[BekaBoo]'s diary
Nick♥
you were my first true love, i will never forget how you used to hold me in your arms and how when we would sleep together you would always fall asleep on me =]. We were perfect for each other and there wasnt one thing that i didnt like about you, we always had a great time together, Even though we both cant really remember any of it xD.
You ment everything to me and i screwed it all up, I wish you would give me a second chance. All i want is to prove to you that i can be the best Girlfriend you ever had.
I LOVE YOU NICK PARRAS!!!
OMG! my cat might be pregnant, if she is anyone have any ideas for name =P
i have
Garfield
Nurmal
and Patchie
and sorry if i dont get on much anymore i got in trouble and i might move out soon im happy, parents dont know yet and i dont think in going to tell them anytime soon.
But yeah Ian please call me if you read this
i was at a group home for 2 days and it was so funking boring you have no idea, i beat one of the games there it took me 5 hours....now i home im going to get my computer hooked up soon and i going to the doctors to see if im bipolor or if i have ADHD, ADD or a sleeping problem....or if im just CRAZii
im homeless for who ever dosnt ever know
My rp character
this is me as a avatar
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hehe new oics
i dont know when the next time i might get on so yeah I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!
G • E • M • I • N • I: PASSIONATE
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you the fuck out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING.Horn
if i dissapear for a while that mean i got sick cuz i eat to many cupcake XDD
I FUCKING HATE VALENTIN'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Written about Friday 2008-02-08
Written: (6136 days ago)
oh and to update you on the grandmas thing...she died on 2/6/08 @ 3:15pm...messa
ok i havent been on for like almost a week and i already dont want to be on here any more...i was close friends with this guy named ron he has an ET...we used to talk on the phone and stuff and hes promised to come see and when i got on he sent me this message
Ron [Willst du meine Liebe seien?]:HAHA!!! I CHANGED MY FUCKING NUMBER!!! FUCK OFF!!!
no that just hert me reeeeeeeally bad
Okay...theres like 2 people on here that know whats going on...i havent been at school for 3 days. My Oma (grandma) is dieng...the hospise came to the house and set up her "Death bed" for use...im going there to day again for i dont know how long...i was there from 9am to 1am x.x sooooo tierd from that still...well i have to go cuzwere leave for her house again...i hope my cousins amy and Erin are there cuz its sooooo boring with out them and theres like nothing to do except for try and not cry...well i have to go and please dont send me and sypothy messages i really dont need them.
LOVE YA ALL! bye to those people i was talking to ^^
IM FUCKING SICK OF EVERYONE ASKING ME IF IM OKAY OR IF THEY CAN HELP ME WHEN IM NOT IN A GOOD MOOD THAT MEANS TO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!!!!!!!!
~im like a doll to you~
I'm like a doll to you
you use me
you play with me
you get Bord of me
you found me
then you claimed me like i was a doll
a doll in the store
you bought me with
your kiss
that i hate
your touch
that i cant stand
your passion
that isn't real
you brought me home
you told me you loved me
you even gave me
your kiss
that made me cry
your touch
that hurt
your passion
that makes me feel like nothing
I'm like a doll to you
you use me
get Bord of me
get rid of me
watching my lost soul
crumble on the floor
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</a><br /><br />i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.<br />![<img:http://i23.tinypic.com/dz713c.gif">](http://i23.tinypic.com/dz713c.gif")
</a><br /><br src="http://i2![<img:http://a947.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/20/m_0bffb5af58f976285453339213c3e982.jpg">](http://a947.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/20/m_0bffb5af58f976285453339213c3e982.jpg")
</a><br /><br />i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.<br />![<img:http://i23.tinypic.com/elbp93.jpg">](http://i23.tinypic.com/elbp93.jpg")
</a><br /><br />i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.<br />![<img:http://a318.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/52/m_c3afb58aeba76d6c1e90e0cd8ba1354d.jpg">](http://a318.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/52/m_c3afb58aeba76d6c1e90e0cd8ba1354d.jpg")
</a><br /><br />i'm sorry if loving you isn't enough.<br />![<img:http://a989.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/39/l_668c5b6a8eaffa9ff73400e859f23be4.jpg">](http://a989.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/39/l_668c5b6a8eaffa9ff73400e859f23be4.jpg")
<br /><br />i'm sorry if being your friend through thick and thin makes no difference.<br />![<img:http://a902.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/52/m_adfe825e5e0cf4b880be56655df55cdd.jpg">](http://a902.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/52/m_adfe825e5e0cf4b880be56655df55cdd.jpg")
<br /><br />i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. <br />![<img:http://i23.tinypic.com/2ir3v40.jpg">](http://i23.tinypic.com/2ir3v40.jpg")
<br /><br /><br />but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. <br /><br /><big><small>![<img:http://i15.tinypic.com/4v4w4xu.jpg">](http://i15.tinypic.com/4v4w4xu.jpg")
<br /><br />![<img:http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b112/rainbowskyfalls/PICS/sad/abite.jpg">](http://i18.photobucket.com/albums/b112/rainbowskyfalls/PICS/sad/abite.jpg")
<br /><br />![<img:http://a380.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/20/l_d33e723b9ddfa0bc0d929409491231f3.jpg">](http://a380.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/20/l_d33e723b9ddfa0bc0d929409491231f3.jpg")
<br /><br />![<img:http://i12.tinypic.com/6g2h5cn.jpg" >](http://i12.tinypic.com/6g2h5cn.jpg" )
<br /><br />![<img:http://a590.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/56/l_732efc11e45530eeab7d653b2d392fc5.jpg">](http://a590.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/56/l_732efc11e45530eeab7d653b2d392fc5.jpg")
<br /><br />![<img:http://a650.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/30/l_ff5b6b3ac23ef4855c24011358d36cb1.jpg">](http://a650.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/30/l_ff5b6b3ac23ef4855c24011358d36cb1.jpg")
<br /><br />![<img:http://a96.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/44/m_730391888cd43771f25718ee3d31792f.jpg">](http://a96.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images01/44/m_730391888cd43771f25718ee3d31792f.jpg")
<br /><br />and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls. You treat them like shit & all they want to do is be loved by you. think about it.<br /><br />If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry. =["<br /><br /><small>If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are.."</small></small> <br /><br /><br /><small>TO REPOST YOU MUST CLICK REPLY TO POSTER AND COPY ALL OF IT THERE TO GET ALL THE CODES.<br /><br />IF YOU COPY & PASTE FROM THIS VERY SPOT IT WILL NOT PUT THE PICTURES, CODES OR SONG ON THE BULLETIN.</small><br /><br />no guy will post this i know it prove me wrong<br /><br /><object type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" height="0" width="0" data="http://res0.esnips.com/escentral/images/widgets/flash/esnips_player.swf"><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="never" />
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dont mind the ones that dont show up
Best friends are forever
Best friends remember
all the things they did together
all the mistakes they made
all the fun they had
No matter how much
there lives change
their friendship remains the same
I know that throughout my life
wherevere I am
I will always remember so mell
and cherish our friendship
as one of the best
I have ever known
okay just to let you know im deleting people that im getting to attached to cuz i dont want my heart to get hert any more that it already is so if i delet you please dont get mad im doing it for my own good