes killed thats a
Real MC.
Got you feeling me, wether willing or unwillingly, you still agree.
As long as there's still this hunger and will in me, then expect a longer life expectancy.

Id be a savage beast if i aint have this, outlet to salvage me inside.
I'd be exploding soaked in self loathing and mourning.
So im warning dont coax me its silly, im really a sheep in wolfs clothing who only reacts when he gets pushed?
Don't be fooled.
The press blows up this whole thing, its stupid.
They dont know cos they dont see, that im wounded,
all they did was ballooned it.
Im sick of talking bout this tattoo's Cartoon did.
Thats why i tuned it out, im sick of duking, they can suck my dick while im puking,
and you too you can...

[OUTRO:]
Expect no sympathy from me im an MC, this is how im spose to be.
Cold as a G.
My hearts frozen, it dont even beat so
dont expct no apologies...
Expect no sympathy from me im an MC, this is how im spose to be.
Cold as a G.
My hearts frozen, it dont even beat so
dont expct no apologies...

1143315  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-10-21
Written: (4626 days ago)

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down...

[chorus]
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers

[Verse 1]
I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I am never supposed to show it, my crew ain't supposed to know it
Even if it means goin' toe to toe with a Benzino it don't matter
I'd never drag them in battles that I can handle unless I absolutely have to
I'm supposed to set an example
I need to be the leader, my crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off, I'm supposed to be beside 'em
Now Ja said "I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it"
There's a certain line you just don't cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie's name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit be way beyond some Jay-z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip-hop for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I help build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions was good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin' (?)
Now it's just out of respect for not runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he's all over t.v. down talkin' a man who literally saved my life
Like fuck it i understand this is business
And this shit just isn't none of my business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at any minute cuz

[chorus]

[Verse 2]
There used to be a time when you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated cuz once you put someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no more is it?
It's a different ball game, callin' names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happenin'
Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna go after him
Until Ja started yappin' in magazines how we stabbed him
Fuck it 50 smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in other directions
Some receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk
Has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his ressurection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he's fucked the game up cuz one of the ways I came up
Was through that publication the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'
Well fuck it, that mutherfucker can get it too, fuck him then
But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop to think
That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder Inc.
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line
That's willing to die for us as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We'll maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we love 'em back and let 'em know how important it is
To have run ya nav and who sulked us up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is
But I ain't tryna have none of my people hurt and murdered
There ain't words that I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love ya'll too much to see the virdict
I'll walk away from it all before I let it go any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man
If ya'll can quit poppin' off at your jaws with the knockin'
Cuz frankly I'm sick of talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone elses coffin rest on my conscience cuz

1143314  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-10-21
Written: (4626 days ago)


[Dr. Dre]
Check Check, 1,2 , 1,2 1,2(it's rolling)
Yea yea yea Dr. Dre up in here Y'all know what this is.
Its what y'all been waiting for Funk Master Flex, Big Kap,
Def Jam Records giving it to you baby.
Yo Eminem show these mother fuckers what time it is baby

[eminem]
I used to be a lonely man, only mad, until I got a million dollars, shit
Now if i only had some fucking hair I'd pull it, faster than a bullet
Out of Tupac's chest before the ambulance came too late to do it
I'm trying to grow it back again, it was an accident
I had my back against the fan and chopped it off in Amsterdam
I hate the straight jacket it aint latching, and can't lock it
So they stapled my hand to my pants pockets
The cell's padded and battered like someone else had it
Before me, and just kept throwing they fucking selfs at it
My head is aching, I'm dedicated to medication
But this med is taking to long to bring me this sedadation? (Come on!)
Anyway I got down with Dre (What up?)
The first man who taught me how the glock sounded to spray
Running up and down the street screaming, "Fuck the Police"
When you still had your mother's fucking Nipple stuck in your teeth
(Fucking baby) Became a role model after Colorado
Now all they do is follow me around and holla Bravo!
Hell yea I punch my bitch and beat my kids in public
Suck my dick, bitch
I'm sick enough to fuck a man in his face but I won't
Cause you'll probably wanna stand in his place
So put a sock in it, with your fake-ass Tupac image
You faggots ain't tough, you just get drunk and become talkative
(Wanna Fight?) I'm probably the akwardest alcoholic talking
Walking like a midget with a ladder in his back pocket
So when you see me on your block stumbling, mumbling
A bunch of dumb shit like my drunk uncle does
I ain't buzzed, I'mm juss high on life
So why on earth would I need drugs, when I can fly on kites?
Motherfuckers, Slim Shady

