Awe that sucks

for those of you who dont believe me when i say im depressed let me knoe and we wont be friends. i cant do this anymore. im getting worse and worse with every breath.

How do I deal with this pain?
When you ask, you ask in vain.
My life is filled with regret.
But this life wont let me forget.
The hurt and bewvery lie.
When every nighrt I sit and cry.
No one knows how I feel.
When my pain is wha I conceal.
With this mask I hide the pain.
But with this pain there is nothing to gain.
I can't tell you how I feel.
Cause you'll say it is'nt real.
Where is my love, where is my life?
Where is the one to take this knife?
The knife in my heart or in my back.
When compassion is what you lack.

"Hero"

I'm just a step away
I'm just a breath away
Losin' my faith today
(Fallin' off the edge today)

I am just a man
Not superhuman
(I'm not superhuman)
Someone save me from the hate

It's just another war
Just another family torn
(Falling from my faith today)
Just a step from the edge
Just another day in the world we live

[Chorus:]
I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero (save me now)
I need a hero to save my life
A hero'll save me (just in time)

I've gotta fight today
To live another day
Speakin' my mind today
(My voice will be heard today)

I've gotta make a stand
But I am just a man
(I'm not superhuman)
My voice will be heard today

It's just another war
Just another family torn
(My voice will be heard today)
It's just another kill
The countdown begins to destroy ourselves

[chorus]

I need a hero to save my life
I need a hero just in time
Save me just in time
Save me just in time

Who's gonna fight for what's right
Who's gonna help us survive
We're in the fight of our lives
(And we're not ready to die)

Who's gonna fight for the weak
Who's gonna make 'em believe
I've got a hero (I've got a hero)
Livin' in me

I'm gonna fight for what's right
Today I'm speaking my mind
And if it kills me tonight
(I will be ready to die)

A hero's not afraid to give his life
A hero's gonna save me just in time

[chorus]

I need a hero
Who's gonna fight for what's right
Who's gonna help us survive

I need a hero
Who's gonna fight for the weak
Who's gonna make 'em believe
I need a hero
I need a hero

A hero's gonna save me just in time


i really need a hero

This has happened to me so meny times before*cries*

          "Whiskey Lullaby"


She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

1st Chorus
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

lalalalalalala
lalalalalalala

lalalalalalala
lalalalalalala

The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night

2nd Chorus
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

lalalalalalala
lalalalalalala

lalalalalalala
lalalalalalala

hey TACO

[If you had me alone, locked up in your room for 24 hours, and I had to do whatever you wanted me to do, what would you do with me?]

Would you kiss me?
[] yes
[] no
Am I?
[] beautiful!
[] sexy as hell
[] fine
[] pretty
[] cute
[] okay
[] ugly!
Do you think im a virgin?
[] yes
[] no
[] dont know!
I look like..
[] a player
[] slut
[] whore
[] hubby/wifey type
[] one time thing
[] next bf/gf
[] a sweetheart
If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me?
[] Yes
[] No
Would you rather..
[] hook up with me
[] cuddle with me
[] have sex with me
[] date me
On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me..
[] 1
[] 2
[] 3
[] 4
[] 5
[] 6
[] 7
[] 8
[] 9
[] 10
Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU?
[] yes
[] no
what would you want me to be to you?
[] friend
[] fuck buddy
[] girl friend/boy friend
[] wifey
[] friend w/ benifits
W0ULD Y0U...
[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] call me?
[] e-mail me?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] hurt me?
[] lie to me?
[] Would you love me?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere
[] cut some rug with me?
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my bf/gf?
[] have a fling with me?
[] buy me a drink?
[] take me shopping?
[] give me a good massage?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[] Would you sleep with me?
[] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[] serenade me?
[] Give me a good time?
[] Be there for me?
[] have a 24 hour makeoutathon with me?
[] Would you want me?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] travel with me?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere

Answer and Message Back

Y= Yes
N = No
M = Maybe

[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Slap me if i asked you to?
[] Kiss Me?
[] Let Me Kiss You?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[]Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?
[] Fall in love with me
[] Like me
[] Love me

Do You...
[] Miss Me?
[] Think I'm Sexy?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?

Am I...
[] Smart?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] Loveable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
[] Ugly?
[] Gorgeous?

Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?

Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me
[] my friend?




