I just realized how hard life really is when you don’t have any ‘real’ friends. I mean the kind of friends who, no matter what, are willing to listen to you cry, or are willing to put up with you at your worst (and willing to SEE you at your worst). The thing is, though, friends aren’t really forever. Family is, though. Friends aren’t. Not the kind of friends I seem to ‘intermingle’ with, anyway.

Intermingle : verb : |in-TURH-ming-ul|
‘the process of talking, chatting, laughing, and over all being friendly with.

SO yesterday was terrible. I found out a person whom I loved as a brother was deceiving me and playing off of my emotions. All night I cried and prayed it wasn’t true, but in my heart I know that it is. That sucks. Also, I went to Kohls, found a TON of clothes, and walked away with NONE of them because THEY DIDN’T FIT. Not exactly a good boost to your ego. When I tried on a shirt, and walked out to show Mum, an older lady in a wheel chair was going by; telling her granddaughter ‘I love little girls and big girls too’, and then she pinched my butt. So yeah, I wasn’t in the best of moods, being deceived, not fining ANYTHING that fits, AND getting my butt pinched is not exactly what you call a good day. The only consolation I have right now is the fact I’m spending the night with a friend and hopefully having a good time. 

SO yes…. WARNING…. MOODY MOOD SWINGS DEAD AHEAD!

Alright. Guys, I’m going to be grumpy for the next, well, quite a few days. It is not your fault. Its just what you get for attending an all night lock in with seemingly a million other teens. *sleeps*

*Salad Fingers voice*

Hello there... young child. I...I'm here to inquire... about your Christmas.

*normal Ian voice*

Seriously, though, how's your break going? Mine is going reasonably well, although I'm feeling pretty stressed about all the learning/memorizing I have to do for my college auditions, the musical, my Theater Arts class, and the honors choirs I have coming up next year.

Yeah, I guess you may have noticed, but I've been on Facebook a lot more than Myspace lately; I've tried to remedy that a bit over break, though.How's life?

Me: Oh…we both died… o.0

Pete: Yea wuddup wit dat...*shakes head* someone has to talk with Hades about this..

Me: I’m sick of dieing. Its getting old…

Pete: truetrue *pulls Zeus by his beard down to earth* smack your brother for me please.Thankyou.. *throws him by his beard back onto mt olympus*

Me: giggleS* good thing you weren't talkign about Odin, Thor, adn Loki...Tris would about kill you for that...

Pete: oh well, I wasn't :P and tris can kiss my big toe :P lol jk

Me: *smackiehs pete* don TALK ABOUT MY TRISY LIKE DAT! I pouncie on yous….

Pete: I was just playing *rubs cheek* my cheek isn't the normal color anymore...

Me: *rolls eyes* oh shudup…

Hi. Yeah. I just found out i am a very pathetic individual. All of my closest friends are online. Not that theya re patheic, on the contrary, they are the coolest peopel in the world!!! but the fact that I DONT have friends i can chat with or go be stupid with is rather distrubing to me right now....

Anywhos. In a VERY short while I shall drown out my misery by being in shape (due to repeated trips to the gym during holiday) most of my spare time will most liekly be spent outside running or doing something >.<

I ahve just decided my life goal is one of three or four things:
1: to see the the Church of Sant' Apollinare in Classe in Ravenna, Italy
2:
3:

Okay. *sighs* I have a two week break, and I'm going to go through a withdrawl. I'm not allwoed online during weekends and holdiays, so, if you need anyting, send an email to [tia mia] or [Give Me Red], and tell them what you want, but for others (you know who you are Mr. tibbles and miss Vic and mr. Poe and etc.) if you should EVER feel the need to call, *hint hint* and releive me of my withdrawl (or relive yourselves of the withdrawl that comes with being my friend ;D) message [tia mia] or [poe-corw] for my number (unless yuo already have it...)

I'll be goen from the 22nd sof Dec. to the 6th of Jan.

Wish me luck. My relatives are coming in this weekend. Its going to be a living hell.
see you all on monday!
<3
Poe, Chuck, Lex, Lou, or wahtever my nickname may be.

[tia mia] ^^ I took this to make her happy.

LONGEST GIRL SURVERY!
Part One
1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
yes. I can’t imagine what I would do if I dind’t >.<
2. Have you kissed any one on your top list?
ive never been kissed

3. Are you happy with your looks?
no.
4. Do you enjoy drama?:
YES
5. Are you a girly girl?:
no.
6. Who was the last person you hugged?:
no one
7. Small or large purses?:
none. Wallets!!
8. Are you short?:
not shorter than [tia mia] :P
9. Do you love someone?
yes
10. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
I would prolly punch them
11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
nope ^^
12. Do you think you’re conceited?
someimtes…well, no.
13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
don’t celebrate it
14. Are you double jointed?
yeah.
15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
church, definantly. In a room full of boys… (lock in, video game room)
16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
no, but don’t get me started on Didi at camp
17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
like I would care about that.
18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
No.
19. Best girl-friends?
Idk.