Dr Dre: Dr Dre!
Eminem: I'm drunk pass the tec

[Eminem And Dr. Dre ]
Cause if I get locked up tonite!
Then I might not come home tonite!
[Dre] Keep it moving! Off and on, Eminem is on
Off and on, Dr. Dre is On
Cause if I get locked up tonite!
Then I might not come home tonite!
[Dre] Keep it moving! Off and on, Eminem is on
Off and on, Dr. Dre is On

[eminem]
The whole entire world can sit and twirl like a whirling tire
I set a fucking girl on fire with a curling iron (AHH!)
Psych I'm just joking, for christ sake
Dont get so bent out of shape
Cause I went out and raped six girlfriends
Some people just don't get it, but I won't let it upset me
Cause they don't know better
They don't know what the fuck its like to be so fed up
And fed so many uppers you're down and won't get up
My mind's got a mind of it's own, sometimes I can't find it at home
It hides in the stove (Hello, where you at?)
Shit, talk about your brain being baked
My shit's still in the oven on 480 De-Grades
Hailey Jade, daddy loves you baby,
Don't ever tell me how to raise my daughter fuck you lady
You critics wanna criticize but couldnt visualize
Individuals lives through a criminal's eyes
The neighborhood that I grew up in you could die for nothing
And Dirty Dozen watches over me so try some dumb shit
I'll have a fucking man raped with a band-aid over his mouth
And shove his head in the fan blade
Don't ever tell me what I can and what I can't say
Or change cause of the age range in my fan base
Like I give a fuck who's buying this shit
Quit fucking buying it, I'm tired bitch, I'm dying to quit
Hip Hop is universal now, it's all commercial now
It's like a circle full of circus clowns up in the circuit now
But now the Withe kids like it, so they tell me I can buy it
But as soon as I get on the mic it's like the night get silent
Either that or booed, thats why I keep an attitude
And go to sleep with it and wake up with it every afternoon
I'm sick of being judged, fuck it let me see a judge
I'll confess to every murder I committed since 3 years old

[Eminem And Dr. Dre ]
Cause if I get locked up tonite!
Then I might not come home tonite!
[Dre] Keep it moving! Off and on, Eminem is on
Off and on, Dr. Dre is On
Cause if I get locked up tonite!
Then I might not come home tonite!
[Dre] Keep it moving! Off and on, Eminem is on
Off and on, Dr. Dre is On

[Dr. Dre]
Fuck that, turn that shit off
Let's get the fuck out of here
You know how we do (echo)

1143313  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-10-21
Written: (4626 days ago)

Kelly won't kiss my friend Cassandra,
Jessica won't play ball.
Mandy won't share her friend Miranda,
Doesn't anybody live at all?

Amanda won't leave me empty handed,
Got her number from the bathroom stall.
Brandy just got way too much baggage,
And that shit just gets old.

But I got a girl who can put on a show,
The dollar decides how far you can go.

She wraps those hands around that pole,
She licks those lips and off we go,
She takes it off nice and slow,
'Cause that's PORNSTAR DANCIN'!

She don't play nice, she makes me beg,
She drops that dress around her legs,
And I'm sittin' right by the stage for this,
PORNSTAR DANCIN'!

Your body's lightin' up the room.
I want a naughty girl like you.
There's nothing harder to do.

Stacy's gunna save herself for marriage,
But that's just not my style.
She's got a pair that's nice to stare at,
But I want Girls Gone Wild.

