I'm not showing any emotions towards anyone because when I do I wanna DIE!!!!

there is no point in loving someone cause 9 times out of 10 they wont love you. the worst thing is holding on to someone who doesnt want to be held on to. so dont fall for someone who wont be there to catch you!!!! TRUST ME

i sit here liking you,
when i dont know what to do.
with this feeling comes my death,
waiting here for my final breath.
why do i feel this way,
with nothing to say.
kill me now and end it all,
when i know i'll never get your call.
telling me you like me too,
when i know there's nothing i can do.
death is easy so i hear,
but the pain is not what i fear.
its the thought of possible hurting you,
is something i dont wanna do.
why must i love you so,
i just with this pain will go.

If anyone likes me as more then a friend tell me please. I wanna know because I feel as if no one loves me.:'(

im depressed and alone.
there is no love for me,
no one will ever see.
im alone in this place,
but no one loves me enough to fight my case.
in so alone in this life,
while im sitting here with this knife.
all i want is to die,
when all i do is sit here and cry.
no one cares about me,
and if they do i can not see.
if they do they never let it show,
so then i never know.

sweeet

Taken by [the mad hatter2]

[✖]Stupidity Test:
[#List]
[] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[X] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then
people gave you weird looks.
So far: 3

[X] You have ran into a tree/bush.
[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[X] You have tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them.
So far: 8

[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[X] You have choked on your own spit.
[] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You've never seen the Matrix.
[x] You type only with two fingers.
So far: 11

[X] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes.
[X] You have caught yourself drooling.
[X] You've fallen asleep in class.
[x] If someone says "fart" you laugh.
So far: 15

[X] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[X] You are telling a story and forget what you were talking about
[X] People are often shaking their heads and walk away from you.
[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice".
[] You use your fingers to do simple math.
So far: 19

[x] You have eaten a bug
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[X] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[X] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand.
So far: 23

[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[X] You break a lot of things.
So far: 24

[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[X] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[X] You have fallen out of your chair before
So far: 26

[x] When you're laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling
[X] The word "umm" is used many times a day.
So far: 28