Part Two

[x (sometimes)] I do wear make up.
[] I have cried at a movie theater.
[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[x one wing] I like death/grind/black metal.
[] I like rap.
[x one wing] I like techno.
[] I like country.
[] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[x] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[] Guys are confusing
[] I’ve been called a bad influence.
[x] My friends are the best.
[I want my lip and /or belly button done] I have a piercing other then my ears.
Part Three

Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What color is your bra that your wearing?
ummm, yellow.
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
both
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
yes
5. Do you have a best friend?
no
6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes.
7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
NO!
8. Do you like your life?
yes.
9. Where are your best friends?
I don’t have any 
10. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
no.
11. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
no.

12. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
boys. Defiantly and compeltely


13. How long have you had myspace?
about three or four years…ish.
14. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
oh yes
15. What are your biggest fears?
heights and being alone, and being incomplete
16. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
yes
17. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
yes
18. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater"?
depends
20. Do you call or text more?
don’t have a phone. So I call.
21. What is the first message in your inbox?
which inbox? School or et?
22. What is the last message in your inbox?
this thing from [tia mia]
23. do you ever wish you were famous?
no
24. Are you currently missing someone?
yes
Part Four

THIS GUY OR THAT GUY? (what about girl?? I'm inserting girl)
cowboy or gangster?
either or. How about Vikings? :P
preppy or punk/goth?
punk/goth
face or body?
doesnt matter
sweet or sexy?
both
armani or abercrombie?
Abercrombie
contact or glasses?
glasses
Part Five

Questions.
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?
both
02. Louis vuttion or dooney & bourke?
huh?
03. American eagle or Hollister?
american eagle
04. Pumps or flats?
pumps
05. Skirts or pants?
pants all the time
06. Socks or leggings?
Socks
07. Hoodies or jackets?
hoodies08. Heels or sneakers?
snekers
09. Straight or curly hair?
whatever
10. Hoop or dangling earrings?
hoop
13. White or black?
white and black
14. Victoria’s secret or bath and body works?
bath and body ^^
15. Smoothies or lattes?
smoothies
16. Diet or regular sodas?
regular by far.
17. Water or daiquiris?
Water
18. Pearls or diamonds?
neither. Garnets
19. Vintage or boho?
vintage
20. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?
neither
21. Lindsay or Hilary?
neither
23. Friends or family ?
family
24. Lip gloss or lip stick?
gloss.
25. Manicure or pedicures?
Ehm… none
27. Tank tops or beaters?
both. The more layers the better
28. Tiffany’s or Chanel?
huh??
29. Love or peace?
war :P
30. Sunglasses or purses?
wallet
Part Six

IN A GUY...OR GIRL!!
Funny or Serious?
both
Cute or Hot?
Either
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?
either
Long Hair or Short Hair?
don’t care.
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?
whichever.
Good Dancer or Good Singer?
dancer
Basketball player or Football player?
either
Smoker or Non-smoker?
non
Drunk or Sober?
depends….
Druggie or clean?
clean
Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?
car
Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?
clean
Player or Loyal?
loyal
Bad or Nice?
nice

Lol. Silly Clutsy Klumsy me.
You'd think I would have known.
Sandles + Snowy front yard + chasing UPS guy = no good.
lol. I am really quite stupid at times like these.
You really would have thought I would have known better.
Cahsing him down hill, trying to cut him off,
trying to get that package Mum was freakign out about.
Lol.

Thsi is pathetic, but take it ^^

1 [] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking
2 []Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking
3 []You have ran into a glass/screen pole
4 [ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle
5 [] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people have you weird looks
6 [] You have ran into a tree
7 [] It IS possible to lick your elbow
8 [] You tried to lick your elbow
9 [] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm
10 [] You just tried to sing them
11 [] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen
12 []You have choked on your own spit
13 [] You have seen the the Matrix and still don't get it.
14 [] You didn't notice that in the last question 'the' was spelled twice
15 []You just looked at it
16 [] Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde
17 [] A LOT of People have called you slow
18 [] You have accidentally caught something on fire
19 [] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes
20 [] You have caught yourself drooling
21 [] You've fallen asleep in class
22 [] Sometimes you just stop thinking
23 [] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
24 [] People are sometimes shaking their heads and walk away from you
25 [] You are often told to use your 'inside voice'
26 [] You use your fingers to do simple math
27 []You have eaten a bug
28 [] You are taking this test when you should be doing something
important.
29 []You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it
30 [] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket or head
31 [ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't even when you know it won't happen to you
32 []You break a lot of things
33 [] Your friends know not to use big words around you
34 [] You sometimes tilt your head when you're confused
35 [] You have fallen out of your chair before
36 [] when you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling/wall.
37 [] The word 'umm' is used many times  and like and "ya"
38 []You called a friend and then completely forgot what you were gonna say
39 []You have spelled your name wrong
40 [] You have drawn a disformed heart