But I know a place where there's always a show,
The dollar decides how far you can go.

She wraps those hands around that pole,
She licks those lips and off we go,
[- From :http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/my-darkest-days-lyrics/pornstar-dancing-lyrics.html -]
She takes it off nice and slow,
'Cause that's PORNSTAR DANCIN'!

She don't play nice, she makes me beg,
She drops that dress around her legs,
And I'm sittin' right by the stage for this,
PORNSTAR DANCIN'!

Your body's lightin' up the room.
I want a naughty girl like you.
Let's throw a party just for two,
You know those normal girls won't do.

They wont do I need a girl that’s kinda frisky, Drinking with the fellas taking shots and getting tipsy.

Always wanna party cause she's sexy as hell and if I ever get in trouble bailing me outta jail.

Cause she a stone cold stunna hotter then a summer when she step up in the club every man and woman wanna.

She make me wanna get a stripper pole up in my home cause her porn star dancing has got me in the zone!

She wraps those hands around that pole,
She licks those lips and off we go,
She takes it off nice and slow,
'Cause that's PORNSTAR DANCIN'!

She don't play nice, she makes me beg,
She drops that dress around her legs,
And I'm sittin' right by the stage for this,
PORNSTAR DANCIN'!

1143312  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-10-21
Written: (4626 days ago)

Dj slon....
Tolki....

Malako... Harasho... nu a vodka isho luche...
malako... harasho.... budu pit shtob pakruche!

Malako... Harasho... nu a vodka isho luche...
malako... harasho.... budu pit shtob pakruche!

davay za nu DJ...
ato kak stolb

opa opa opanki....

Tolki!!!

opa opa opanki....

Alo... Salut... Nu kde vi vse vas zhdut...mi vse zdes.. vodka yest... no malo zdes devchonak...

Alooo... Aaloo... neslishna nechevo bla...
mi pridom ... da mi pridom ! i vodachku dapyom!!

ey Dj vodachki naley... vodachki naley smiliy! hey bratishka vipij i rabey,budet vso unas Ok!!

ey Dj vodachki naley... vodachki naley smiliy! hey bratishka vipij i rabey,budet vso unas Ok!!

Opa opa opanki!!!

Davaj davaj davaj davaj!!!


Malako... Harasho... nu a vodka isho luche...
malako... harasho.... budu pit shtob pakruche

Malako... Harasho... nu a vodka isho luche...
malako... harasho.... budu pit shtob pakruche!

ey Dj vodachki naley... vodachki naley smiliy! hey bratishka vipij i rabey,budet vso unas Ok!!

ey Dj vodachki naley... vodachki naley smiliy! hey bratishka vipij i rabey,budet vso unas Ok!!

1142924  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2011-10-11
Written: (4636 days ago)

Walkin' down this rocky road,
Wondering where my life is leading,
Rollin' on, to the bitter end,
Finding out along the way,
What it takes to keep love living,
You should know how it feels, my friend,

Ooh, I want you to stay,
Ooh, I want you today,

I'm ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love, yeah,
Oh, for your love,

Now I'm on my feet again,
Better things are bound to happen,
All my dues surely must be paid,
Many miles and many tears,
Times were hard, but now they're changing,
You should know that I'm not afraid, ooh,

Ooh, I want you to stay,
Ooh, I want you today,

I'm ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love, mmm,
Oh, I'm ready for love,
Hey, hey,
I'm ready for your love,

Ooh, I want you to stay,
Ooh, I want you today,

I'm ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for love,
Ready for love,
Oh baby, I'm ready for your love,
Ahh, ahh, ahh,
Whoa, oh, whoa, oh,
I'm ready for your love,
Oh baby,
Mmm

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Written about Friday 2011-09-23
Written: (4654 days ago)

[my fuckin fight song!!!]

