My world seems to be falling apart. My roommate is always depressed and wants to drag me down with her. She tries to control me and my life and I'm not letting her. My dad sold all our cows. And I never get to see my fiance anymore. I miss him terribly. and a lot of the time when we talk on the phone, we fight and it hurts... and I don't have a best friend to confide in anymore. I don't have one this year. Everyone is always too busy. And I miss home. I haven't been home in quite a while. I miss my family.