A work in progress...
constructive critisism appreciated. thanks

Default

I am default now.

No other systems functioning
Silent, asocial, efficient.
All work done.

Though in my mind I’m screaming ,
Alone in a crowd
And in my world I’m reeling.
My heartbeat is so loud.
I know that I’m not dreaming.
The pain is gleaming in my heart
And I have to close my mind
Switch off, restart.
To see the room I’m standing in.

Default, basic survival.

Focus,
Is what I want.
Confusion is what I am.
no other systems running.
Pain is my rival
It is a beautiful knife.
And we fight for control ,
over my precious, useless life.

I am default now

That is what I live for

Nothing more

Closed door




Is the only constant in life pain?

Ah! time for me to publish poetry, 'rubs hands togther in excitement'. -yes i know somte are not very good, but am only human! 'i think?' -always feeling alienated from people i walk by on the street. -am freak, i know i know.
Ok, here goes...

Path Finder

Path Finder find me a path,
Out of this whispering, wintry white wood
Lead me out before the dark,
And save me from my fears.
O Path Finder find me the path. May your angelic wings direct,
And may your presence ever console.
Guide me back when I wander,
Keep me to the path when I falter.
O Path Finder, take me to the white meadow, Glistening with snow.
And when we’re there still guide me,
May it be forever so.

Actions of the Elements

Water runs,
Wind chases,
Ice hides,
Fire bends and leaps at faces.
Earth remains firm in its decision,
to remain in its position.


I Dream

I dream someone is calling me,
I don’t know why.
I dream someone is calling me,
I wonder who.
I dream someone is calling me,
I don’t know where I must go.
‘Excuse me, Could you help me?’
I dream someone is calling me,
Wait a minute!
Is it you?

Think before you act

All actions,
Have reactions.
But don’t be afraid to act.
Or else your life is wasted.
And that’s a fact.
Your life you will rue if you don’t think things through.
Think before you act!

and others/more to come.