[Intro (background "WHAT! WHAT! WHAT!")]
Yeah nigga! It's D12 up in this motherfucker!
You know how we get nigga we wild in the club
Motherfuckers, everybody get crunk in Detroit too nigga!
So wile the fuck out!

[chorus
Pour your 40 out. (Guzzle It)
Bitch!!!

[Bizzare
We fucked up,
Let us in the club.
One of y'all niggas gon' catch a slug, (Yeah)
I'm so drunk I could hurl for a month.
Any nigga pop shit, go to the trunk.
D12 start shit, nigga come get us,
7 Mile Runyan, wild niggas wit us,
Cause all my niggas is talkin' that shit.
Ain't got no problem, with smackin no bitch.
I'll have my wife, cut your throat.
Blunts, gans, that's all we smoke
Wild the fuck out, stab you with a knife,
It's D12 nigga, we ready to fuckin' fight.

[chorus

Biiitch
[eminem
Who tryin' to be the first one to catch this blade in the throat!
You know the po-po don't let me hold them toasters no mo'
I just cut three people, you gon' be number four
If you don't back the fuck up, and get the fuck up off the flo'.
My crew is takin over as soon as we hit the do'
You hit the door then we comin' in and you goin' home.
Security that can't even stop us because they know,
Runyan Avenue soldiers hold it down wherever we go.
Suckin on our 40's and holdin up .44's.
We come with toasters like we just opened saving's and loans.
And we don't need your brew tonight homie we brought our own.
So grab whatever you sippin on and let's get it on!!!!

[chorus

[Kuniva
We deep as a motherfuck, we 'bout to get it crunk
You just another punk in the club about to get jumped
I settle my vendettas with AK's, Berettas
We dont supposed to be in here with our weapons but still they let us.
Switchblade, brass knuckles, nickel plated belt buckle.
Broken beer bottles, when we walk in you can smell trouble.
Elbows flying, bitches crying, niggas bleeding, you retreating.
Run into your car and skatin off, We G'ing
We make example out of you haters runnin' your mouth.
You the reason why your peoples is pourin they 40z out.
Dirty Dozen whiling, beat niggas bloodied.
And you gon' have to pour out a keg for all your homies.

[chorus

Biiitch
[Proof
I was raised by drunks, so I became a drunk.
80 Proof for this rocker, that's the name I want.
I'm in the club to beef, you gotta murder me there
Only talk to a bitch with burgundy hair.
Or the aisle in the back, bump a seven deuce.
See that top on that 40, you know it's comin' loose.
See me on the Av. daily, we runnin' this shit.
If your chick get loud, I g-money that bitch.
Packin mags and clips, I'll smash your clique.
Because of Proof they put the "G" in the alphabet.
Smoking weed, drinking henny, remy, in that jimmy
Don't worry if we run out the corner store got plenty

1142014  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-09-22
Written: (4655 days ago)

I have my mother's dreams,
I have my father's eyes,
You can't take that from me,
Just go ahead and try.
The crescent city sleeps,
While giants in the sky,
Preparing to unleash,
Let loose a mighty cry.

Can nobody save us?
Will anyone try?
The bayou is burning,
The cypress is dying.
And all along they say it.

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
One by land, two by sea.
Right there in front of me.
Help is on the way.

Five thousand feet below,
As black smoke engulfs the sky,
The ocean floor explodes,
Eleven mothers cry.
My bones all resonate,
A burning lullaby,
You can't take that from me,
Just go ahead and try.

She stands at the shoreline,
With hands in the air,
Her words pierce the dark night,
Does anyone care?
And all along they say it.

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
One by land, two by sea.
Right there in front of me.
Help is on the way.

Right here! Right here! [x3ntaro]

Choking on the black gold,
Upon which we rely,
We keep axes in the attics,
To see cameras in the sky.

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way
(They said, they said)

We were told just to sit tight,
Cause somebody will soon arrive.
Help is on the way.
But it never came!
It never came!

Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
Help is on the way
(They said, they said)
One by land, two by sea.
Right there in front of me.
Help is on the way.
On the way.

