i've decided to join the national guard and become a tank mechanic. it'll pay for college and pays well. even though basic training might suck i beleive i'm ready for it. this all so i can go to school and eventually work as an animal control and rescue officer for the SPCA. hopefully i can make a difference for many animals. as long as i stay positive about this i'm sure i will succeed.

to my friends i talk to here on elftown, it may be a while before i can speak to any of you again. i wish you all well until then.



We are one
The universe is one
Everything is beautiful

  -The Doors- motion picture

i cannot lean back. not against a wall or a chair, not even a cushioned sofa. i have obtained a terrible scraping all along my spine, recieved from a terrible skateboarding accident, along with a hard smack in the back of the head. fortunately, no permenant damage has been done. but putting on shirts is a pain. hopefully the pain will subside soon and i will be able to lay on my back again.