It's been busy, as usual. Working, working, working. but it pays off in the end. Went shopping and out to a nice fancy mason dinner yesterday and more shopping in store for Saturday. I'm crossing my fingers and hoping him medical analysis is finished today and I'm Mrs. Sar by Monday. Oooo I can't wait! C: I found a ring I think he'll love as much as I do. I'm gonna go look at it maybe tommorrow or Saturday. I'm SOOO excited :]

Oh how I love the rumors. "She calls me at night crying over him" That's what he said. And it's pretty damn funny too. I wonder what people said about me back when I was in her position... Who cares? And I love how they say it, all concerned I'm gonna end up hurt too. It's my life and I'll do what I want. Is it so bad that you follow your heart when opportunity presents itself?

OH MY GOODNESS!!!! I just came back from watching Shutter Island! It blew my mind! I was going insane watching that movie, it was amazing!!! I still can't even get it out of my head! I loved it!

Yay! I had such a good time last night! It was one of those funny teen court nights. I can't believe Rafa really said "Fire is bad" in his closing, I choked on the water I was drinking it was so funny. And Josh got up there and said "Well it was a long night so let's make this quick and dirty." I just met that kid but I love him already, I can't wait to co-counsel with him again, he's hilarious! Anyways... Ariel had a great time too and mom finally met Rafa, she obviously like him but with the way he went up to her who wouldn't like him? It was sooo funny.
but in the end Eddie was right and I shouldn't have gone cuz it just made me sicker. :( Oh well, I'll get better and I'll be at the next teen court for sure! I just hope he gets better too... Poor babe, he's all sick and working. But I can't wait to see him again, I'm fricken counting the days till I have him in my arms again. I love him so much I just can't wait. That's all for now, life is wonderful C:

Someone once said "Kaycee takes whatever she wants without thinking about the consequences." DAMN STRAIGHT! That's what life is about and if anybody can't put up with that, that's their problem.You see, I tried being nice to people but the world just isn't nice now is it? Those people expected everybody to give them everything on a silver platter but they were the biggest monster of us all. Sorry babydoll, but I'm not your daddy and I'm not gonna give you the world.

So, I have decided he's right. I've decided the best way to get her out of my life is the same way he did, to walk away. Because this crazy chick is like the blonde bimbo in obsessed, she just isn't ever going to go away. It doesn't matter anymore. I know damn well even if she does what she was advised, it wouldn't change anything. I'm the one with the ring on my finger, not her and I'm not worried about her in the least bit anymore. Yup, I said it woman, you're no threat to me anymore. And as for my baby brother, well he said it best himself when he laughed about her flirting with him.

As for everything, guess I'll see how it goes on thursday ;)