still havent gone insane. but i was really fucking close to it earlier this morning. i had to do the laundry with my dad. and i dont know how to sort or fold or do anything. and he was screaming at me. like screaming at me is going to solve the damn problem. yeah right. and so i was screaming back at him. and he was getting really pissed. and then when we got home, my mom told me that dad and i were going to otsego to walmart to get her a new computer, that looks like mine, she told me to change my cloths twice. cuz she didnt like what i was wearing. and i got pissed off and told her no matter what i wear, its not going to fucking please you. so she got all pissy and shit at me. and then i just fucking walked out. i dont even know why i claim these people as my family. cuz sometimes they can be major assholes. so yeah. thats about it for my day today. hopefully we dont have school tomorrow. but i bet we will. ttyl. byebye.

so far i havent gone insane. but this is just one day. so we'll see how it goes. hopefully well. but i doubt it. meow. im gonna go watch house. ttyl. bye.

you know the whole cassie-shoe-toilet thing? yeah? I JUST FUCKING GOT SUSPENDED FOR THREE DAYS CUZ OF IT!!! im a dumbass. i mean, i know i shouldnt have done it but i didnt think id get caught, get in trouble, and fucking get suspended! cuz i thought everthing was just gonna blow the hell over and i was gonna walk away scott-free. but nooooo........ the stupid little bitch with the idea had to go and fucking tell on me. and she didnt get fucking suspended. all she got was to have to pay for the new shoes that had to be bought for the chick. and supposedly her parents are like super uber livid. i found this out cuz my mama talked to the assisstant principle and he told her cuz he thought she could be trusted. like to not tell anyone. including me. but she told me. and i have to clean and do lawndry and help out around the house. and i still have the computer and phone and t.v, but for a shorter time limit. and im not really complaining. cuz i do deserve it. so yeah. im suspended for three days and i have shit to do. so ill talk to you tomorrow if i can manage it. hopefully im still semi-sane. but i doubt it. byebye.

ive now been working at village market for two years. and it sucks. yesterday was the worst day ever. i got there at eight and i had to fix the glass and one of the plastic machines. and that took three hours. but theres a mini story in that. ok. i was cleaning all of the machines and i got the sponge i was using stuck in the glass machines rollers. and i had to call my manager to come and get it out for me. and i was really embarrassed. and all the customers were being rude. and some guy just handed me on of those jesus son of god paplets. im like, i dont really want this. but not to him. im not sure if i believe in the big guy in the clouds and i dont have a problem with others believing in him. until they give me booklets and try to preach to me about how im gonna burn in hell for all my sins that i myself cant give the punishment for. and im like it dont give a rats ass. im going where im going and i cant and dont really wanna change that. so yeah. thats what i think. but i have to go now. got to go see my kids at headstart. mmwwaa! bye.