very boring today. i helped my mom with work and was able to go to q-zar. it was a very interesting day. But mostly bored. very, very bored. ^ ^

very boring today. i helped my mom with work and was able to go to q-zar. it was a very interesting day. But mostly bored. very, very bored. ^ ^

hello everyone, am sorry. and regret for me being born. i try my best to not cry, but it's really hard for me right now. am in love with my bf so much my own mom said that she was sorry for what she had done. I just wish to see him and just gat a hug from him his hugs give me happiness.......i wonder what people will say if i cut my hair reeeeaalllyyy short....whatever.am just joking am not doing to cut it.

boring day! i felt so weird lately.i did all of my chores without my mom telling me what to do. Very lonely after school, just read a book.....I GOT A HEADACHE NOW!!! >.<'

am really not in the mood so dont toy with me!!!!!!!!!! Sick to my stomach....an ive been feeling horrible all day so yeah....

i was so mad last night i punched my fist in the wall and gave myself a bruise and i also left a dent in it.....didnt feel good and had a fever...mom just said to take one of your pain releaving pills. that didnt really work, it mwds me feel like i just had a hang over. i am very tired right now.....

all i want to do right now is to see him and just be with him right NOW!!! cant stand my grandma whos now in my way with my life. just shoot me now! XP

my heart is hurting. and i dont know why am crying! TT TT I MISS HIM!!! And my doctor thinks am depressed!!!
LIFE IS BEING SHITTY RIGHT NOW!!!!!! *BANGS HEAD ON TABLE SO MANY TIMES* THERE I AM NOT DEPRESSED AM STRESSED OUT!!!
 >.< DANG! imiss him! TT TT Yeah i said it already,but i dont care!!! I ♥ him!!!!!!

i was having a good morning....then rebecca told me that sara wasn't going to el dorado anymore and she is moving in 30 days!!! like life wasnt any harder. having so much difficulties with friends right now. Its not fair! Now i really dont like the SCHOOL!!!!!!!

SWAHOOOTS!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
 HAPPY PIRITE TALK DAY!!!!!!!

my mom is such a drag!! again....just wait..another 4 more years!.....am soooooo hating now!! ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!! not another 4 years of no freedom!! I need freedom now! FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

i dont want to type in diary...

i dont want to type in diary...

well today is the second day of school. and am having a good time there. i cant believe i said that, i hate school. the one thing i like about school the most is seeing aki there! ^ ^ she is alot of help for looking for the classes.

.....lets see.... i HATE MY LIFE, I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!! and I HATE MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

what a dumb day! had to stay with my grandma all day!!! really hate her right now. she isnt really the niceist grandma to have. well i went to q-zar at lest. i dont like my family, i feel like am an ophen and this isnt really my rreal family. i dont act anythign like my family.

my heart and head hurts...
ive been crying for 2 hours. but am not going to tell anyone why. i mostly had a good day.

nothing ness......today is going to be a very boring day..

my heart hurts and my head is pounding! life is sooooo not living for i rather die!