Today's evening showed me how much.. .. never mind. I just couldn't get any clear thought at all, and honestly, dancing isn't my thing. I know why I don't like discothekes so much. And thinking while dancing doesn't make anything better. By the way, watching all these couples together.. THAT makes everything worse.

Saturday is gonna rock.

I am nervous.. o.O

The day I should meet the group here in my town was suspended to next week, but today I'll have a call with the band leader.. God, it would be perfect to get some stage experience with a few scenes on the stage. Even if I haven't planned to stay here for the rest of my life 'cause I've planned to leave Germany after I've got my final exams next year for attending a musical and stage school, it would be helpful. Very helpful. Nevertheless I am nervous, but I'll manage it somehow.