1142013  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-09-22
Written: (4655 days ago)

Life is a waterfall
we're one in the river
and one again after the fall
swimming through the void
we hear the words
we lose ourselves
but we find it all....
cause we are the one that want to play
always want to go
but you never want stay
and we are the ones that want to choose
always want to play
but you never want to lose
arials, in the sky
when you lose small mind
you free you r life
life is a waterfall
we drink from the river
then we turn around and put up our walls
swimming through the void
we hear the word
we lose ourselves
but we find it all....
cause we are the ones that want to play
always want to go
but u never want to stay
and we are the ones that want to choose
always want to play
but you never want to lose
arials, in the sky
when you lose small mind
you free your life
aerials, so up high
when you free your eyes eternal prize
aerials, in the sky
when you lose small mind
you free you life
aerials, so up high
when you free your eyes eternal prize

1142012  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-09-22
Written: (4655 days ago)

wake up)
grab a brush and put on a little make up
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
(hide the scars to fade away the shakeup)
why'd you leave the keys up on the table
here you go create another fable
you wanted to
grab a brush and put on a little makeup
you wanted to
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
you wanted to
why'd you leave the keys up on the table
you wanted to
why i dont think you trust in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die


wake up
(wake up)
grab a brush and put on a little make up
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
(hide the scars to fade away the shakeup)
why'd you leave the keys up on the table
here you go create another fable
you wanted to
grab a brush and put on a little makeup
you wanted to
hide the scars to fade away the shakeup
you wanted to
why'd you leave the keys up on the table
you wanted to
why i dont think you trust in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die
in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die

father father father father
father into your hand ,i commend my spirit
father into your hand ,why have you forsaken me
in your eyes forsaken me
in your thoughts forsaken me
in your heart forsaken me ohh
trust in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die
in my self righteous suicide
i cry when angels deserve to die

1142011  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-09-22
Written: (4655 days ago)

As I was going over the Cork and Kerry Mountains
I saw Captain Farrell and his money he was countin'
I first produced my pistol and then produced my rapier
I said "Stand and deliver or the devil he may take ya"
I took all of his money and it was a pretty penny
I took all of his money yeah and I brought it home to Molly
She swore that she loved me no never would she leave me
But the devil take that woman, yeah, for you know she tricked me easy
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Being drunk and weary I went to Molly's chamber
Takin' my Molly with me, but I never knew the danger
For about six or maybe seven in walked Captain Farrell
I jumped up, fired my pistols, and I shot him with both barrels
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ha, ya
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Yeah, whiskey, yo, whiskey...
Oh-oh, ya
Now some men like a fishin', but some men like the fowlin'
Some men like to hear, to hear the cannonball a-roarin'
But me, I like sleepin', `specially in my Molly's chamber
But here I am in prison, here I am with a ball and chain, yeah
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ha, ya
Whack for my daddy-o
Whack for my daddy-o
There's whiskey in the jar-o
Whiskey in the jar-o
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, hey
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da
Musha rain dum-a-doo dum-a-da, ya

1139458  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-07-28
Written: (4711 days ago)

In a perfect world
One we've never known
We would never need to face the world alone

They can have the world
We'll create our own
I may not be brave or strong or smart
But somewhere in my secret heart

I know
Love will find a way
Anywhere I go
I'm home
If you are there beside me

Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

I was so afraid
Now I realize
Love is never wrong
And so it never dies

There's a perfect world
Shining in your eyes
And if only they could feel it too
The happiness I feel with you

They'd know
Love will find a way
Anywhere we go
We're home
If we are there together

Like dark turning into day
Somehow we'll come through
Now that I've found you
Love will find a way

I know love will find a way

1139457  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-07-28
Written: (4711 days ago)

Ingonyama nengw' enamabala [Here is a lion and a tiger]

Night
And the spirit of life
Calling

Oh, oh, iyo
Mamela [listen]
Oh, oh, iyo

And a voice
With the fear of a child
Answers

Oh, oh, iyo
Oh, mamela [listen]
Oh, oh, iyo

Ubukhosi bo khokho [Throne of the ancestors]
We ndodana ye sizwe sonke [Oh, son of the nation)]

