fuck this diary. im gonna go have sex with my ginger.

okay..so yeah..i pretty much fell in love with a boy i've never even met. stupd right? yeah i know...well..he has a gf now and i guess i need to move on..ishouldnt have expected anything from him anyway...hm =( i fucking hate my life

i give up on life

  Dear Whatever,
I'm sick right now. *cough cough*
 Last Friday i was at the mall with the usual people. and of course "he" was there. soo right now im just waitin to c whats going to happen with him, im not really trying to win him or anything, cause that just causes to much dissapointment, and work. so im just going to wait and c were his heart falls...........................hopefully somewhere near me...