Fill it out for me, and I will fill it out for you :3

this is me and my dad



"[I Love You This Much]"

He can't remember
The times that he thought
Does my daddy love me?
Probably not
That didn't stop him
From wishing that he did
Didn't keep him from wanting
Or worshipping him

He guesses he saw him
About once a year
He could still feel the way he felt
Standing in tears
Stretching his arms out
As far as they'd go
Whispering daddy
I want you to know

[Chorus:]
I love you this much
And i'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up no matter what
I love you this much

He grew to hate him for what he had done
'cause what kind of father
Could do that to his son?
He said 'damn you daddy'
The day that he died
The man didn't blink
But the little boy cried

[Chorus:]
I love you this much
And i'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up no matter what
I love you this much

Half way through the service
While the choir sang a hymn
He looked up above the preacher
And he sat and stared at him

He said
'forgive me father'
When he realized
That he hadn't been unloved
Or alone all his life
His arms were stretched out
As far as they'd go
Nailed to the cross
For the whole world to know

[Chorus:]
I love you this much
And i'm waiting on you
To make up your mind
Do you love me too?
How ever long it takes
I'm never giving up no matter what
I love you this much

BASICS
About me: warren
Birthdate: january 4th
Birthplace: MA
Current Location: livingroom
Eye Color: green or blue(it changes)
Hair Color: dirty blonde
Height: 6'2"
Piercings: left ear
Tatoos: tiger on sholder
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Please
Overused Phrase: TACOS!!!!!

FAVORITES
Food: Pizza
Candy: Chocolate
Number: 666(Its a long story behind it message me and ill tell you)
Color: blue
Animal: tiger
Drink: Coffee
Alcohol Drink: Don't like it
Bagel: onion
Letter: A
Body Part on Opposite sex: personality
This or That: Um...?
Pepsi or Coke: either
McDonalds or BurgerKing: BK
Strawberry or Watermelon: Berries in general.
Hot tea or Ice tea: Both ; It depends.
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate
Hot Chocolate or Coffee: Coffee
Kiss or Hug: Both
Dog or Cat: Dog
Rap or Punk: Rap
Summer or Winter: Summer
Scary Movies or Funny Movies: Both are good.
Love or Money: Love

YOUR
Bedtime: Whenever I get tired yo.
Most Missed Memory: my aunt linda
Best physical feature: I don't like my appearance.
First Thought Waking Up: "Do i work today?"
Goal for this year: Secret.
Best Friend: dani. <3
Weakness: I'm to loving
Fears: Death, the dark, tight closed spaces, and heights.
Longest relationship: 10 mounths

HAVE YOU
Ever Drank: Yeah
Ever Smoked: No
Pot: yeah
Ever been Drunk: yeas
Ever been beaten up: yeah
Ever beaten someone up: yeah
Ever Shoplifted: yeah
Ever Skinny Dipped: No
Ever Kissed Opposite sex: HA, yes.
Been Dumped Lately: tooo much

IN A GUY/GIRL
Favorite Eye Color: blue
Favorite Hair Color: brown
Short or Long: LOL!
Height: Preferably my height or shorter
Style: Someone with style in general. at this point i dont care
Looks or Personality: I'm more attracted to personality.
Hot or Cute: Both.
Drugs and Alcohol: Not sure.
Muscular or Really Skinny: Does it matter?

RANDOMS
Number of Regrets in the Past: tooo meny
What country do you want to Visit: australia.
How do you want to Die: I don't want to die.
Been to the Mall Lately: Yes.
Do you like Thunderstorms: i love holding my gf in a stormy its my fav thing.
Get along with your Parents: Mainly. my dad is an ass.
Health Freak: No
Do you think your Attractive: hell No im ugly as hell.
Believe in Yourself: not enough.
Want to go to College: Of course.
Do you Smoke: No.
Do you Drink: Not really.
Shower Daily: Yes.
Been in Love: Of course.
Do you Sing: Everyday.
Do you want Children: 1 - 3.
Have your future kids names planned out: only 1.
Hate anyone: god only knows how meny

If only I had soomeone like this.



"[I'll Wait For You]"

The snow in Montana was three feet high
Lady at the counter said,
"There ain't no flights"
So he called her on the telephone,
He said I'll rent a car
And I'll drive home.

She said,
I'll wait for you like I did last year
At Christmas time with you family here,
And your truck broke down
Out in San Antone
And the gifts stayed wrapped
Till you got home,
Oh this ain't nothing new,
Sweetheart I'll wait for you.

Now he's on his cell phone
In a Coupe deVille
Talking to the one he loves and always will
His heart is breaking
Cause she's there alone
Her heart is aching
Cause she wants him home

She says i'll wait for you
Like in '68 when our child was due
I said It will have to wait
Until his dad gets here,
And stands by my side,
Remember dear our son's first cry.
Soh this ain't nothing new,
Sweetheart I'll wait for you.

He didn't stop all day
To eat a bite,
And he finally got there around midnight
The doctor said she's in a better place
She said to give you this note,
Just in case.

And it said I'll wait for you
At heaven's gate,
Oh I don't care how long it takes
And I'll tell St. Pete I can't come in
Without my love and my best friend,
Oh this ain't nothing new,
Sweetheart I'll wait for you.