Wait
There's no mountain too great
Oh, oh, iyo
Hear the words and have faith
Oh, oh, iyo
Have faith

Hela hey mamela [Hey, listen]

(Chorus)
He lives in you
He lives in me
He watches over
Everything we see
Into the water
Into the truth
In your reflection
He lives in you

Ingonyama nengw' enamabala [Here is a lion and a tiger]
(repeat)

(repeat third verse)

1139455  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-07-28
Written: (4711 days ago)

ANIMALS:
Deception
Disgrace
Evil as plain as the scar on his face

ZEBRAS:
Deception (An outrage!)

ANIMALS:
(He can't change his stripes!)

GIRAFFES:
Disgrace (For shame!)

ANIMALS:
(You know these Outsider types!)

HIPPO:
He asked for trouble the moment he came

ANIMALS:
(See you later, agitator!)

ZEBRAS:
Deception (An outrage!)

ANIMALS:
(Just leave us alone!)

GIRAFFES:
Disgrace (For shame!)

ANIMALS:
(Traitor, go back with your own!)

HIPPO:
He asked for trouble the moment he came

ANIMALS:
(See you later, agitator!)

ANIMALS:
Born in grief
Raised in hate
Helpless to defy his fate
Let him run
Let him live
But do not forget
What we cannot forgive

And he is not one of us
He has never been one of us
He is not part of us
Not our kind

Someone once lied to us
Now we're not so blind
For we knew he would do what he's done
And we know that he'll never be one of us

ANTELOPE:
He is not one of us

ANTELOPE:
Deception

ZEBRA:
Disgrace

ANTELOPE:
Deception

ZEBRA:
Disgrace

ANTELOPE:
Deception

RAFIKI:
Oohh...

1139115  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2011-07-20
Written: (4719 days ago)

Dear Mother
Dear Father
What Is this Hell You Have Put Me Through
Believer
Deceiver
Day in Day out Live My Life Through You
Pushed onto Me What's Wrong or Right
Hidden from this Thing That They Call Life

Dear Mother
Dear Father
Every Thought I'd Think You'd Disapprove
Curator
Dictator
Always Censoring My Every Move
Children Are Seen But Are Not Heard
Tear out Everything Inspired

Innocence
Torn from Me Without Your Shelter
Barred Reality
I'm Living Blindly

Dear Mother
Dear Father
Time Has Frozen Still What's Left to Be
Hear Nothing
Say Nothing
Cannot Face the Fact I Think for Me
No Guarantee,it's Life as Is
But Damn You for Not Giving Me My Chance

Dear Mother
Dear Father
You Clipped My Wings Before I Learnt to Fly
Unspoiled
Unspoken
I've Outgrown That Fucking Lullaby
Same Thing I've Always Heard from You
Do as I Say Not as I Do

Innocence
Torn from Me Without Your Shelter
Barred Reality
I'm Living Blindly
I'm in Hell Without You
Cannot Cope Without You Two
Shocked at the World That I See
Innocent Victim Please Rescue Me

Dear Mother
Dear Father
Hidden in Your World You've Made for Me
I'm Seething
I'm Bleeding
Ripping Wounds in Me That Never Heal
Undying Spite I Feel for You
Living out this Hell You Always Knew

1138345  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2011-07-01
Written: (4738 days ago)

Hey... oooh...
Sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
Were laid spread out before me as her body once did.
All five horizons revolved around her soul
As the earth to the sun
Now the air I tasted and breathed has taken a turn

Ooh, and all I taught her was everything
Ooh, I know she gave me all that she wore
And now my bitter hands chafe beneath the clouds
Of what was everything.
Oh, the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

I take a walk outside
I'm surrounded by some kids at play
I can feel their laughter, so why do I sear?
Oh, and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
I'm spinning, oh, I'm spinning
How quick the sun can drop away

And now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
Of what was everything?
All the pictures have all been washed in black, tattooed everything...

