This one was for Laurel, A.K.A. "Okla"


Earth to Okla

She "Spins right round"
Face always a frown.
Looks up once in a while
Waiting for his smile.

Gives a cold laugh instead.
Her face is turning red.
A tear rolls down her cheek.
She can barely speak.

Anger builds up inside.
She tries to turn and hide
Her disappointed face
From this harsh, mocking place.

She denies it all.
Says she doesn't know
Why he let her fall.
Why'd he have to go?

She's too confued to care
For another guy.
He's the one that's there.
She should at least try.

His eyes are like a galaxy
So full of wonder and bold hue.
Sometimes I wish that i could see
His deepest thoughts and then straight through.
His smile is warm as summer's air.
His voice is calming as the rain.
His presence makes me whole, it's fair
To say when laughter heals my pain.
I've tried so hard to let it go.
I wonder if he'll ever know.

In the Hallway





There he is
Just passed up an opportunity
To find out why
Whe he doesn't want to be with me.

There she goes
She goes rubbing it all in my face
That she's in
In his arms, my favorite place

Here I stand
Watching it all fall apart
(And wondering why I liked him from the start)

Only so much a girl can do
All I want is to be with you
But go ahead, just walk on by
Cause I'll never let you see me cry

There he is
Just passed up a chance to be with me
To find out why
I keep my heart a mystery

Ther she goes
Just left him for another guy
Just because
She found out the reason why

Here I stand
Watching it all fall apart
(And wondering why he liked her from the start )

Only so much a girl can do
All I want is to be with you
But go ahead, just walk on by
Cause I'll never let you see me cry

"One thousand little reasons"

Ten thousand little secrets shared
Just laughing on and on.
Nine thousand ways you hint to me
That you will soon be gone.
Eight thousand missed views of you
Walking down the hall.
And seven thousand times I sat
Waiting for your call.
Six thousand times I've tried
To make myself forget
The five thousand times I've cried and cried,
"Why can't i move on,yet?"
Now I've got four thousand reasons
To start with him, brand new,
Three thousand friends to back me up
When I think I just can't do
The two thousand repairs to my heart,
And give this guy a chance at love.
For one thousand little reasons,
You'll never more be thought of.

*~*Venting!!*~*
Let's see...



ok, things on my mind:





- A teacher who LEAVES
THERE STUDENT AT A COLLEGE CAMPUS
AND MAKES THEM WALK BACK TO THEIR SCHOOL
BECAUSE
someone DIDN'T NOTICE
THAT THEY WERE MISSING
IS AN IDIOT AND
THEREFOR
NEEDS TO
GET HIT
BY
AN UGLY
ORANGE
BUSS!!!!!!
 yeah, that's how my day went... =D

-Guys who are asked to dance by a girl
SHOULD DANCE WITH THEM!!! unless there is a weird history between them. GAAAHHH!!!!
you don't tell them...no, let me change that, you don't HAVE YOUR IDIOT FRIEND tell them "Oh, I think he said he has a stomach ache, so, sorry, he can't dance with you"
... jerk =/
so far in my life most guys tend to:
a) be completely oblivious to the fact that I like them
b) abuse the power of knowing that I like them
c)lead me on and then let me find out two years later that they are GAY!!
d)completely abandon me

-Why does school food always smell weird?
-Why do I procrastinate so much?!
-Who is Cora?
-Why am I so nosey and why do I ask so many questions?!
-And WHY, Dear LORD, do teachers give us so much homework?!



ok....I've done enough damage for today. must go be lonely and sobb quietly in my room for a few hours listening to music =/

(Wow! So I guess I'm depressed today or something?!)