To anyone who reads,
Sorry for my last post. Like my mood said, I'm in a depression like state. I'm just like that. So, I don't know what to tell you. Theres this guy...that I totally like. And...Ihope hes better than all the other guys. cause he seems so...Perfect...
---Chrystal

To anyone who cares,
I'm done dealing with the superficial bullshit that I'm submitted to on a daily basis. If someone didn't care they shoulda told me so. I know that I'm not that important, but I'm not so scary that you all can't tell me that you don't care. I'm done with trying to fit in and trying to make everyone think that I want to belong cause I no longer do. what I would like to do is stop cutting elsewhere and just slit right over my jugular vein and stop everyone. No one will have to complain about me anymore. They'll just be able to say,"Oh do you remember her?" And they'll all get to say no because no one cared. I've never been that big I know but now I do know that I've been nothing to anyone. Just don't worry about those who don't matter.
---Chrystal