*dances* Daily Poem number FOUR! BOOYA! *laughs happily*
Blarg... I'm sick. Getting better now, I can walk and talk without pain. According to the doc, I have either a sinus infection or strep throat. Hopefully, this will go away soon and I won't get the pink eye that my brothers did.
I wish that my friends would want to talk to me enough to instigate conversations. I'm always the one to call people or message them, never anyone else. It makes me feel pretty lonely.
Alright, I'm not leaving. -.- I sure feel like it, though.
You know what? That just... that does it. I'm sick of this. I'm sick of being lied to and used, of making friends and then finding out they weren't my friends in the first place. I'm leaving. I might come back to check on my REAL friends, like [Skife] and [Arthin]. I know who they are. I know they really care about me. Then again, I might never come back. Goodbye.
Woohoo! My third time on the Daily Poem, and with Sweetly Alone too! ^______^
Greyscale by ME
All around me I have friends
That accept my life and let me in
They urge me to be happy for them
I try, I try, and I try to let happiness win
But I sit alone in the grey
I watch them, the others
It is silent, I watch their ways
THEY have a way into the colors
I love my friends, I care
But I remain here, nowhere
Lost alone in the black
Knowing there's no way back
The white glares into me
And by it's harsh light I can see
My life, my joy, my pain,
All colors swirling down the drain
"Be happy, be happy!" they cry
While I let out another sad sigh
For I know they will always fail
With my life on the greyscale
Wheee!!!!!! I talked to [elfboy] today, for an hour and a half straight *stares* Tis odd, normally I have to get off before then. My dad is STILL asleep at 1:11 in the afternoon... he might have just woken up. Yikes. It allowed me a lot of time to talk though ^_^ I'd call Brett or Joshua but I have the feeling that both are somewhat busy.
Very insane but not happy. It's raining. Nastily. Thunder and whatnot. Ick. I feel terrible. Raistlin and Vitani - vewy noice peoples. Which is why I miss them so much. Yeah, Quiran, though I talked to her yesterday. I wish they could visit, but even if they had time and money that wouldn't happen. Stinky. Nasty. HORRID. Especially for Raistlin, because I know him better and he lives in the oosa... USA. It would be rather difficult for Vi to visit, as she lives in Sveden. *sigh* I hate this.
*grin* Happy and obviously insane. Ask Vitani if you don't believe me.
Today so far is pretty good, but I think it's about nine. (My clock needs to have its batteries replaced...) Already talked to [dark starlight], [Vitani] (VI!), and a few others...
68 days and counting since Raistlin's been gone... and I have been gone to the grave...
I WON THE COSTUME CONTEST FOR HARRY POTTER 3! WOOOOOOOOOOOHO
Feeling abnormally cheerful. What WAS in that tea? (chuckle) Though I am a tea drinker, that's for, by, and from Raistlin. Who deleted his diary entries, the bleeber!
I haven't talked much today, most of my time was spent on... *yet again, horror music* chores. It wasn't bad, which says something for my current sanity. Laundry, the pool, more laundry, dishes, more laundry, pool filter... and laundry.
Missing Raistlin to heck and back, but glad that he's not here, as he lives in a level-1 heck spot. Hmmm... I wonder what level I'm living in? Anyway, I'm a bit lonely, but okay.
Vitani is still cool.
Hating movie, hating movie, dah dah dah...
Geez, I HATE The Prisoner of Azkaban movie! It was my FAVORITE BOOK, for crying out loud, and it was totally messed up! AAAARRRRRRGGGH
For anyone that's interested: Quithanan is a very tasty elven treat that females make for males to show favor in a romantic way. Occasionally used as a threat. "Darling, if you don't wash the dog this minute, no quithanan for a MONTH!" Heheheh...
Vitani is cool.
I am in a state of shock. 7 out of 23 say that I'm awesome...