P.S. I love you too
Sweatheart I'll wait for you...



I know the feeling. From the moment people see me they hate me.



"[Don't Laugh At Me]"

I'm a little boy with glasses
The one they call the geek
A little girl who never smiles
'Cause I've got braces on my teeth
And I know how it feels
To cry myself to sleep

I'm that kid on every playground
Who's always chosen last
A single teenage mother
Tryin' to overcome my past
You don't have to be my friend
But is it too much to ask

Don't laugh at me
Don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
Someday we'll all have perfect wings
Don't laugh at me

I'm the cripple on the corner
You've passed me on the street
And I wouldn't be out here beggin'
If I had enough to eat
And don't think I don't notice
That our eyes never meet

I lost my wife and little boy when
Someone cross that yellow line
The day we laid them in the ground
Is the day I lost my mind
And right now I'm down to holdin'
This little cardboard sign...so

Don't laugh at me
Don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
Someday we'll all have perfect wings
Don't laugh at me

I'm fat, I'm thin, I'm short, I'm tall
I'm deaf, I'm blind, hey, aren't we all

Don't laugh at me
Don't call me names
Don't get your pleasure from my pain
In God's eyes we're all the same
Someday we'll all have perfect wings
Don't laugh at me

If only this was true


"I Don't Wanna Be In Love"

She’s going out to forget they were together
All that time he was taking her for granted
She wants to see if there’s more
Then he gave she’s looking for

He calls her up
He’s trippin’ on the phone
Now he doesn’t want her out there and alone
Now he knows she’s smiling and
Knows she’s using it
Now he’s loosing it
She don’t care

Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feelin’ good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”

He was always givin’ her attention
Working hard to find the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
By most sucka’s hated
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up she’s trippin’ on the phone
Now had to get up and he ain’t comin home
Now she’s tryin’ to forget him and
The salary came with him
When he first met her
When they first got together

Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feelin’ good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”

Feel the beat
Feel the beat
Feel the beat

You got nothing to loose,
Don’t be afraid to get down

We break up it’s something that we do now
Everyone has got to do it sometime
It’s okay
Let it go
Get out there and find someone

It’s too much to be trippin’ on the phone here
Get off the wire
Now everything is good here
Stop what you’re doin’
You don’t wanna ruin
The chance that you got to
Find a new one

Everybody
Put up your hands Say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feel the beat now
If you’ve got nothing left say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Back it up now
You’ve got a reason to live say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”
Feelin’ good now
Don’t be afraid to get down say:
”I don’t wanna be in love, I don’t wanna be in love”

No
No

Now you know what to do
So come on
Feelin’ good

This is the stroy of my life!!!!!!!!



          "Whiskey Lullaby"
         (feat. Alison Krauss)

She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

[1st Chorus]
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

The rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night

[2nd Chorus]
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

Trust me I know........



       "Here Comes Goodbye"

I can hear the truck tires coming up the gravel road
And its not like her to drive that slow, nothin's on the radio
Footsteps on the front porch, I hear my doorbell
She usually comes right in, now I can tell

[chorus]
Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

I can hear her say I love you like it was yesterday
And I can see it written on her face that she had never felt this way
One day I thought I'd see her with her daddy by her side
And violins would play here comes the bride

[chorus]
Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

Why does it have to go from good to gone?
Before the lights turn on, yeah and youre left alone
All alone, but here comes goodbye

Oh-oooo

[chorus]
Here comes goodbye
Here comes the last time
Here comes the start of every sleepless night
The first of every tear I'm gonna cry
Here comes the pain
Here comes me wishing things had never changed
And she was right here in my arms tonight, but here comes goodbye

Oh-oooo

Its always my fault. Theres just something wrong with me!!!!!

"She Wouldn't Be Gone"

Red roadside wild flower if I'd only picked you
Took you home set you on the counter
Oh, at least a time or two
Maybe she'd thought it through.

Yellow sunset slowly dipping down in the rear view
Oh, how she'd love to sit and watch you
I could have done that a whole lot more
If I hadn't been so stubborn, been so selfish
Thought about her more, thought about me less
Joked and maked her laugh, held her when she cried
A little more that.. maybe I...

Wouldn't be driving like hell flying like crazy down the highway
Calling everyone we know stopping any place she might be
Going any place she might go beating on the dash
Screaming out her name at the windshield tears soaking up my face
If I had loved her this much all along, maybe maybe, yeaa maybe...
She wouldn't be gone.. she wouldn't be gone..

She warned me it was coming said if I didn't change
She was leaving
I just didn't believe she would ever really walk out,
God, I believe her now
Called her mamma, cried like a baby to her best friend
If they've seen her, they ain't sayin, they ain't sayin...
Now, I'm cursing like a fool, praying it ain't too late
All I wanna do is fix my mistakes.