All the love gone bad turned my world to black
Tattooed all I see, all that I am, all I'll be... yeah...
Uh huh... uh huh... ooh...

I know someday you'll have a beautiful life,
I know you'll be a sun in somebody else's sky, but why
Why, why can't it be, can't it be mine

Aah... uuh..

Too doo doo too, too doo doo

1136814  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2011-06-07
Written: (4762 days ago)

song i created)

Storm the gates of hell

broken teeth a shattered jaw
ten to one ehold my god
wicked ons of heavens loss
raise yourown inverted cross
kings of earth,iron fist
serve the sacred you dismissed
stand before your final day
choke on every line you pray

raise you glass to death, not one second left

wake the lifeless, die to fight this
stand beside me, storm he gates of hell

cowardsheart,


1136198  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2011-05-26
Written: (4774 days ago)

i thought she was gone from my mind
i guess not
every thought, every word
her memory echoes
for once
for eterniy
ive been locked away
in the cell of her design
cant she see?
what shes done?
created a world with me
then turned and burned it to the ground
she cant see the changes
the differences
now she decides to relay a message
to me
all i have to say
is....goodbye, blue sky

1136087  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2011-05-25
Written: (4775 days ago)

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[eminem]
I told the World one day I would pay it back
Say it on tape, and lay it, record it
So that one day I could play it back
But I don't even know if I would leave it when I'm saying that
Ya'll start to creep in, everyday it's so grey and black
Hope I just need a ray of that
Cause no one see's my vision when I play it for em
They just say it's wack
Thye don't know what dope is
And I don't know if I was awake or asleep
When I wrote this,
All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest
You picked me up, breeding life in me
I owe my life to you
Before the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do
But it just dawned on me you lost a son
See this light in you, it's dark
Let me turn on the lights and brigthen me and lighten you
I don't think you realise what you mean to me
Not the slightest clue
Cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick
You gon either wanna fight me when I get off this f-cking mic
Or you gon hug me
But I'm not an option, there's nothing else I can do cause...

[chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life

[eminem]
It hurts when I see you struggle
You come to me with ideas
You say there pieces so I'm puzzled
Cause the shit I hear is crazy
But your either getting lazy or you don't believe in you no more
Seems like your own opinions, not one you can form
Can't make a decision keep questioning yourself
Second guessing and it's almost like your begging for my help
Like I'm your leader
Your susposed to be my f-cking mentor
I can endure no more,
I demand you remember who you are
It was YOU, who believed in me
When everyone was telling you don't sign me
Everyone at the f-cking label, lets tell the truth
You risked your career for me
I know it as well as you
Nobody wanted to f-ck with the white boy
That's why I'm crying in this booth
You saved my life, now maybe it's my time to save yours
But I can never repay you what you did for me is way more
But I aint giving up faith and you aint giving up on me
Get up Dre, I'm dying I need you, for f-cks sake

[chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

(I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life)

[dr dre]
It literally feels like a lifetime ago
But I still remember the shit like it was yesterday though
You walked in, yellow jump suit
Whole room, cracked jokes
Once you got inside the booth, told you, like smoke
Went through friends, some of them I put on
But they just left, they said was riding to a death
But where the f-ck are they now
Now that I need them I don't see none of them
All I see is Slim
F-ck all you fair-weather friends
All I need is him
F-cking backstabbers
When the chips were down you just laughed at us
Now you bout to feel the wrath of aftermath, faggots
You gon see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the f-ck we been?
You can kiss my indecisive ass crack maggots and the crackers ass
Little crack a jack beat making wack math,
Backwards producers, I'm back bastards
One more CD and then I'm packing up my bags and as I'm leaving again
I'll guarantee they scream Dre don't leave us like that man cause...

[chorus]
I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long
I'm running out of time
I need a doctor
Call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor
To bring me back to life
Bring me back to life
Bring me back to life

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