Fire, fire
You smell of smoke
and desire

Porchlight/Searchlight

It's been three years
Since I've seen your face
Look at you
Digging a deeper hole
It's time to come home
We miss you here

I'll find you
Even if I have crawl
Yes, I'll find you
Even if it takes me all
I'll bring you home
Where you'll be safe
So come home

Slip, slipping through fingers
How you left me
Laying there, defeated
Revenge ain't sweet after all
Look at you now
Digging, digging, digging

I'll find you
Even if I have to crawl
Yes, I'll find you
Even if it takes my all
I'll bring you home
Where you'll be safe
So come home, come home

Because I'm your fried
I'll hold you through, your darkest hours
So don't close you eyes to the light
Don't let them deceive you
Cause as long as we're under the same sky
I'll bring you home, I'll take you back.

So you, don't have to fight no more.

Even if I have to crawl
Even if it takes my all
Even if I'm broken down, wearing down
Even if you keep turning your back
I'll bring you home

But if one day
If you change your mind
I'll leave the porch light on
And the front door unlocked

And until that day
Till I'll see your smiling face
When everything's okay

For now these searchlights
Will keep coming for you
But I confess
We're not so different at all

Drowning Man's Song

I fall into your power
Seize me with your grace
Pull me gently down, into your arms

Moon, moon
Sing me a lullaby
As I float into the darkness
Fear no one, see nothing
As your tides rock me to sleep

Further down into the abyss
I am yours, and yours alone
Your sweet, pale face
Smiling down on me
Such no better fate

Moon, moon
Sing me a lullaby
As I float into the darkness
I am no one, know nothing
As your tides rock me to sleep

1.Sex: Female
2.Eyes: brown
3.Age: 17
4.Birthday: June 14
5.Nickname: 'A'
6.Favorite Artist: Musically, drawing..?
7.Favorite Photographer: Don't have one.
8.Lucky Number: 3
9.Favorite Color(s): Green
10.Is true love real?: Who knows~
11.Shoe Size: 8-81/2 depending on brand
12.Favorite Movie(s): Any Anglo-Saxon, Braveheart, P.S. I Love You, Pocohantas.
13.Favorite music: Any, I'm pretty open.
14.Coolest person you met this year: I don't think I met any.
15.Who would you like to meet: He doesn't exist in this world...
16.Who do you admire most: My best friend, Dani. <33
17.Most sexy person(s): My cat.
18.Favorite Plush: My teddy bear.
19.Favorite Cologne: I don't use cologne.
20.Favorite Magazine: Seventeen
21.Favorite sound: Distant thunder
22.Favorite TV-series: NARUTO, grew up on that shizz.
23.Favorite Writer: Too many to compare...
24.Favorite Nickname: 'A'
25.Favorite Song ever: Without You - Lana Del Rey
26.Favorite food: Lo Mein, soup, cherry tomatoes, pineapples.
27.Favorite drink: Water.
28.What do you think is greatest about yourself: My empathy.
29.Most romantic moment in your life: When I went to a christmas event with my current boyfriend.
30.Most embarrassing moment in your life: When I pissed myself in 4th grade.
31.You spend your time rather inside or outside: Depending on the weather.
32.What do you do in the weekends?: Computer, friends, food.
33.What class in school do/did you dislike most: Geometry I
34.You prefer being alone or have relation: Depends on where I am in life.
35.Simple or complicated?: Slightly in between.
36.Cremate or Buried when dead?: Cremated.
37.Stay up late or go to bed early: Stay up late.
38.Light or dark?: Depending how I feel when I got to bed.
39.Speak or Silence: Silence.
40.Newspaper: Nothing good comes from it.
41.Hug or kiss: Hug.
42.Happy or Sad: Both. Without sadness, you can't have happiness. And without happiness you can't have sadness.
43.Life or Death: Living is cool too.
44.Jig or Disco: Hmmm, depends.
45.Left or Right: Right
46.What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question:
47.You believe in reincarnation: Yup.
48.You believe in Aliens: We can't be the only ones here. But being alone and being not alone is quite scary.
49.When you die, what will be your last words?: Who knew.
50.Best feeling: Being appreciated.

I'm going to die tomorrow.
I'm going to be pounded with questions.
Grounded with whys.
And smashed with laughter.



I made a total fool out of myself today.... X[[[

[If you had me alone, locked up in your room for 24 hours, and I had to do whatever you wanted me to do, what would you do with me?]

a=apocalypse
b= barretone
c= car crash
d= darlinn''
e= elite
f= fog
g= go go speed racer
h= hell
i= intelligent
j= just me
k= Kind
l= life
m= Mop
n= Nothing
o= Oh snap
p= please
q= quarter
r= razor
s= small
t= To and from
u= Under the stars
v= Vigilante
w=what comes next
x= xylophone
y= your mom
z= zebra

I'mma kinda madda...-_-;

Still feeling sick.
Just a little dizzy. But I'll be fine.
:D

My tummy hurts really badd..
And I'm reallyyyy dizzy.
Along with head hurting like a hoe after an orgy.
But other than that, I've been fine.
But I haven't stepped one foot outside.
I slept till one today.
Not like meeeee.....at all.
I usually wake up between the hours of 8 and 9.
I feel sad though, but I'm okay.
I'm always okay.. [kindaaaaaa] :D

Everything I can't Remember...
Is Taunting me...
And its Killing me...
And it Won't let me Go...
And I'm so Afraid...
Cuz I know you Won't
Be Here at Sunrise...