well well well...
i am back! from outer space!
come on here with that sad look on my face!
haha ily mom...
idek how the song goes..lol
well...
so many things happened when i last did this...
hmmmmm...
what to say...
well nothing happened...
i guess thats interesting...hmmm...

Ghost of You



I never said id lie and wait forever
If I did we'd be together
I cant always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...

Get the feeling that youll never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Should I
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Should I
And all the moons that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall (down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home

Never coming home
Never coming home

And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me

Never coming home
Never coming home

Should I

And all the moons that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...

-My Chemical Romance

heheheheheheh....

Thoughtless Whispers...

People seem to talk behind my back,
A sense of true emotion is what they lack,
But me, I've turned my life around,
And picked myself up from the ground,

What you said really hurts my feelings,
Now I have to go for emotional healings,
To ease the pain,
But it's still me you slain.

My healed spirit has been took away,
How could you treat me this way?
What have I done to all of you?
Well guess what, we're through.

I no longer care what you all say,
This is a game I'm not going to play,
Please do not prey,
Because thanks to you,
I'm never going to be okay.

My scars are deep,
That's why I lie here and weep,
My friendship is what you mistreat,
That bond which we once had,
I can no longer keep.

Those inner thoughts you shared,
You said them,
As if you never really cared,
You all could have said them to my face,
All your wishes have now been granted,
Because I'm leaving this place.

My heart bleeds for you
as i drown
in it

You can't escape
you won't escape me now..
Your heart intertwined with mine
A fashion statement design
you had me at hello..

You are the reason i'm still here
Somewhere
You know just what to do to make
me smile
and laugh a heart shaken laugh
all i want to is love you my dear..
so how do you expect me to repay you
with something i've rejected
with something i've loved...

My heart is so broken...
i cried a million tears already.
nobody can feel the pain i'm in
cuz there not me...

Don't give me that understanding bullcrap..
I've been there before..
You made me cry enough..
Its time to shed your tears
feel the pain you've brought
I left you with a goodbye
cuz i had enough