sister vrs. abf


hannah childs
1:21
tell lex to be nice

Hayden Crow
1:21
to you

hannah childs
1:21
yes

Hayden Crow
1:21
alright

is she being mean
1:21

hannah childs
1:22
no

:(
1:22

:ohowd you know
1:22

Hayden Crow
1:22
its a gift how else :P

oh sry the tongue again
1:22

hannah childs
1:26
oh now your uesing my saying agenst me

:o
1:26

(re)what ever will i do
1:27

Hayden Crow
1:27
its a common saying

hannah childs
1:28
well this is one you know well *humpB)*

Hayden Crow
1:28
lol i know that one quite well

hannah childs
1:29
i tould you

Hayden Crow
1:29
you most certainly did

hannah childs
1:30
ha ha ha not funny:'(

Hayden Crow
1:30
ha ha ha not buying it

hannah childs
1:31
oh you will (she seid in a vioce that trifes kids and gives them nightmers

)
1:31

Hayden Crow
1:32
you give me enough nightmares without the voice (jk)

hannah childs
1:33
(eye)i have the eye that burns thro brik wall on you

Hayden Crow
1:34
ooh looks at eye shaped burn thats hurts yiou know

hannah childs
1:36
hump not nice

conversation with my sister over pront (An inschool Im. we;re three feet away from each other adn didn't feel like vocalizing

- Friday, November 7, 2008 -

hannah childs
12:26
Catherine Waldenville
12:18
i think laura and them will probably blame us for hedi not letting us do the song

hannah childs
12:19
we'll its not our falt so oh well (she seid in a puff)

Catherine Waldenville
12:20
i know it is

hannah childs
12:21
well don't let them blame you (she said with a sigh)

Catherine Waldenville
12:21
i know

hannah childs
12:22
and if they do will they have a fight cut out for them (she said with an evil snicker)(6)

Catherine Waldenville
12:23
hannah lets be nice

hannah childs
12:24
lets not (she said with a vocie that gives littil kids nightmars)

alexis childs
12:27
lol prolly ^^

hannah childs
12:27
lol

alexis childs
12:27
I agree, lets not *voice that gives hannah nightmares*

hannah childs
12:27
llol

alexis childs
12:27
^^ its true

hannah childs
12:27
i know

alexis childs
12:28
I can give you nightmare, and you give little kids nightmares

hannah childs
12:28
lol

alexis childs
12:28
^^

hannah childs
12:28
:P

alexis childs
12:28
^^
alexis childs
12:37
*sings new version of I AM*

hannah childs
12:37
lol

alexis childs
12:38
whAt??

hannah childs
12:38
i love polly puffer

alexis childs
12:38
wt??

hannah childs
12:38
pollypuffer

alexis childs
12:38
polly puffer?

hannah childs
12:38
polly puffer

alexis childs
12:38
is she a friend of yours?? *sarcasm heavily drips in her voice* :P

hannah childs
12:39
no i don't know who seh is

alexis childs
12:39
i don't either. so anyways *name filtered for content* bites her flying monkeys

hannah childs
12:40
hehehehe

alexis childs
12:40
she shall be named Fred

Fred bites her flying monkeys
12:40

hannah childs
12:40
fred

it works
12:40

alexis childs
12:40
Soo.....

FRED BITES HER FLYING MONKEYS
12:40

hannah childs
12:40
NO WAY

alexis childs
12:40
Yes

hannah childs
12:41
so does that mack her a....

alexis childs
12:42
yes... adn what do we do with witches???

hannah childs
12:42
BUREN THEM

alexis childs
12:43
its B U R N, dear.... but yes!! so that makes them what???

hannah childs
12:43
a DUKE

DUCK
12:43

alexis childs
12:44
Duke Duck?

hannah childs
12:44
yes

alexis childs
12:44
YEAH!!! so Fred is now Duke Duck??

hannah childs
12:44
YAY

alexis childs
12:44
hehehe ^^

Iloev how we are three feet from each other and carryingon two different conversations at the same time
12:45

hannah childs
12:45
ALL HAILE THE DUKE...no thats not right...ALL THROU TOMOTSE AT DUKE DUCK

alexis childs
12:45
all throw tomatoes at Duke Duck...?

hannah childs
12:46
yes that too

alexis childs
12:46
^^ heheeh *evillaugh that makes children run screming home*

hannah childs
12:46
lol

alexis childs
12:46
^.^

hannah childs
12:48
i love it when duke duck gets humileatied

alexis childs
12:48
i love it when duke duck gets eaten for x/mas dinner

hannah childs
12:49
umm does fred grow bac.....no she just gets shourter

alexis childs
12:49
rolf

*rofl
12:49

hannah childs
12:49
lol

alexis childs
12:49
^^

so.... oh, Bug, you have a spot on your forehead
12:51

hannah childs
12:52
ya so

alexis childs
12:52
you need to get it off, its bugging me

hannah childs
12:52
lol no

alexis childs
12:53
lolNOT yes

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