Do you know how much you hurt me?
I hate you with every fiber of my being.
Did you know that I want to rip you to shreds.....
But then again, I love you so much
That I could never hurt you
Not purposely
You hold my heart in your hands
Why do you make me feel this way?
Joshua I hate you
I love you
I can't live without you
You are my reason for being at times
You are my center
You are the night to my day
So how do I tell you without making it hurt more?
How do I tell you I need you
Without becoming dirt on the floor?
Without getting broken or bruised?
Without feeling more pain than what I bargained for?