lost and confused i trip through the baggage that im supposed to call my life.
the thing that poses as my father is being difficult.

this damned divorce has been going on for 2 years. i want it done and i want him out of my life. all i have is a piece of paper that i can throw at him if he comes within 500 yards of me. how lovely is that?


im so stressed. this is bullshit.



im out

i feel like im falling.
scared and confused i stumble through this process.
i have ussues with jelousy and trust.
im scared to get hurt again.
i need loyalty.
i feel lost.


so what am i supposed to do now?