Feeling abnormally cheerful. What WAS in that tea? (chuckle) Though I am a tea drinker, that's for, by, and from Raistlin. Who deleted his diary entries, the bleeber!
I haven't talked much today, most of my time was spent on... *yet again, horror music* chores. It wasn't bad, which says something for my current sanity. Laundry, the pool, more laundry, dishes, more laundry, pool filter... and laundry.
Missing Raistlin to heck and back, but glad that he's not here, as he lives in a level-1 heck spot. Hmmm... I wonder what level I'm living in? Anyway, I'm a bit lonely, but okay.
Vitani is still cool.
Hating movie, hating movie, dah dah dah...
Geez, I HATE The Prisoner of Azkaban movie! It was my FAVORITE BOOK, for crying out loud, and it was totally messed up! AAAARRRRRRGGGH
For anyone that's interested: Quithanan is a very tasty elven treat that females make for males to show favor in a romantic way. Occasionally used as a threat. "Darling, if you don't wash the dog this minute, no quithanan for a MONTH!" Heheheh...
Vitani is cool.
I am in a state of shock. 7 out of 23 say that I'm awesome...
I found out how to contact Rowling. I also found out that the Host Witches for Harry Potter are partly inept, partly rude, and wholly haughty. I have the feeling that they don't care as much about the people that go on the chats as they do about their power and the site. But isn't that part of the site all about the people?
I tried to make a "Disappointed With the PoA Movie" club, but apparently that is "harrasment". Give me a break, they just don't want it to interfere with the sales or their power. Maybe I'll make a wiki here...
The Harry Potter movie STANK. That they can even call it Harry Potter is amazing. I wish I knew how to contact Rowling to complain. Most people hated it, too. Don't waste your money on it, readers. (My favorite book, too!)
Lonely for Raistlin, so lonely for Raistlin, lonely for the Drow, lonely for Gilthanas, lonely for all. Twisting in lonely circles, around, up and down, trying to get out, away, away, away! Turning in the spiral, lost in the gray maze, loneliness forever, soul drenched in lonely haze.
Pain, pain, go away
Please come back another day
I do not care if rain or shine
But for now leave me feeling fine.
(Not good at all, but hey, it's a moment's work!)
Haven't written in here for a while. My life is a little bizarre at the moment, as I don't even know what I feel like. Confused, I guess. My friends aren't really talking to me much, but [farfy girl] and I have talked and are getting along well again. We both were a bit uptight for a bit, but we've loosened up. Chores to do, so I guess I can write in this later... oh, and I submitted two short stories, including this one, to Raistland. Hope they like it.
Still wishing that they would talk to me. Well, the Drow, at least. I don't want Raistlin to, he's very busy.
Missing those that are my friends on here. Especially Gil.
Apparently people like dark and depressing songs. 4 votes for it out of 12.
I'm feeling really overworked and uptight at the moment. Horribly so. I wish Raistlin could still talk to me. And the Drow.
Busy busy busy, I hope someone will help with the Company soon, it's driving me haywire doing Dilandau's Test and stuff..
The auction wasn't bad, we didn't stay that long. I didn't even finish the book I brought.
Well, we were going to go to the graduation today, but nooo. My parents can't ever decide whether or not to go. So I probably am going to the dumb auction for hours on end and be bored out of my mind. I don't even like the people much except for the cashier, and she can't talk much because of her job. So going is pointless, but my father no doubt will absolutely insist that I go. Not fair at all.
Evanescence is such a cool band! Goth genre. COOL! Especially Going Under.
Here follows the full version of The Continuing Adventures of Dalamar and the Brooms, unedited version. Due to my darn brother being so lazy!
Dilandau wants to take her Test! I just hope she survives. It would be terrible if she didn't. Especially for her. I wouldn't want to fail mine, and I almost did! Yes, i did take my own Test. My char nearly went insane! Luckily, she was able to hold on, but she really does not like being reminded of that ordeal. And nor do I, really! Though if anyone who knows about Dragonlance asks, I may tell them what happened.
I miss Raistlin. I miss the old Nikki. I miss the Carl I knew. I miss Danni. I miss the Drow, and I ache for her. I miss my old friends. I even miss Gilthanas, who I've only known for a very little while. But missing people gets me nowhere. I have to find a way to live even without the people I miss. But I hate being alone! So very alone. I've been alone ever since I've become a teenager, and I'm sick and tired of it! Being alone, without hope of understanding. Then, Raistlin understood. He knew how I was, knew what I wanted, what I needed. Now he only answers when I really need him. But what about me needing him because I'm so alone, so pained? How can I tell him those things? How can I tell him that I miss him so much? He might think that I'm trying to be something else, not his friend, or that I'm trying to play on his emotions. But I need him! I need my friend. I want all of them, but I need him. I need him because he understands, and because he is strong enough to last through his pain. I don't think I am. Why must he only answer when I'm totally broken?