[Crystal White]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2010-05-06
Written: (5318 days ago)

Lost in a world, that scares me to death,
Lost in a crowd I’m losing my breath,
Lost as a kid, lost as an adult
I feel everything is falling apart and its my fault
Lost as a person, cant find my way
Lost in life every day, Lost in worry
Who am I?
I’ve lived a Lie
Lost to Kindness,
Lost to Love
Lost in the sky,
Like a lonely dove
Lost in thought which I shouldn’t do
It Winds me up,
I can’t get through
Lost to comfort all kind words
Lost to advice that isn’t heard
Lost to those who really care?
All these people always there
Lost in Me, I need a break
Lost in wonder which road should I take?
Lost in a place I don’t know well
Where are you now? There’s no one to tell
Lost here all alone To break these walls
Lost in mind
Lost in soul
Lost memories, there just a hole
Lost family, lost my place
Still yet I’m full of hate
Lost in boredom think I’ll leave
There’s a lot in life I need to achieve

1108160  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2010-01-24
Written: (5420 days ago)

I feel as if my life totally sucks, and i have an amazing friend who makes me lauph my ass off and try's soooooooo hard to make me happy and make my life be better.

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Written about Friday 2009-10-16
Written: (5520 days ago)

i miss susie-q so much that it really isnt funny. we were best friends and x girlfriends and whish that she would call me or send me an e-mail back. i hope that she does soon cause i really do miss her. <img:44166_1164145087.gif><img:44166_1164145160.gif><img:44166_1164145230.gif><img:stuff/mood3-gif.gif><img:stuff/mood5-gif.gif><img:stuff/cr-gif.gif><img:stuff/an.gif><img:45154_1117568632.gif><img:45154_1117568632.gif><img:41764_1161369208.gif><img:44166_1164218141.gif><img:41764_1161369208.gif><img:stuff/sa-gif.gif><img:stuff/c-gif.gif><img:stuff/modd37-gif.gif><img:img/mood/61513_1190556019.png><img:img/mood/61513_1190556019.png><img:stuff/rushy.png><img:img/mood/61513_1190556007.png><img:44166_1164145209.gif><img:44166_1164144892.gif><img:44166_1164145230.gif><img:44166_1164145253.gif>

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Written about Tuesday 2009-03-10
Written: (5740 days ago)

today i keep thinking about Susie Q and wondering to my self does she still like me even though i left her? the world may never know.<img:44166_1164145253.gif>, <img:44166_1164145197.gif>, <img:44166_1164145087.gif>, <img:stuff/mood21-gif.gif>

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Written about Thursday 2008-12-04
Written: (5836 days ago)

Dear Tiger,
OMG im now dating some one named Eric at my school and its ok. Susie-Q and i talked today during class and it made me feel to keep rembering when i broke up with her. I really don't smoke anymore good right? well anyhow i gtg for now but i'll try to keep up to date and in contact with u Tiger.

Love:
Crystal White

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Written about Tuesday 2008-09-02
Written: (5963 days ago)

Dear Tiger,
Susie Q and i had broke up on August 14th and i crushed her heart and mine at the same time. Susie Q atleast is now my friend and we talk during school or at my school. I am not a lesbian im bi. I am trying to make friends this year and including on this cool site elftown.eu so it is kinda a goal for me. I am a little lonely and now am single wishing i had some one to love or even like but i guess i wont get lucky this year.

your owner:
Crystal White

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Written about Tuesday 2008-08-26
Written: (5936 days ago)

Dear tiger,
Susie Q and i broke up on the 14th of this month so i broke her heart and it broke mine as well. i am now single and lonely wishing that i would not be single anymore. I am not a lesbian i am bi. Susie Q talks to me at school or at my school. This year im trying to make friends as my goal including from this cool site elftown.eu this year as my goal. I am really sad that i hurt Susie Q but it was for my a reasion which im not gonna say. Well gtg see ya.
your owner:
Crystal White

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