ahhhhhh why do things have to be so stress filled ugggghhh shesh just when the one thing that never goes right in my life is going good so far it seems everything has to pile up on my shoulders!!! I feel so bad for my bf cause he has to watch me stress and deal but at lest his souport is getting me through!

well im back to work again yukkky so i can get the life sucked out of me just for the almighty dollar. oh well at least i have people around who are good to me and souport me and well then i can just delve into my imagination when life (work) gets me down. So loads of fun and life goes on at least i have the little one and and my other to keep my spirits up

hmmm well i havent put anything here yet so i thaught that i might do so now that i have been on for a wile well there isnt much to report that is going on here other than yehhh (or not) I get to go back to work soon. What a wonderfull thing to serve coffee to people who are cranky without it. Well then again i love to help people when i can so if i can bring a smile to at least one person a day i know im making a positive stamp on anothers life. Hmmm other than that im treading in unknown territory in my life meeting people who arent jerks and are acctually nice. then again one is umm well we are almost too much alike. Anyways thats all thats really going on now.
tah tah for now