is saying "i dnt want to" the say thing as saying no? because if it is then why didnt he listen... if it isnt then it is my fault
wtf... Gulan now Austin... wtf this is crazy... as soon as i got the news my heart stopped... i cant believe this... as much as austin and i fought, he pushed me to do my absolute best in school and in my relationship..
so its another day, but it feels like yesterday. i woke up feeling the same way i did yesterday. i went through the same motions as yesterday. i think ive hit a point in my life where im going through the motions without much thought.
yeah,,, its my my bday!!! but to me its just another day... i mean, im not doing anything, im not having a party, im not having anyone over, no cake, no presents, just me sitting in architecture of the world... i mean i know that once u get to a certain age, bdays arent that important anymore, but have i really reached that age already? i feel so.... idk the right word but i know i dont like the feeling... this sucks... i feel like a little kid when their parents forgot their bday... oh well.... like i said its just another day