Loving the girl that puts a smile on my face. :) A.R.T. (Ashley Rene Thomas) I can't wait to finally hug her and kiss her. I finally get to see her in person! YAY!!!
I might be in love with Lyndia but she doesn't seem to feel the same way about me anymore. So she says. I have a friend that has recently told me how she feels about me. She says she's liked me for a long time.
Recently I have been thinking of ways to tell Allie I want to date her. That her and I are better off as friends.
I'm in love with Lyndia and I don't know what to say to Allie. Cause Allie recently told me she loves me. But I didn't say it back to her. I'm in love with Lyndia and I'm not in love with Allie. Allie's nice and sweet and all but I just don't see us dating for too long. Lyndia isn't very popular with my friends but I want to be with her with my heart. Lyndia says she loves me too. But I'm not really sure how much she loves me? I LOVE YOU LYNDIA!!!
Super excited about Allie coming to see me from Alabama. :)
This puta and her bull-shit is pissing me off to the fullest. I'm thinking about taking my friend Cely up on her offer to get a two bedroom apartment with her. I really need to get away from this situation. I feel trapped.
UGHHH.......I'
So I have done nothing lately but chill at home. I've been on a small vacation from work. Hopefully I can get the September off for gay pride. :) wishing wishing wishing.....
bored as fuck at this school. UGH..... i need a better life.
i'm so missing my big daddy.
okay. lately I've been spending a lot of time with Eglenda. Well Renee doesn't like it. My home girl Niella doesn't like it either but that's cause I blow her off to chill with Eglenda. All my home girl wants to do is lay in bed and watch movies. All i wanna do is chill with Eglenda and Maggie. I don't wanna b cooped up in my room all day doing nothing in a house that I don't even wanna be in. :-(
ok so now my baby (Renee) is in the hospital. :( what to do? what to do? UGH!!!!! so stressed out about what to do. Right now no one is liking my baby (Renee) cause all my friends don't like the way she treats me. but what am I to do about it. I can't really help who I fall in-love with. Oh well. I guess i'm just going to have to take the criticism.
my friend Niella is a pain in my butt. Its always like she has to have all of my attention. I hate that shit! I'm like so in love with a girl named Renee and I don't really thinks she knows how much I love her. I hope that soon she will figure it out cause I care about her a lot. I missed hanging out with my friend Eglenda. She makes my laugh so hard some times.
i'm working at Golden Corral now. i made two new friends one named Chadai and another named Ginger. they're pretty cool. i meet them at work. I'm spending more time with Eglenda lately. Its nice that I can chill with her more. I been sick with the flu. Renee and I are doing good lately. I just wish she could finally commit to me.
I made a new friend named Ja'shuan. Shes a lot like me in many ways. Shes pretty cool. lol. Shes funny too. My friend Allie is missing me. I miss her too. Renee and I are doing okay. We are working on us. She doesn't really wanna date me right now. I really haven't gotten to the bottom of why she keeps accusing me of sleeping around with people. I'm trying my hardest to prove her wrong. I'm trying to show her that i'm faithful.
i have a really good friend that's going threw a horrible lose. R.I.P. Bobby Wilson (papa) You will always be loved and remembered papa. :-) <3
yay!!!!! ok I've been in wonder land. lol.
i just got in touch with an old friend. Her name is Alexis Wilson. I recently found out shes in the navy and based in Chicago. man i been missing her like crazy. Shes like my best-est friend.
okay people so this is whats happening so far in my life. I started working with the fair traveling. I recently went to Shreveport, Louisiana to work and I meet the most beautiful woman at the fair. Her name is Allie Eason and she worked making deep fried oreo's and funnel cakes. She made hot chocolate too but it wasn't very good but I kept buying hot chocolate and deep fried oreo's just so I can see her. Then I finally got the courage to give her a note that said i thought she was cute and that I wanted to get to know her more. The note also had my number, so if she wanted to talk she could text or call me. She had me nervous that whole entire day. That night after work I got a text from her, then I got really nervous cause I was thinking that she didn't like me. It turned out that she thought I was cute too. Now shes in my life and two other girls too. One is named Felicia and the second is named Venus. Renee has been trying to play me like a fool and i'm sorry but this girl isn't a fool.
so today i just found out that i'm going to Shreveport,La. yay!!! i got to get back to work tomorrow. lol. So lately I've been talking to Renee, but not as much as we use to talk. Shes been pushing me away. Cause of her pushing me away some one else has been pulling me. It makes me so happy that shes there for me. She has become a best friend to me and now i can talk to her about anything. I think that Renee is trying to push me into some one else's arms. Its not working tho. I still like she a lot. I think i might love her now. but i'm not sure how she would take it, if I told her that I LOVE HER!
okay people. I went to Denton,Tx on the 27th of Oct. and to tell you the truth it was a bore fest. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz