August 17, 2007. Again I haven't written in about a week. I've been busy with my job. I got to drive there on my own on Tuesday, August 14. I got to pick my brother up from school for the first time also today.
  Once again I feel sick at the stomach... I talked to Kourtni's sister, Kim. I told her I couldn't call Kourtni as much anymore because it hurts me for some wierd ass reason when she has to go. I got sick of it yesterday and decided that. We had a long talk about it. Before we got deep into the conversation she asked, "..is it because she has a boyfriend?" I didn't know she had one, I wish I didn't know, that hurt like hell to hear that..
 I walked down the street a bit listening to music to get my mind of it. Life can really knee you in the gut sometimes can't it? Hopefully I'll get over it soon..

August 13, 2007. DANG I haven't written in this in over a week. o.o . What have I done... My friend left yesterday to go back to Florida. We partied (I stayed sober =D). I got a new cell phone today its awesome. Its black and silver.
    Kourtni's sister, Kim, had to leave to go back to Mississippi today.. I'm pissed off. I probably can't go see Kourtni get her 4th degree in Florida now. I kinda guessed this would happen.. Apparently fate doesn't want me with this girl..
    Other than that, I'm in school again. My classes are pretty cool, pretty hard though, hopefully I'll keep my grades above 80. Recently at school I've been having this over-confidence thing going on. I feel like I can do anything and talk to anyone. I like it and don't at the same time. I feel like I'm going to be too over-confident and mess something up. Mabey I'm just tired from the summer break?

August 6, 2007. Today was muggy and hot. I couldn't stand it. All day I hung out at my house playing GTA: San Andreas. We went to some land later and rode the fourwheeler a couple of times. I had to practice parallel parking for the upcoming test on Saturday. I hated it.
    The night before today me and a friend went walking at night after I called this girl. She didn't answer. I decided to go to another one of my friends house just to mess with him. The girl called on the way there. Bad timing =D. We got to my friends, he didn't answer, we walked back to the other end of the street. Then back home. I feel a little empty right now but I'm sure I'll get over it.

August 4, 2007. I talked on yahoo again early in the morning. The same girl that liked me was talking to me again =).
   Today I started my job. It lasted two hours, it was easy. My back was a tiny bit sore though but I'm over it. My friend Jesse and I went to dollar general to get a razor and a toothbrush. I got some Fruit Gushers. We ran by my house and got my learners license. We decided to go to Jacobs house after we got back to my dads. My friend is spending the night there and I'm staying here because I got to work tomorrow from 10:00 - 7:00. I'm probably gonna be really sore lol.

August 3, 2007. Today I tried to get my liscense but didn't have the right insurance card for my car so I couldn't take my test. I set up another appointment for next week.
   I applied for a job at the grocery store and I got hired. I work at the produce part. Everyone said I was lucky. I have to work tomorrow from 2:00 - 4:00.
   My friend called me surprising me saying he was driving from his state to mine. He got here around 12:00.

August 2, 2007. Today has been the most crazy day of my life... Early this morning about 12:00 - 2:00 a.m. I was on Yahoo. One one of my friends thats a girl signed in and we talked a bit. We pretty much admitted to each other that we like each other.. It was amazing...but... I can't be with her. She lives too far away. My heart feels broken a little. Her Yahoo status was changed to "Ryan, my one and only". I blushed, and I never blush. I just hope we stay friends forever.. There's more to the story but I don't think I need to talk about that.
  Anyways, moving on. I played the guitar earlier (acoustic). I learned how to play almost 3 songs on it. I can play Twinkle Twinkle Little Star all the way though (very easy), I can play the very beginning of Jesus Bleite Meine Freaude (I know I spelled it wrong), and Jingle Bells. I didn't look at anyone or anything, I just started playing it. I made a short song. VERY short. You string only four of the strings. I have no lyrics to it. (sadly). I pretty much just hum the sound I hear.
   Oh my lawnmower got fixed the other day, August 1st I think. I really need to cut the grass now, but I'm going to wait until it cools down a bit.
   My brother rented a game yesterday called Ace Combat the Belkan War. I love fighter jets and pictures of them. For some reason I'm getting interested in all these different things all at once.
   I talked to my moms boyfriend about him ordering me two things, a Buster Blade sword that has a 42" long blade. Its 4" Wide. I'm also getting a dragon necklace with ahiden knife on the tail. I'm gonna give that to that girl I like for her birthday. I hope the likes it. And..I hope the doesn't cut herself with it o.o .

July 31, 2007. Today my lawnmower is still messed up and my grass is gonna get freakin' huge -.- . I need a job soon. Hopefully I'll be able to get hired at this grocery store on Thursday after putting in an application, they need people bad. Also I hope to have my driver's license by this friday. Hopefully I will get my test done with a good score without killing anyone...again. Jk lol. Today I worked out (woohoo!). I'm thinking about doing a backflip off of a wall..I really want to. But then I might break my neck. My brother is still annoying as ever.. Little afro-headed punk -.- .

July 28, 2007. Uuh...today was pretty awesome. My lawnmower string broke to where I can't start it up (yes...) I feel like making a website but I can't.. And for those that are reading, vote on my freakin polls -.- . lmao jk I dont care if you do or not..

June 5, 2007. It's rainy outside. haha jk. Does this thing just tell info about me? (My first time writing.)