so its another day, but it feels like yesterday. i woke up feeling the same way i did yesterday. i went through the same motions as yesterday. i think ive hit a point in my life where im going through the motions without much thought.

yeah,,, its my my bday!!! but to me its just another day... i mean, im not doing anything, im not having a party, im not having anyone over, no cake, no presents, just me sitting in architecture of the world... i mean i know that once u get to a certain age, bdays arent that important anymore, but have i really reached that age already? i feel so.... idk the right word but i know i dont like the feeling... this sucks... i feel like a little kid when their parents forgot their bday... oh well.... like i said its just another day