Find her beg her for one more try, until then damn it I"ll..
Be driving like hell flying like crazy down the highway
Calling everyone we know stopping any place she might be
Going any place she might go beating on the dash
Screaming out her name at the windshield tears soaking up my face
If I had loved her this much all along, maybe maybe, yeaa maybe...
She wouldn't be gone..

I wouldn't be beating on the dash
Screaming out her name at the windshield tears soaking up my face
If I had loved her this much all along, maybe maybe, yeaa maybe...
She wouldn't be gone..

Red roadside wild flower if I'd only picked you
Took you home set you on the counter, oh at least a time or two
Maybe she'd thought it through...

HAVE YOU?¿
1. Smoked a cigarette: yes
2. Smoked a cigar: yes
3. Snorted coke: no
4. Smoked Weed:yes
5. Been high: yes
6. Had sex: yes
7. Said "I hope you die" to someone: yes
8. Tried to kill someone: yes
9. Tried to kill yourself: yes
10. Got in a fist fight: yes
11. Lied to your parents: yes
12. Given someone a bruise: yes
13. Ditched someone: yes
14. Freak danced: yes
15. Stole something: yes
16. Cut yourself: yes
17. Skipped school: yes
18. Hung up on someone: yes
19. Threw up at school: yes
20. Done someone elses make-up: nope
21. Kissed someone of the same sex: nope
22. Had a burping contest: yeah
23. Snuck out: yea
24. Been to a school dance: yes
25. Thought your teacher was hot: nope

Any questions just ask

Answer please:
Would you? Will you?
[_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _
[_] kiss me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] take me out to dinner?
[_] let me drive you somewhere?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] buy me a drink?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] get wasted with me?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
[_] make out with me?
[_] in public?
[_] f**k me or get f**ked by me?
[_] in public?
D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im hott?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
[_] want to live happily ever after with me?
AM i...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] f**kable? *cough* *cough*.....u dont have to answer this one
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about hooking up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished I were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
[_] had a dirty thought bout me?
ARE Y0U...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] mad at me?
[_] thinking about me?

Lets see what people answer :D lol

A- Really good kisser.
B-You are always fun when it comes to meeting new people.
C- your wild and crazy
D-You have trouble trusting people.
E-You have a nice ass ;-)
F-People totally adore you
G- ur cool
H-You never let people tell you what to do.
I-You are popular with all types of people.
J-you are broad minded
K- You like to try new things
L-You have a nice butt;-)
M-You are really hot.
N-Everyone loves you.
O-You love Mickey Mouse
P-You are popular with all types of people.
Q-You are a hypocrite.
R- you are one of the best in bed.
S-People think you are so sexy.
T-you are one of the best in bed.
U-You have very good personality and looks.
V-You are not judgemental.
W-You are very broad minded.
X- You never let ppl tell u wat to do
Y-One of the hardest gangsters alive
Z-You hate it in the butt

W-You are very broad minded.
A- Really good kisser.
R- you are one of the best in bed.
R- you are one of the best in bed.
E-You have a nice ass ;-)
N-Everyone loves you.

G- ur cool
E-You have a nice ass ;-)
E-You have a nice ass ;-)
Z-You hate it in the butt
Y-One of the hardest gangsters alive

N-Everyone loves you.
I-You are popular with all types of people.
C- your wild and crazy
K- You like to try new things
E-You have a nice ass ;-)
R- you are one of the best in bed.
S-People think you are so sexy.
O-You love Mickey Mouse
N-Everyone loves you.

I'm not showing any emotions towards anyone because when I do I wanna DIE!!!!

there is no point in loving someone cause 9 times out of 10 they wont love you. the worst thing is holding on to someone who doesnt want to be held on to. so dont fall for someone who wont be there to catch you!!!! TRUST ME

i sit here liking you,
when i dont know what to do.
with this feeling comes my death,
waiting here for my final breath.
why do i feel this way,
with nothing to say.
kill me now and end it all,
when i know i'll never get your call.
telling me you like me too,
when i know there's nothing i can do.
death is easy so i hear,
but the pain is not what i fear.
its the thought of possible hurting you,
is something i dont wanna do.
why must i love you so,
i just with this pain will go.

If anyone likes me as more then a friend tell me please. I wanna know because I feel as if no one loves me.:'(

im depressed and alone.
there is no love for me,
no one will ever see.
im alone in this place,
but no one loves me enough to fight my case.
in so alone in this life,
while im sitting here with this knife.
all i want is to die,
when all i do is sit here and cry.
no one cares about me,
and if they do i can not see.
if they do they never let it show,
so then i never know.

sweeet