[Ellyssian]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2008-10-14
Written: (5883 days ago)

Crouching down, glaring... circling slowly, I feel a low growl rise from my throat. I shake my head in anger. I look back up at my opponent seeing His sleek mane and coat, healthier and fuller than mine would be if I had one. He looked calmer, still in charge. I'll wipe that look off His face... He doesn't own me. Part of me remembers... I chose this... He does own me. I shake this thought out of my head again with a growl... that isn't important now. Pawing at the earth beneath my claws I hear His voice again... 'You will do it and you will get better at it. Am I clear?' Get out of my head... I resist His orders... only slightly... When the Alpha says something one cant resist for long. I am very much angry though... I will resist. I snarl at Him and bare my teeth.. this is my last attempt to resist His alpha command. His command weighs heavily down on me, my legs buckle under me, my head bows. He is Alpha, He is Master. Still my mind resists... even if I can't win with my actions... My body... my mind still resists. He pads over to me and pets me with His muzzle. I have enough freedom to move away. He is taken aback, He puts a paw on my back, holding me. I flinch, glaring. 'I won't hurt you' I hear in my head... I know this. God, why does He have to say that now? I snort. I don't need this... when He says He'll be leaving I am glad.
At least when He is gone He has no immediate power over me.
At least when He's gone I am free.


Okay... so this first one isnt a poem, but its what started it all.

1050076  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2008-10-14
Written: (5883 days ago)

I think I am going to start putting my poems in here... so if you want to read them you can.
Meh
Tell me what you think...
I will try and put the up chronologically...
because they relate to one another.

^^

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