.....lets see.... i HATE MY LIFE, I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!
what a dumb day! had to stay with my grandma all day!!! really hate her right now. she isnt really the niceist grandma to have. well i went to q-zar at lest. i dont like my family, i feel like am an ophen and this isnt really my rreal family. i dont act anythign like my family.
my heart and head hurts...
ive been crying for 2 hours. but am not going to tell anyone why. i mostly had a good day.
nothing ness......toda
my heart hurts and my head is pounding! life is sooooo not living for i rather die!
Sorry aki for not seeing you for soooooooo long! ive been so busy with pixieland i dont have time anymore to see anyone or go on the computer. am always too tired to do anything. i really think that sean has a gf already because i went on my myspace and saw his page one of his friends said (i love u) on his page. And he has HER name all over HIS PAGE!! i am confused my brain says that hes just playing with me, but my hearts says that i love him. am still very hurtful now this reminds me about the peom i made..... i dont think i did the right chouse liking him. if i brake up with him i will just fall apart, but if i still go out with him ill never know if he really likes me.
i miss my old life when i just kept it a secret. i should just brake up with him...... TT TT i cant think anymore now am even more depressed about what i typed. why does he say he loves me but hes proably just laughing about me saying what a fool i am to like someone, i just feel sorry for her not ever having a boyfriend. hahahhahahahaa
WWWWWWWWWWWWWW
nothing sees right when you have a boy friend. i cant trust him when i dont know if he really likes me.
Went to camp, today was the last day. went on a bike ride for 2 hours and road for 16 miles it was fun just very painful. NEVER FORGET MY BRACES EVER AGAIN! now iam in a lot of pain from biking. went to pier 39 it was very crowded there. Then are group took the bart back home. got home at 4:49 pm it was a time of relaxing. and at home on the computer. ^ ^ thats my day.
had work today, blah,blah. got off work early cause of how hot it was. say my cousin. went to the arcade and had ice cream. gee that sounded like a fun day...... basically all ive been doing for 6 hours is reading harry potter it is very interesting though. but i think i broke my neck for sittign in one postion for toooooo long. ^ ^ dosent that sound like a fun day! but i didnt see SARA!!! that sucks TT.TT
VERY VERY VERY BORRRRRING!!!!
Very boring. hate work and hate the heat!! mom has been very strict all this summer and I hate it cant have a break no relaxing or having with my friends all there is, is work work work!!!
I am very happy to have sean as my boyfriend. i thought i wouldnt get a boyfriend until i was 20! Well its 4th of july. Have a great 4th of july! ^ ^
Nothign really good in mind. AM in a hateing mood. Life is soo compelcated with no money. And havign a family that only wants you to do good in school and be the slave around the house. Thats all i had to say.
nothing, good about the world today. star testing.
HATE EVERYTHING >.<
HAPPY EASTER. At my Aunts house and having a blast, playing deal or no deal. Sounds like fun!! Well have a good Easter !
^ ^
Wow. Such a nice day and am stuck inside. I hate staying home. * outside everybody is biking*. Damn.